I'm sleeping with my step grandmother
I have wanted to tell my family for a long time, but I've been sleeping with my step grandmother. The thing is, even though it's been great I can't help but feel wrecked with guilt. A little back story on how it began, my mom died four years ago from a heart attack and we were destroyed. It took dad two years to finally collect himself and rebuild. The problem was that he decided to rebuild with a new woman. I know I sound selfish but I felt so betrayed by my dad meeting and getting engaged to a new woman, especially during the summer when I only got two weeks off from my job and loved to unwind without the stress.
It was this special summer that he'd decided to marry his new girl Rhonda, and suffice to say I resented him for it. I just felt so betrayed by what he'd done and it felt like he was betraying my mom. Whether I liked it or not though I had a new step mom, and she even asked me to call her mom. Even at twenty four I felt like an angry child who was rebelling the only way I knew how and it was by pouting. Nevertheless my dad invited me and my sister to the family cottage that year right during my break and I begrudgingly accepted.