I first saw her at the new convenience store on the corner of the new bypass and Walnut Road. I had stopped in to get a six pack and as I walked through the door, she greeted me almost as if she knew me. I couldn’t help but smile. She had that kind of effect on me.
She was almost as tall as I am and I stand six feet even. She was young but it was hard to tell just how young she was. She was slender and was wearing the nondescript uniform of convenience store clerks everywhere. She had on a white shirt, blue pants, and an oversized vest that hid her features. She wasn’t really pretty, cute maybe. Her hair was a shade of dirty blond. There was really nothing outstanding about her. But when she smiled and spoke, my dick stirred.
After we exchanged greetings, I proceeded to get my beer. I returned to the counter to check out and we just naturally started talking. "You are wearing my shirt," she said as she accepted my money and was getting my change.
I looked down to see that I was wearing a shirt given to me by a friend who hung out at Sam's Bistro in Titusville where I used to live. "You know Sam for Samantha."
I said, "Well that's great. Sam for Samantha from Titusville. I'll have to wear the shirt more often now that I know it's your shirt." Another customer came up to the counter and as I turned to leave, Sam said, "Hey! You'll come back in, right?" I nodded and she said, "O.K. I'll see you then."
When I left the store, my heart was beating a little faster. As I drove back to my apartment, I had to laugh at myself for being so foolish. Here I was pushing 55 and all a flutter over a girl that was at least 20 or so years my junior. But it did feel good and every time I needed anything from the store over the next couple of weeks, I drove past two other stores to see Samantha or as she insisted, Sam.
When I went into the store, Sam would always speak to me with a big smile that affected the fit of my shorts. If she was not busy, which was most of the time since it was a new store; she would come from behind the counter and chat with me. She would always touch me on the arm or back as we talked. One time before she went behind the counter to take my money, she slipped her arm around my waist and gave me a little squeeze. I had to lean against the counter to keep her from seeing the tent in my pants.
I had no idea where this was going but I was enjoying the ride. I always left the store with an erection and several times I rushed home to masturbate while imagining all the things I would like to do with Sam. When I thought of her and played with myself, I would come harder and with more volume than I had in years. I am not an obsessive person by nature but I was on the verge of obsessing over Sam. Sometimes when I was watching sports or a movie on TV, I would think of her and my hand would automatically go to my crotch. I was masturbating two or three times a day and it was Sam’s image in my mind every time.
What I could not understand was why she would even give me the time of day. I was two months away from my 55th birthday and she had to be in her early twenties. I didn’t take very good care of myself. Oh, I walked two to three miles everyday but I ate and drank as I wished resulting in a weight of 245 pounds on my six-foot frame. Besides all of that, I am bald. I am not putting myself down but I do own mirrors.
One night, I dozed off watching TV and when I woke up, I realized that it was 11: 30. The second shift was over and I had missed seeing Sam. I made a sandwich and reached for a beer. I only had one left and since I generally stay up all night, I decided to make a beer run. I knew that it was too late for Sam and sure enough as I entered the store, there was another clerk behind the register. She looked to be about 35 years old. She had short red hair and was really built. She smiled and greeted me but all I felt was disappointment at not seeing Sam.
As I walked toward the beer case, there she was. Her face lit up as she saw me and I am sure that I was sporting a silly grin. To my surprise, she said, "I didn't think that I would get to see you tonight since it is so late."
I explained, " I fell asleep watching TV and since it is so late, I almost went to a store closer to my place. I'm glad that I didn't now that I got to see you."
For the first time in our two weeks, I snaked my arm around her and pulled her to me. She did not resist at all. Instead she snuggled against me and for a moment, I thought we were going to kiss. At the last moment, she seemed to realize where we were and pulled back.
Earlier I told you of some of my features. Now I will tell you that I (and most of the women who have shared parts of my life) think that my best feature is my cock. It is a hefty eight and a half inches when aroused and at that moment, it was fully extended. I turned to the beer case and took out a 12-pack of long necks, which I held in front of me to hide my throbbing penis as I turned back to Sam. The cold from the beer and the separation from her were allowing my cock to recede.
Sam looked a little flushed. She pointed in the general direction of the beer and said, ”I sure would like to have one of those right now.”
I did not want to scare her off by being to forward but I took a chance and said, “Let’s go.”
She said, “I can’t go with you uh tonight.” With a funny look on her face, she almost shyly added, “I’m not old enough to drink beer.”
“Oh my God,” I thought, “At least 25 years older than her. Of course, she wouldn’t want to go anywhere with me.” I said out loud, “You are not old enough and I’m too old.” I asked, "Just how old are you?"
"I'll be 20 in ten days," she said. "But my mom and step-dad allow me to drink at home if I do it in moderation."
I told her, "Follow me to my car." She took a bag of peanuts and a candy bar to the register. After she paid, she stood to the side and was talking to the clerk. I paid for the beer and asked for a paper bag. I took the beer to my car, placed a couple of bottles in the bag, and waited for Sam to come out. She came out of the store and over to the open driver’s window of my car about a minute later. I handed her the bag of beer and she reached into the car and rubbed her hand over my chest. She turned and got into the passenger seat of the car next to mine. The driver was a Hispanic man that looked to be about 25 years old
I went home with the knowledge that I was an old fool to think that I ever had a chance with a sweet woman twenty-five years younger than me. I felt empty but went home and jacked off until I blew my load over my chest where she last touched me. It was a miserable night. I went from being depressed to thinking about Sam and masturbating to being depressed again. How could I have been so stupid? She was just a friendly young woman and in my blown out of proportion ego and need, I had tried to make something sexual out of it. Thankfully, I finally fell asleep.
The next evening when I awakened, I moped around thinking of my loss. I missed her. It was like I was on the losing end of a relationship. I ate. I moped. I sat. Then I moped some more. By the time it dawned on me that I might make the most of a bad situation, I ran the chance of not seeing her that night at all. I shaved, showered, splashed on a little cologne, dressed, and was on my way to the store to see Sam. What was I going to do? What was I going to say? I had no clue. Maybe I could just act casual and when I talked with her just kid around as if nothing had happened. For her, nothing had happened.
When I got to the store, the third shift had arrived and I could see Sam in the office very busily working with one of the overnight clerks. I guess they were changing over. I stopped for a moment hoping that she would look up so I could wave. She didn't so I decided to get beer and leave. If she saw me, good. If not, that was OK too. I walked around the store and was standing in front of the beer cooler with a six pack when I heard, " Hey Good Looking! Were you going to come into the store and not even speak to me?"
I told he that I had seen her in the office and she looked busy so I was just taking care of business.
She said, "If you will change that six pack into a twelve pack and can pick me up in fifteen to twenty minutes, I'll help you drink it."
I stupidly asked, "What about your boyfriend?"
She frowned and said, "Boyfriend?" She giggled and continued, "You mean last night. That was my stupid stepbrother who was giving me a ride. I need to call him and tell him I won't need one tonight if that is all right with you."
I said, "I'll see you in twenty minutes."