Chapter Five
Doug told me to go shower and that he would clean up the mess. I scooped up my clothes, got my overnight bag by the front door, and went to the washroom without another word. I stood under the water for a long time, trying to calm myself down with the gentle stream cascading down my chest. I finally washed myself off, then got out of the shower and put on some sweats and a plain T-shirt. I'd spent almost half an hour under the water.
I brushed my teeth (for the second time that night), washing away the taste of sex. I felt a pang of disappointment for cleaning it out, but at the same time I felt guilty that it had been there in the first place.
When I came out of the bathroom, I walked shyly towards the living room. Doug was dressed again, and he was on his hands and knees, scrubbing a spot on the carpet. He didn't hear me approach, so I tried to sneak up closer to see the damage. I wasn't quiet enough, though, and he looked up at me as I came into the room. I glanced at the carpet.
"Is it coming out?" I asked.
"Yeah, just takes some work," he said, returning back to the stain.
I stood there awkwardly for a moment before I went to the kitchen to get a rag. I plucked one from out of the linen drawer, then went back to the living room. He had a bucket with carpet cleaner solution inside, so I dipped the cloth in the suds and squeezed out the excess water before I blotted it on the carpet.
Doug slowly stopped his scrubbing, then put his hand over mine. I froze, caught off guard by his action. "Don't worry about it, I've got it covered."
He didn't take his hand off of mine, though. I stared at him pointedly while he averted his gaze.
"Do you really regret it that much?" I asked. As hard as I tried, my voice still quivered slightly from anger and disappointment.