I always wanted to watch her.....and her fantasies
It has just been the two of us and now that we are middle aged, we both want to add a little zest to our sex lives but have only talked about it while watching occasional porn dvds at home. Lee did share her fantasy with me in that process which was that she wanted, but was afraid to try, having sex being penetrated by a really big penis.....a big white cock, bwc, in swinger terms. Her fantasy, each time she shared it with me, is wondering what it would feel like and her fear at the same time that it would not only hurt but be too big to enter her vagina. All that means to her that the fantasy was a mental mix of pleasure and concern as she explained it to me. It kept her a little off balance as she thought of it was what I deduced listening to it late at night when she whispered about it in my ear which was usually after we had finished sex and before going to sleep.
I guess it could have shocked me or made me nervous but at 7" I was not small and filled her quite well sexually as it was. The evidence was at least two orgasms each time we had sex. She just had a fantasy about bigger and not leaving me for it, just trying it once. I have my own fantasies which boil down to watching Lee embrace sex with another man, lose herself to her emotions and the feelings of something she had never done with a stranger before. As a result, I was not opposed to doing it provided I was involved by watching.
Over a month or so our discussions led to her agreeing to try it if I could find a guy that we both could trust and met the fantasy.
I won't bore you with the details of how I found the man but I did after about six weeks of looking. His name was Spencer and he was middle aged, an educated widower and sported a rather large dick. I talked with him, shared images of Lee and got images of him in his suit then naked and shared them with Lee. We got comfortable and ended up with a joint phone call which arranged meeting for dinner at a restaurant near our house to get more acquainted and perhaps go from there. He lived less than an hour away so it was not difficult to manage.
That's how we got to where we are right now, at the corner table in the back of the Blue Ridge Restaurant in town. I was sitting next to Lee and the two of us had arrived and gotten glasses of wine and talked waiting for Spencer to arrive. I thought the night could be exciting and could see Lee was excited by the prospects but a little nervous as we sat there at the same time. Her fantasy was equal parts of that and real life was proving to be that way just waiting to meet him.
I saw Lee lift her head and smile with a small wave over my shoulder and realized that Spencer was here, walking to our table. As he arrived we both stood up. He shook my hand and said: "Hello, Lincoln. What a treat to meet you two at last." He turned to Lee and smiled before giving her a brief embrace and saying: "Lee, you are stunning. What a great night to get to meet you two and have dinner together."
Lee answered: "Spencer, you are such a handsome man, it is our treat to meet you. Come on, sit down with us."
He pulled out a chair, sat, then poured wine from the bottle we had on the table and sipped as we three talked and shared information about our lives. He shared a brief note about the his loss of his wife, what his life had been like since and all the little things people share with one another over dinner. The time had just flown as we three did find out we were a good fit intellectually and personally. I was not sure how Lee felt about the chemistry to do more than visit but it was obvious she was as comfortable as I was with Spencer. The more we talked the more that felt like we were old friends, comfortable being with one another.
The time just flew until Lee excused herself to use the Ladies and dessert was served and finished and the dinner, conversation, was winding down to its conclusion.
Lee looked quickly at me then spoke: "Spencer, I wonder if you might like to keep the evening going and come to our place for some more wine in a less formal setting?"