Amateur Porn

Does the watcher of the sexual act get as much enjoyment via the explicit sights of sexual fuckery, as those fucking?. Fucking is the term I use for anything visibly sexual. Whether pissing, masturbating, fucking of the cunt with a cock, or fingers, anal with a dildo, cock, or screwdriver up my ass, tying the naked body with ropes, anything like that.

Porn allows me to replay the sexual act happening out of real time, as many times as I like. So I get sexual enjoyment from watching a couple pissing. I am excited by the taboo placed on pissing. The camera zooms in on her cunt. I watch her fingers parting her labia lips, revealing the brightness of the pink, and the tiny urethra hole hidden there. She is squatting over a guys erection pointing up at her cunt. I notice their clean shaven organs, all the better to see the pee when they piss. I want to see her piss straight away, to hear the trickle down his excited cock. It takes about a minute before my ears hear the music. She pisses gently, then stops. Then starts again for maybe five seconds, then stops, to finally gush from that little hole all over his cock, moving up his body, finishing in his open mouth. Moans, and groans can be heard. They both obviously like it.

Now it is his turn. She lies down while he positions the aiming of his cock which is mightily erect. It is not easy for a male to piss with a raging erection. I have tried it numerous times, and have only been successful a number of times. Anyway he holds his erection towards her cunt, and out dribbles some pee. Being a guy I like to look at other men's cocks in porn. Their shape, their size, their color, how straight is the cock, the foreskin does it completely cover the head. Soon he is pissing hard onto the females body, as she encourages him with ooooooos, and ahhhhhhs. He bathes her cunt, her tits, her neck, then fills her mouth with his hot liquid.

I like porn that is done by amateurs. I have no interest in watching professionals fucking. It is so photoshopped. And the males, and females make me puke, they are so perfect. Amateurs turn me on. They are just like you, and me. They are not plastic, or artificial. They have real bodies, real cocks, real cunts, real tits, and dark brown anuses. They are fuckin' real. They could be my neighbor, or someone I would most definitely voyeur.

So back to my original question. Does the watcher of the sexual fuckery get as much enjoyment as the two who are playing?. I once answered an Ad, to be a voyeur. To watch two people fucking. It cost me a $100 to sit there and watch for half an hour. They asked me to take off all my clothes and masturbate if I wanted, while they fucked on a mattress laid out on their lounge room floor. Initially I was excited, but within ten minutes of watching him humping his partner I was bored. The same often happens when I am watching porn. I do not get enjoyment from watching porn.

What I get pleasure from, is being a voyeur, watching when they don't know I am there. I get pleasure also from the doing. I need to feel the piss jetting on my cock. I need to taste that pussy. I need to feel the teeth of the mouth sucking my cock. I need to feel the hips of the body moving beneath my hands. I need my mouth on the nipple of the breast. I need to tongue fuck her mouth. You get it. I need hot blooded interaction.

But that doesn't mean I don't need porn in my life. My cock gets stirred by some of the sights. I often find myself watching clips of sex, my cock in hand, masturbating, and wishing I was there. But it has to be amateurs with their naked bodies in full flight. I love how they play in the sewers of their bodies. Using each other as toilets, unashamedly.

My body is the ultimate expression of my existence, and sex is its engine. Two people, or three, or how many as we please, can freely meet, to sexually partake together, in any way they should please, with consent, knowing that this free choice, must be constantly renewed. Our brute desire to possess another as a life partner, only suits the world of political commerce, and our misinformed ideal of perfect love. Sex breaks downs barriers between people, and invites us to renew our bodies repeatedly.

To look at the sexual apparatus of another, is to give my body that particular way. I must abandon myself to it. That it sexes in me, and I in turn sex in it. A female walking down the street, hips, and legs, becomes me. Every cock, is my livid cock in hand. I must abandon myself, so that the sexual actors I am watching, are able to think themselves in me.