I'm sleeping with my step grandmother
I have wanted to tell my family for a long time, but I've been sleeping with my step grandmother. The thing is, even though it's been great I can't help but feel wrecked with guilt. A little back story on how it began, my mom died four years ago from a heart attack and we were destroyed. It took dad two years to finally collect himself and rebuild. The problem was that he decided to rebuild with a new woman. I know I sound selfish but I felt so betrayed by my dad meeting and getting engaged to a new woman, especially during the summer when I only got two weeks off from my job and loved to unwind without the stress.
It was this special summer that he'd decided to marry his new girl Rhonda, and suffice to say I resented him for it. I just felt so betrayed by what he'd done and it felt like he was betraying my mom. Whether I liked it or not though I had a new step mom, and she even asked me to call her mom. Even at twenty four I felt like an angry child who was rebelling the only way I knew how and it was by pouting. Nevertheless my dad invited me and my sister to the family cottage that year right during my break and I begrudgingly accepted.
He'd felt it was a good time to connect both families and he sought out to make us like one another, even building activities that could create some family bonding. The meeting of both families was tense but eventually it all came full circle when I met Laura. Laura was what Rhonda corny enough called my step grandmother. For someone in their seventies, Laura was very attractive. She was what they called a god fearing woman, but she was noticeably curvy and well kept together. Widowed as well, my dad connected with her through their commonly shared experience. I couldn't help but gasp upon meeting her as she was such a lovely woman with short brown should length hair and freckled skin that added to the experience shed had in her life.
We clicked automatically upon meeting, as she introduced herself with a strong hug and I reciprocated. After some nervous laughter we settled in and spent most of the day trading quips about the family and our own situations within the events. The day whisked by pretty quickly as no one seemed to be interested in dad's events. That didn't stop the family from mingling, especially Laura and I. That night Rhonda kept insisting that I call her mom which didn't sit well with me and I made my position apparent. After arguing with my dad for thirty minutes I stormed off to my cabin to be greeted by Laura who'd taken a fondness toward me and sought to console me and talk me down.