After that first night with Sean I had to see him again and I did – as often as possible. The pattern was pretty much the same; we would meet, go off in his car, make love as many times as we could in the time available and then go back to our respective homes. I would go whenever he called, sometimes in the middle day and sometimes late at night, always having to find a plausible excuse. For a while I made him use condoms, until a couple of weeks later, to my great relief my period started. My whole life then started to revolve around Sean. At the age of 40 I went back onto the pill, mainly because he didn't like to use condoms, but also because I liked to feel him come inside me. Also, to make things easier for me to meet him, I even changed my job. After 10 years as a ward sister, I became a health visitor, which gave me just the excuse I needed to leave the house at any time and to stay away as long as I liked. Looking back, I cannot believe that I became so deceitful, because the last thing I would have wanted was to cause Mike any hurt or to risk the happiness of my family. But such was the extent of my obsession; I risked everything that was important to me for the sake of my own emotional and sexual gratification.
With the benefit of hindsight, I think it was about the time that I changed my job that Sean's treatment of me began to change. He must have realised then that if I was prepared to go to such lengths to see him, he could manipulate me to do just about anything. Of course I did not realise this at the time and put many of his actions and requests down to a young man's inquisitive nature. I had convinced myself that I was in control of the situation and that I was indeed the "older woman" teaching a young man in the ways of the world, but now I see the reality of our relationship was different.
The first thing that I noticed was Sean's interest in my sex life with Mike. Initially, he just asked if I was still letting Mike make love to me, and of course I was. Sean began to quiz me more closely for details of when and how often we made love and if I had ever let my husband take me after I got home from being with Sean. The answer to the latter question was no – I always took the time to clean myself before I got home so as not to arouse Mikes' suspicions. A few days later, quite late at night, Sean rang me as he was finishing a late shift and asked if I could meet him. I pretended to Mike that it was an elderly patient who needed visiting, and rushed off to meet him. Half an hour later I was parked in a nearby country park, lying with Sean after making love.
It had been a snatched moment, but worth it for me to see my young lover unexpectedly. I was idly stroking his chest when he told me that he wanted me to go home with his come inside me and make love to my husband like that. I was shocked that he would ask me to do such a thing and told him that Mike would know that I had been with another man, but Sean insisted that I got so wet anyway that Mike wouldn't be able to tell the difference. He said that it would be such a turn on for him to think of me with my husband while I still had his come inside me and he half pleaded with me to do it for him. Seeing his imploring face, I couldn't deny him and told him if that was what he wanted, I would do it for him. Almost immediately, as though just the thought of it aroused him, he became hard again. He entered me immediately, telling me that he better make sure there was plenty of his come inside me. He fucked me harder than he had for a few weeks, making me come twice before he pushed my legs right back onto my shoulders and pumped hard into my pussy, making me feel as though he was emptying his balls into me. When he had finished, he hurried me to get back home so that I would still be "full" as he put it, and very shortly I was parked outside my home.
As I stood opening my front door, I could feel Sean's semen dribbling from my pussy. Such was the shameless woman I had become, I went straight up to Mike in our marital bed and snuggled up to him, telling him I was feeling horny. I used all my knowledge of his body gained over 20 years of marriage and soon had him hard and ready for me. I told him to lie still and straddled him and as I took hold of his cock to put it into my pussy, I felt a big glob of Sean's come drip out onto my hand. I quickly sat down on Mike's cock to prevent any more dripping out and rode up and down on him till he came, adding his load to my already sticky pussy. Mike said that I hadn't been that randy in ages and I though "if only you knew why" and was amazed that I didn't feel a twinge of guilt. Instead, I told him that I hadn't quite made it to my orgasm because he had come so quickly and asked him to lick me until I came. The though of him not only fucking me with Sean's come inside me, but licking me out after sent thrills through my body and it didn't take very long for him to bring me to a sensational climax. As he came back up the bed, he kissed me – his lips still wet from my pussy and presumably his and Sean's combined come.
I was still lying in bed when Sean phoned me early the next morning to ask if I had done what he'd asked and when I told him yes, he wanted to know all the details. I could hear his breath coming faster as I told him everything that had transpired the night before. Then he said "Lin, I'm so hard for you, can we meet now – and don't shower – I want you to meet me as you are".
Without a second though I agreed and just slipped on a light cotton dress and set off to meet him. He was waiting when I arrived and came straight over to me and put his hand up my dress. He was surprised to find I was not wearing any underwear and slipped a finger into me. I could feel that I was still sticky from the previous night and he withdrew his finger and held it up to my face. "Smell that Lin, that's the smell of a real slut who will let two men fuck her in the same night and then come back for more the next morning". Although his choice of language to describe me was a bit of a shock, I was surprised that all it did was to make me moan and want him even more.