I listen, pretending to be asleep. My wide open eyes, gazing into the darkness of the room can't make out anything but distorted shadows. You try to keep it down, trying not to make a sound, but your hand subtly rubbing against the sheets, and your trembling breaths, betrays you. I know what you are doing. You've done it before.
I know how much you wanted it, as we went to bed, how you wanted me inside of you. But I denied you, turned the other way, like so many nights before.
I don't remember what we argued about this time, and does it really matter? Yet another night ending in disagreement, leaving neither of us able to sleep. Your inviting attempts didn't break through my kevlar shield of stubborn bitterness.
You probably think I'm sleeping, unaware of what you do, right next to me. In secret pleasing yourself, in lack of what I didn't give you. I know how it probably makes you feel, alone, doubting my love for you, and at times that's what I want you to feel, not out of cruelty, it's just that I...
Yeah... it is kinda cruel. I know you want me, I know you want your man inside you, to take care of you, treat you, pleasure you, make you feel desired.
I hear how you're spreading your thighs, and how you increase the pace of your fingers between your legs, touching yourself, and how you start to breathe faster, as you always do when you are getting close.
It started with a tingle in my stomach, spreading, a fire that's growing stronger, and I notice how it starts to make me hard. Images start to flash before me, your smile, the face you make as you're about to cum, your round breasts, your thin cotton panties around your sexy ass, and how they follow your body in between your thighs, forming themself caressingly around your soft pussy, revealing the contours of your slit.
It has been quite a while since we... made love... had sex... since we fucked.
Your breaths tell me how you're struggling to push yourself past the ridge between you and your orgasm without making a sound. My cock grows harder. Hearing you masturbate beside me is turning me on, makes me horny, and I start to imagine your soft pussy clenching around my cock as I run it in and out of you, making you moan, taking care of you, pleasing you, making you cum... making myself cum inside of you.