I married the love of my life soon after graduating High School almost twenty years ago. Joseph and I had a wonderful life, until his life was tragically cut short by a fatal motorcycle accident three years ago, Joseph was a great provider, investing our money well and leaving me a sizable fortune when he died at the tender age of 35. I'd never have to work a day for the rest of my life, living the life of luxury, unfortunately alone.
Joseph and I had a fantastic sex life, he was a wonderful lover. We never had children, we just never seemed to have the time for a family. We never considered sex outside our marriage as we were perfect for each other in every way. He was a thoughtful lover, always pleasing me with his sensuous touch, satisfying me with his hungry appetite for sex and great cock. I miss him so much. We were both virgins when we met in High School. He was still the only man I had ever been with, even three years after his death. My vibrator had become my best friend and I was actually thinking about dating again.
I'm a very sexual woman, still in the prime of my life at 38 years old. I don't claim to be a perfect 10 but I still get plenty of looks from men, especially young men. Most people say I look ten years younger than my actual age, I try. I work out every single day, it helps pass the time and keeps my mind off the loss of my husband.
I'm fairly tall at 5 feet 9 inches and weigh a solid 125 pounds. I'm a natural blond, yes everywhere, and maintain silky smooth skin. I'm one of those older women who can pull off having long hair. I wear it mostly straight, sometimes pulling it back into a pony tail. My eyes are blue and most people think I'm attractive, I've actually been nicknamed "Barbie" by my girlfriends. My husband thought my tits were perfect, so I never saw the need to have them enhanced though I would have liked them larger. They're 36C's, very firm with small nipples. My nipples are always hard, regardless of temperature or lack of stimulation. My husband loved seeing me not wearing a bra, he loved when other men looked at me.
I like to go bra-less once in a while, just to get the attention of the young guys at the grocery store. It's nice to see I can still get attention from men, especially the young ones. I have to admit I like how it makes me feel to have men stare at my tits. It's been a long, lonely three years not having intimacy.
It isn't that I haven't had a few chances to date or "hook-up" lately, I'd just feel guilty about it. But, my frustration is getting to me and my vibrator is getting too much use these days.
It was a hot, summer day so I thought I'd pack a bag and go to the beach for the day, all by myself. I did this often, bringing my Kindle along just to read, relax and soak up the sun. I usually wore a fairly conservative bathing suit, always a one piece, I mean I am 38 and don't want to look ridiculous. For some reason on this day I decided to wear a string bikini, after all, I worked damn hard to keep this body in perfect shape. I had a few bikinis I'd wear around the house, in the backyard, but I never wore one in public.
I chose a little white bikini with very little material, but covering enough of my body as not to feel too self conscious. It was by no means conservative though, my hard nipples were very well defined and very little of my breasts were covered. My bikini bottom was very tiny as well, barely covering my ass.
I packed a bag, including my Kindle, sunscreen, I-Pod, towels and a blanket, just the essentials. It was fairly late by the time I decided to go to the beach, I didn't actually arrive until almost 2PM. There were a lot of people on the beach but I searched for a section with no kids and few people. I found a nice little spot and set up as far away from other people as possible.
I spread out my blanket and unpacked my bag, looking around to make sure nobody was looking at me as I disrobed, quickly lying down on my blanket wearing only my bikini. I have to admit, I was very nervous wearing so little in public for the first time since my husband's death.
I guess I was just being paranoid, nobody even glanced my way. I settled in, soaking up the sun as I read. Ah, the sun and the sound of the waves were so relaxing.
I was right in the middle of reading a steamy love story as my mind wandered, the chapter I was reading was very intimate, describing a sexual encounter in detail. I could feel my heart race and my breathing quicken as my chest heaved in excitement.
I took a deep breath, looking away momentarily from my Kindle to notice two very young men setting up nearby, just a few feet away. Luckily, they couldn't see my eyes through my dark sunglasses as I intently watched them. They appeared to be college aged men, probably both in their early twenties. Both were tanned, toned and handsome, I couldn't keep myself from stealing glances their way. They were checking me out as well, exchanging looks, they weren't being as discrete about it though.
"Wow, check out the sexy lady," I overheard one of the men say to his friend. "Damn, nice cougar."
"Shhh, she'll hear you, I see her."
My heart raced even faster as I imagined these two young men taking interest in me, I'm sure I was blushing at the thought. I tried to not think about how turned on I was getting watching these two admire me, they were staring at me as I pretended to be engrossed in my book.
"Damn, I wonder if she's married," one of the men said to the other.
"I don't think she's with anyone. She's the hottest thing on the beach," said the other. "Nice fucking body!"
I continued to listen closely, getting more excited by the minute. I tried to act as if I couldn't hear them. One man was lying on his stomach, his tight ass outlined nicely in his suit, the other was lying on his back. He filled out his suit nicely with a big bulge forming at his crotch. Either he was hung like a horse or he was getting an erection, either way, he had my interest. The young man with the bulge kept adjusting his cock as if he were presenting it for my viewing pleasure.
As I said before, I hadn't had sex in three years so I was definitely ready for at least a little flirting. This seemed like a perfect opportunity, I was breathing hard with excitement. I couldn't believe these two young studs would show any interest in a woman my age. I glanced toward them and smiled, letting them know I was aware of their presence. I couldn't keep from glancing at their sexy, young bodies.
The young man lying on his back continued adjusting cock, even tucking his shorts under in such a way I swear I could see the head of his cock poking out.
The man on his stomach smiled back and nudged his friend, whispering something to him.
"Hi there beautiful. Are you all by yourself?" one asked, the man lying on his back.
"Me?" I asked sheepishly.
"Of course you, you're the most beautiful woman on the beach."
"Thank you, but your sunglasses must be clouded," I answered sarcastically.
"I see perfectly clear and love what I'm seeing," he answered.
"Thank you, yes, I'm all alone. I kind of like what I'm seeing as well."
"What's a beautiful woman like you doing all alone? I'm sure someone is coming to meet you," he said.
"No, I'm a widow. I lost my husband three years ago,"
"I'm so sorry, we won't bother you."
"You're no bother. I appreciate the compliment, it's been a long time," I said.
