An Old Woman's Rebirth Continues
When I wrote the first part of this story, I never anticipated writing a sequel. It was simply a tremendous experience in my life and I felt compelled to write it down but with so many requests for part two, I felt I should finally write about what happened next. I am again writing it from Linda's perspective, not because I want to make myself look like some sort of sex god, but because I simply prefer erotic stories from a woman's point of view. Part 1 was an accurate reflection of what happened but although this second part is heavily based on real events, this time I have used slightly more artistic licence to suit the fact that I am amalgamating a few of our subsequent meetings into one. This is because I have no intention of writing a third instalment, partly because I'd rather experiment with new storylines and partly because I'd rather not continually revisit a relationship that meant so much to me but sadly no longer exists since I moved abroad to work. Linda's character was a beautifully sexy woman and I still think of her and the times we shared all the time. This two part story is dedicated to older women everywhere and a celebration of their sexuality. You have so much to offer, especially when it comes to sex and I would love to be able to pleasure a woman like Linda again.
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I'd love to be able to say that my relationship with David continued without a hitch and we simply met and made love on many more occasions but that's not the way it worked out. Looking back, I realise that I made things far more difficult than they might have been.
Driving back home the day after I finally met David felt like the start of a whole new chapter of my life. Getting his big cock all the way into my tight pussy had taken a long time, a lot of patience and a great deal of effort but once he was fully in and started to move, the pleasure was just indescribable. All the way home we talked about what a tremendous experience it was and how we'd invite David to our own home the next time. John was keen to watch me with David and while having an audience didn't appeal to me that much, how could I deny the wish of such a wonderful husband who not only allowed me to take a lover but encouraged me to do so? I may have been an old woman but at that point in my life, I don't think I'd ever felt younger.
The problems started a day or so later when I started to question things a lot more and probably over-analyse the situation. I've never seen myself as beautiful, even in the prime of my youth so it seemed unbelievable in the cold light of day that a younger man would be attracted to me at 67 years old. Deep down I suppose I was also carrying a powerful sense of guilt that I had enjoyed sex so much with another man. The fact that John had encouraged me to see David didn't change my view that I must have behaved like a slut and now that the excitement of sex with David seemed a more distant memory, I was left with a strong sense of shame in my actions.
This probably sounds ridiculous to most people but women of about my age will more readily understand the moral dilemma I was experiencing. When I grew up, it was drummed into us every day that nice girls protected their virtue and didn't have sex with just anyone. I tried a few chatrooms to see how other women dealt with this sort of situation but it didn't help at all. There were very few women there my age and the older women who were there had lost their husbands and were now enjoying their 'freedom'. Women who did have lovers with their husband's consent tended to be younger than me and their attitude to the whole thing was very different to mine.
What I should have done was talk openly to John and David about the whole thing but I didn't. Instead, I had numerous arguments with John and I started to ignore David's calls while I tried to rationalise what was happening to my life. It eventually came to a head one evening when I had a blazing row with John about the issue as he was once again encouraging me to talk to David and invite him down.
'Don't you love me?' I screamed at him. 'Aren't you disgusted with me for having sex with another man?'
'No darling,' came his simple reply, 'I love you more than ever and I'm pleased you've been able to enjoy sex again. I get excited just thinking about it!'
'How can that possibly excite you?' I cried out, confused and exasperated.
'Because more than anything else in the world, I love you and seeing you experience pleasure, however that happens, gives me pleasure. I don't want you having sex with anyone and everyone but Dave is different. I know he cares for you and I know he will treat you with respect and most importantly, I know you like him.'
I fell into John's arms and wept. The whole thing was difficult to explain to him as I didn't fully understand it myself. I was obviously attracted to David and sex with him had been the most incredible experience of my life. Even in these moments of self-doubt, when I thought of his cock and how it felt inside me, my stomach fluttered and my pussy tingled at the thought of it, yet my ridiculous sense of shame was always close behind.
'Now he's had his pleasure, he's probably lost interest in me anyway,' I lamented.
'I somehow doubt that,' John reassured me. 'I think you at least owe him an explanation.'
That night I was just about to shut my laptop down and go to bed when David called me on Skype. John had gone to bed ten minutes previously so I suspect he had sent David a text to tell him to have another go at speaking to me. I was ready for bed but didn't feel too tired so I decided that now was as good a time as any to see how David responded to my avoidance of him.
'Thank goodness you're there!' he gasped once I'd connected the call. 'I've really missed you and was starting to think I'd upset you or offended you in some way. Are you alright?'
He sounded completely genuine in his concern and seeing his kind face again reminded me why I'd responded so well to him originally.
'I'm sorry David, I should have spoken to you earlier but the truth is that I've been doubting the wisdom of our relationship.'
'I expected as much because that's simply what you do Linda. We went through all of this before we met but such a view just isn't logical.'
'Well, good looking young men like you aren't going to be interested in an old woman like me unless you just want some easy and meaningless sex.'
The frustration of having this conversation with me yet again must have got to him because for the first time he raised his voice when he spoke to me.
'Is that all you think of me? Do you really believe that's the sort of man I am and that you could mean so little to me?' he said abruptly. 'When you think of the time we spent together, did I really come across as a man who was just there to enjoy himself, with no consideration of your feelings? Well?'