For those of you who read the first part of Anita, I have to answer my own question: yes, it was all fiction. This second part of the Anita (Annie) story is also fiction. So any resemblance to people living or dead or places are purely coincidental. These stories are purely products of my imagination, produced with the invaluable help of a friend S. who edited and improved my piece. The mistakes that remain are entirely my own.
If you have not read the original Anita, read it to help you make sense of the first part of this story.
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Anita Pt. 2: The mature Annie takes the lead.
"Michael. How y'doing?"
Michael knew for some time this call would come yet he could not form even a simple acknowledgement. He was afraid and confused. He offered only silence as he clenched the phone to his ear.
"Michael y'there? It's Annie here. Speak to me." There was urgency in her voice. Annie's chest knotted. Had Michael had a stroke?
Michael held the silence for a few more seconds. He knew he had to answer. Something. Anything.
"Oh, Annie. Of course. I'm fine. Really. Was just choking off a cough." He lied. Then forced a phlegmy cough.
"I was expecting to hear from you. How have you been?" Annie's voice was gentle and calm.
"OK."
"Just OK?" There was something flat and unresponsive in Michael's voice that worried her. "Michael. I'll be at your front door in twenty minutes. Leave it unlocked." She did not wait for an answer. She swept up her purse and was out of the door in thirty seconds.
Michael was sitting in his living room in his favourite leather chair still dressed in his pajamas and a dressing gown. He had slippers on his feet. He sported a three-day stubble on his chin. Annie could smell him from the doorway. His hair was unkempt. He looked a mess.
"Michael. You're sick." A statement rather than a question based on Annie's immediate assessment of what she could see. "You poor sweetie. You should have let me know."
"No Annie. I was sick, but almost better now."
"Let me make you a coffee or tea. Which?"
"NO, don't bother. I don't need anything,"
Annie was firm. "Coffee or tea"
"Tea," Michael replied meekly.
The kitchen confronted Annie with a wasteland of dirty dishes. Not a single horizontal space had enough room for two cups.
She returned to the living room. "Michael. Here's the plan. You go upstairs, shave, shower or bath, get dressed and then come down. You stink, by the way. While you are upstairs I'll tackle the kitchen, so take your time. Then you'll get your tea and we can chat."
Looking Michael hard in the eyes she challenged, "OK?"
He nodded, rose and headed upstairs without a word.
It took almost forty-five minutes to bring order to the kitchen, fill the dishwasher and hand wash the rest of the dishes. Michael magically appeared at the same moment Annie brought the tea and some cookies into the living room.
"Here you go. Get that inside you. Now tell what's going on."
Michael sipped his tea, ate two cookies and looked at Annie from under his bushy eyebrows. He smiled. "You're right I am a mess. Thank you for this." He gave a genuine thick cough. "Bronchitis. The antibiotics almost have it beat now. Just a small residual cough."
"Walk me through this. You left tired and weakened last Friday week. Then what?"
"I went home and slept until Sunday afternoon. Woke up with tickle in my throat. Started coughing. It was full fledged by Monday morning. I called my Doctor, knowing this led to pneumonia in the past. Saw the Doc in the afternoon. Was given a five day intensive course of antibiotics. Hunkered down with my laptop in bed, came down for some soup, soft boiled eggs, bread and butter, and finally some frozen dinners and got up yesterday for a while, and again today."
"Oh Michael. You should have called. What did the Doc tell you?"
"Oh that was funny. You'd appreciate it. First off my Doc is a good-looking lady in her late forties. Looks like Lauren Bacall if you know who she was."
"The Big Sleep?"
"Right. You know your movies. Sexy as hell. I always flirt with her like crazy. Painted her portrait two years back. Anyway she looked me over and quizzed me on my diet. She wants me to see a nutritionist. Then she continued how did I get so run down, blah, blah, blah. I asked if she really wanted to know. Of course she did. So I told her about our event."
"You what? How much did you tell her," Annie exclaimed.
"No harm. No foul here. Just hear me out for a moment. She had a grin from ear to ear as I told her the outline. She called me an old dog. She looked impressed. Shaking her head from side to side she reached across and grabbed, and rubbed a little bit on my crotch. She declared, 'You have the first case of righteous bronchitis I have ever come across.' So I have my diagnosis."
"She did that? Maybe she is a gal after my own heart. So that's it? If so, why this moping around?"
"That's not quite everything. I referred her to literotica.com. Told her she might want to see the full story. She wrote the name down. I'll be curious if she follows through. I have a check up in two weeks, I will find out then."
"But she might be able to deduce who I am from a story. That's dangerous for me."
"I am sure she is trustworthy. She has more to lose sexually assaulting an old codger like me. There's leverage."
"You still haven't squared up why you have let yourself go so much. Tell me what's going on."
"First there was a time squeeze for me. What with all the sleeping due to the bronchitis and antibiotics and then my writing our encounter story I did not have time for grooming and housekeeping."
"You've written a draft of our story? Can I see it and edit it?"
"Yes in the first part. No in the second. I sent it off two days ago and its already published. Titled it Anita."
"What? We agreed. You said you'd send a draft to me."
"I did. I got carried away. I'm sorry. I may not have been thinking straight."
"Straight up you were way off. Very little I can do about it now though. You changed our names I hope?" There was an edge of panic in Annie's voice.
"Give me some credit Annie. Of course I changed the names. But I also realized something much more important that depresses the hell out of me." Michael paused.
"As I wrote I came to recognize that the ephemeral act of coitus, even with all its variations and engagement of all my senses, did not match my overall pleasure of being a chronicler of the event. I was a voyeur of my – our – actions. I think it is my age, and perhaps the downstream sickness that colored my conclusion. I hope I am wrong but sense I am right as far as our fucking was concerned. Does this make a blind bit of sense to you? It really doesn't to me except at a visceral level."
"That's heavy Michael. You preferred writing us up to actually fucking. That doesn't say much for me. Am I so lousy at fucking that you can dismiss us being clinched together? I'm going to have to think about where we stand."
"Maybe it's just us together. You are still Anita to me, rather than Annie. Our thirty-year history together means more than our one-night stand. Does our fuck-fest trump our friendship? I think not but I don't know the answers."
"Let me get this straight: you prefer to have me as a friend and at the same time imagine me getting into sexual situations – think the other literotica stories you wrote - rather than be part of an actual sexual engagement. That's beyond weird, it's perverse. I do not know the answers either, but I can tell you that you are seriously strange."
Annie tilted her head to her right shoulder. The gesture he had seen many times before when she was questioning him. The unspoken question hung in the air.
"Look Annie. As I was ramming into you I thought I was hurting you, even ruining you. What was worse was that I didn't care. I am appalled that I could do that to a friend."
"You didn't hurt me Michael. Do I look ruined?" Annie spoke quietly.
They sat in silence looking at each other.
Michael felt a general sense of relief. His burden unloaded, he felt a lightness in his chest. Was it an affirmation of his decision to return to being friends with Anita or a measure of the dread he'd felt for days about talking with Annie?
Annie was just plain confused. Had she just been brushed off and rejected. She was not particularly physically attracted to Michael, nor did she find him unattractive, but felt she owed him a deep debt of gratitude for his friendship over the years. She could live without sexual intimacy with Michael, but did not want to throw away his friendship. An idea came to her.
"Tell me honestly if you had sorted this out in your mind earlier, would you have called me had you not become sick?"
"I'm not sure. But probably yes."
"Can I count on you as a friend?" She paused. "Will you still call me Annie? Would you call me if you are ill?"