After what felt like a week, Clint looked at the handsome Seiko watch on his wrist and realized he'd spent more time in this mall than he had in all malls in his entire life combined. He thought he'd learned his lesson the first time he took his daughter shopping and vowed never again after a two-hour marathon which she thought was unbearably short! Kara could spend the entire day looking through a single's mall shops and stores. Like most men, Clint never shopped. When he needed jeans, he'd go straight to the store, pick up a pair in his size, and leave.
Six hours. That's how long they'd spent looking, trying things on, putting them back, trying on other things, paying for them, and traipsing around every store in this oversized shoebox. The only bright spot was a 20-minute break for lunch in the noisy food court. Sheesh. He
was
old was all he could think. Well, other than that he was exhausted and sick of shopping.
As they carried the armloads of new stuff to his car, the pain of so much shopping was offset by the pleasant, almost non-stop chatter coming from Lauren. He'd never seen her so happy and so....confident. Once the Novocain wore off, she hadn't stopped smiling and Clint had to admit that was another big plus. Her smile was now perfect and she was simply amazing. Okay, so maybe the day had been a net positive rather than as bad as he'd thought. At least he'd spent the day with Lauren, right?
Clint was barely able to reach into his pocket and hit the remote to unlock the car due to all the stuff he was carrying. The trunk popped open and Lauren unloaded her armfuls of bags and hangars with cellophane wrappers as Clint stood there waiting for her to notice he needed help. "Oh, I'm sorry! Here. Let me get the door for you." She moved in between him and the car and opened the back door allowing Clint to start unloading. "Hey! Careful. That dress is expensive!" she teasedโkind of.
"Thanks for reminding me," he teased backโkind of. He didn't even want to think about the total amount they'd spent. They? What
they
? Actually, he meant that
he'd
spent. He smiled again when he thought how genuinely excited she'd been every time he signed a credit card receipt for some new item. Money most definitely couldn't buy happiness but on days like this one, it came awfully close and he didn't really care what the bottom line was in terms of dollars. His bottom line was seeing the new love of his life so happy. He was still smiling as he walked Lauren around to the passenger's side and opened her door.
"What's so funny?" she asked.
"Funny? No. Nothing's funny. I'm just so glad to see you so happy. That's all."
"Well, I
am
happy. I'm very happy!" Lauren's eyes met his and she threw her arms around his neck again and said, "I don't think I've ever been so happy in all my life. Thank you, Clint." Before he could respond, she kissed himโon the cheekโthen ducked inside the car. Another kiss on the cheek. Once again, he had that empty feeling inside that had had gnawed at him so deeply earlier in the day.
The feeling passed when Lauren slid all the way over next to him and put her head on his shoulder. Clint started the car and put his arm around her and headed for home.
"I feel like watching a move tonight," Lauren announced during dinner. "What kind of DVDs do you have?"
Clint wasn't much of a movie guy and honestly didn't know what was in the house. "Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not really sure. Why don't you take a look around Kara's room and see what you can find. I know she had a bunch of movies. If you find something you like, I'll watch it with you."
Lauren had never been in Kara's room before. It seemed somewhere between a forbidden zone and a room you just didn't go into out of respect. "Are you sure it's okay for me to go into your daughter's room? We could just go to a theater or something instead."
Her ever-present concern always touched him. Clint assumed she'd learned that from having to essentially care for her late father from such an early age. Regardless of where it came from, it always charmed him. "No. It's fine, Lauren. Go ahead and look around."
"Okay. If you're sure. What would you like me to wear for you tonight, Mr. Pierce? I have so many new possibilities, you know," she said playfully.
"I think you'd look great in any of them. Why don't you surprise me?"