After that first night with Sean I had to see him again and I did – as often as possible. The pattern was pretty much the same; we would meet, go off in his car, make love as many times as we could in the time available and then go back to our respective homes. I would go whenever he called, sometimes in the middle day and sometimes late at night, always having to find a plausible excuse. For a while I made him use condoms, until a couple of weeks later, to my great relief my period started. My whole life then started to revolve around Sean. At the age of 40 I went back onto the pill, mainly because he didn't like to use condoms, but also because I liked to feel him come inside me. Also, to make things easier for me to meet him, I even changed my job. After 10 years as a ward sister, I became a health visitor, which gave me just the excuse I needed to leave the house at any time and to stay away as long as I liked. Looking back, I cannot believe that I became so deceitful, because the last thing I would have wanted was to cause Mike any hurt or to risk the happiness of my family. But such was the extent of my obsession; I risked everything that was important to me for the sake of my own emotional and sexual gratification.
With the benefit of hindsight, I think it was about the time that I changed my job that Sean's treatment of me began to change. He must have realised then that if I was prepared to go to such lengths to see him, he could manipulate me to do just about anything. Of course I did not realise this at the time and put many of his actions and requests down to a young man's inquisitive nature. I had convinced myself that I was in control of the situation and that I was indeed the "older woman" teaching a young man in the ways of the world, but now I see the reality of our relationship was different.
The first thing that I noticed was Sean's interest in my sex life with Mike. Initially, he just asked if I was still letting Mike make love to me, and of course I was. Sean began to quiz me more closely for details of when and how often we made love and if I had ever let my husband take me after I got home from being with Sean. The answer to the latter question was no – I always took the time to clean myself before I got home so as not to arouse Mikes' suspicions. A few days later, quite late at night, Sean rang me as he was finishing a late shift and asked if I could meet him. I pretended to Mike that it was an elderly patient who needed visiting, and rushed off to meet him. Half an hour later I was parked in a nearby country park, lying with Sean after making love.
It had been a snatched moment, but worth it for me to see my young lover unexpectedly. I was idly stroking his chest when he told me that he wanted me to go home with his come inside me and make love to my husband like that. I was shocked that he would ask me to do such a thing and told him that Mike would know that I had been with another man, but Sean insisted that I got so wet anyway that Mike wouldn't be able to tell the difference. He said that it would be such a turn on for him to think of me with my husband while I still had his come inside me and he half pleaded with me to do it for him. Seeing his imploring face, I couldn't deny him and told him if that was what he wanted, I would do it for him. Almost immediately, as though just the thought of it aroused him, he became hard again. He entered me immediately, telling me that he better make sure there was plenty of his come inside me. He fucked me harder than he had for a few weeks, making me come twice before he pushed my legs right back onto my shoulders and pumped hard into my pussy, making me feel as though he was emptying his balls into me. When he had finished, he hurried me to get back home so that I would still be "full" as he put it, and very shortly I was parked outside my home.
As I stood opening my front door, I could feel Sean's semen dribbling from my pussy. Such was the shameless woman I had become, I went straight up to Mike in our marital bed and snuggled up to him, telling him I was feeling horny. I used all my knowledge of his body gained over 20 years of marriage and soon had him hard and ready for me. I told him to lie still and straddled him and as I took hold of his cock to put it into my pussy, I felt a big glob of Sean's come drip out onto my hand. I quickly sat down on Mike's cock to prevent any more dripping out and rode up and down on him till he came, adding his load to my already sticky pussy. Mike said that I hadn't been that randy in ages and I though "if only you knew why" and was amazed that I didn't feel a twinge of guilt. Instead, I told him that I hadn't quite made it to my orgasm because he had come so quickly and asked him to lick me until I came. The though of him not only fucking me with Sean's come inside me, but licking me out after sent thrills through my body and it didn't take very long for him to bring me to a sensational climax. As he came back up the bed, he kissed me – his lips still wet from my pussy and presumably his and Sean's combined come.
I was still lying in bed when Sean phoned me early the next morning to ask if I had done what he'd asked and when I told him yes, he wanted to know all the details. I could hear his breath coming faster as I told him everything that had transpired the night before. Then he said "Lin, I'm so hard for you, can we meet now – and don't shower – I want you to meet me as you are".
Without a second though I agreed and just slipped on a light cotton dress and set off to meet him. He was waiting when I arrived and came straight over to me and put his hand up my dress. He was surprised to find I was not wearing any underwear and slipped a finger into me. I could feel that I was still sticky from the previous night and he withdrew his finger and held it up to my face. "Smell that Lin, that's the smell of a real slut who will let two men fuck her in the same night and then come back for more the next morning". Although his choice of language to describe me was a bit of a shock, I was surprised that all it did was to make me moan and want him even more.
He took my hand and we started to walk along the canal towpath. As we walked, he glanced over his shoulder to check there was no one following, and then lifted my dress from behind and started to feel between my legs as we walked. We had only gone about a hundred yards when he ushered me into a small clearing alongside the canal and lowered me to the ground, pulling my dress over my head as he did so. I lay there stark naked, exposed to anyone who might glance that way as they passed, as he slipped his trousers down. As always his cock was so hard and I felt proud that it was like that for me. He made me hold myself open for him as he slipped into me. The feeling was utterly wanton – to be so completely exposed and to have this gorgeous young hunk fucking me in broad daylight – I almost hoped that someone would walk by and see us. As it was I didn't notice anyone, but we were both so turned on that we came quickly and this bought me to my senses a little and I quickly put my dress back on.
Sean was full of himself, saying that he knew that I was hot, but that he hadn't realised quite how hot I was. He had his arm around me, idly toying with one of my nipples, not realising what effect this was having on me. I knew that he had to rush to get to his job on time, but I was hoping that we might have a chance to make love again before he had to go. Instead, he asked me to meet him the following night at a pub we frequently used as a rendezvous. He also said that he loved me not wearing any underwear and would I meet him like that again. My nipple was so hard in his fingers beneath my thin cotton dress that it was almost painful and I was so randy that I would have agreed to anything.
As we walked back towards our cars, we saw two men ahead of us on the opposite side of the canal, walking towards us and just before we turned off the towpath to where our cars were parked, Sean suddenly lifted my dress up to expose my pussy. They were only about 30 feet away, and I heard one of them say "very nice" quite loudly, as I pushed my dress down and hurried to get to my car. I told Sean off in no uncertain turns, but he just laughed saying he was just letting them see what a hot pussy they were missing out on. As we finalised our arrangements to meet the following night, he said "one more thing – I'd like you to shave"
At home that night I again involved Mike in my duplicitous life. After taking a shower, I called him to the bathroom and asked him if he thought I was getting too hairy. I asked him if he would trim my pubes up for me to make them look a bit neater. He agreed, and he placed a towel on the bathroom chair for me and took some of his shaving gel and rubbed it over me. I placed my legs over the arms of the chair to afford him a good view of my pussy and he began to trim all around my bikini line. After he thought he had finished he said "is that OK?" and I looked at him and said "Why don't you shave it all off – we haven't done that for a long time?"