After Angie left that morning, I was shaking my head in disbelief that I had sex with her twice the night before. It was such a relief to have my balls drained like that after my sex life with my wife started going down the drain. Even though I was pretty sure she was cheating on me, I still felt somewhat guilty for cheating on her. I guess I didn't want to add to the stress on our relationship that already existed and all it could do was complicate my life further. Karen and I were now cheating on each other. Maybe I should have tried having a heart-to-heart conversation with her before I jumped off the deep end with Angie. Despite the guilty feelings, part of me still wanted to call her over to "babysit" that night as she offered.
The logical, accountant part of my brain told me, "Don't do it again. What are you crazy or something? Nothing good can come out of having an affair with your eighteen-year-old babysitter. You did it once, you had your fun, now don't ever do it again. You're an adult, show some fucking self-control."
My dick brain was telling me otherwise.
"Call her. When are you ever going to have a chance to fuck a young girl ever again in your life? Your wife is probably fucking her co-worker right now so what's so hard about this decision? You know it was some of the best pussy you've ever had or probably will have for a long, long time, if ever. Fuck her. Call her now."
I always tend to overthink things and I debated with myself most of the day. My logical side was in a constant battle with my dick brain. I kept picturing Angie in my wife's lingerie and how I lost control of myself. However, it felt good to let loose for once. Sometimes, I'm too logical and it prevents me from having fun.
However, I am almost, not quite, twice her age. There's no future with Angie. Should I risk making things worse in my marriage by having an affair with a young lady? But why am I so worried about my marriage when Karen is out having sex with another man? The logical thing to do was to sit down with Karen when she came home in a few days and see where we both stand with our relationship. I didn't know if I could forgive her for having an affair but I also gave up the high ground by having one of my own.
The deciding factor was I couldn't get the sight of seeing Angie in sensual lingerie out of my mind. She looked so darn good in that gartered chemise, thong, stockings, and heels. I got hard just recalling how surprised and turned on I was when I first caught her in my bedroom. I thought about how her naked body looked, so firm and taut. I closed my eyes and thought about how her pussy tasted, and how her lips felt around my cock. I hadn't fucked a pussy that tight since before Karen had Max. Angie loved the way I ate her pussy too. It had been a long, long time since I had such passionate sex.
Despite my reservations, I sent Angie a text around 4:30 PM that said, "Hey, I was wondering if you could babysit for a little while tonight."
I waited anxiously for her response and when my phone finally buzzed, this was her response, "I wish I could but I have a date. Sorry."
"No, that's okay. Have fun."
"I didn't hear from you so I didn't think you needed me."
"That's fine. It's all my fault for waiting so long. I'll see you next week."
"OK, sorry."
Part of me was relieved. I took it as a sign of fate that I wasn't supposed to get together with Angie. It served as a wake-up call to me that maybe I should keep things more business-like with my babysitter, and keep it professional.
That's what I told myself anyway. That didn't stop me from thinking about the great sex I had with Angie the night before. My plan was to take Max out to dinner at his favorite fast food joint, give him a bath, and have a few drinks after he went to bed. I knew I'd probably end up jerking off but that's what my life had become since Karen started working all these extra hours. At least I had some new, real-life experiences to jerk off to.
It was about 9:30 and I was on my second beer while looking at some porn about older men with younger women on my laptop. I was regretting not contacting Angie earlier than I did when my phone buzzed. It was a text from Angie. My hand was shaking as I tried to tap on the icon to open the message.
"Whatcha doing?"
"Nothing, just watching some TV. Having a beer."
"Can I come over?"
"Sure."
Holy fuck, I couldn't believe this was happening. My logical brain went into a panic because I was resolved to the fact that I wasn't going to do anything with Angie again but she was on her way over. My dick brain was thinking of all the nasty things I wanted to do with her.
I changed out of my pajamas and into a tee shirt and shorts and nervously waited for Angie to arrive. A jolt of excitement charged through my body when I heard a soft knock on the door. When I opened the door, Angie was standing there in a flirty print summer dress that came to just above her knees and showed just a hint of cleavage. It wasn't a sexy dress but she looked adorable in it. Her hair was curled and she had on some makeup. I wasn't used to seeing her this way. She looked older and stunning in a girl-next-door kind of way. I looked her up and down from her sandals, nail-polished toes, trim legs, hourglass waist, gold necklace, and lovely face. She was carrying a backpack too. I stood there staring at her.
"Aren't you going to invite me in?"
"Oh, uh, yeah. Come on in."
She explained the backpack by telling me, "I told my parents I was spending the night at a friend's house. I hope that is okay."
My logical brain was telling me, "Don't be a fucking idiot, Tell her to leave. You know how this is going to end up."
My dick brain was saying, "Don't be a fucking idiot. You know how this is going to end. Fuck her."
We all know which brain won out so I told her, "Yeah, sure, that's fine."
"You look great, Angie. I don't think I've ever seen you all dressed up before.
"Thank you, Mitch. At least someone appreciates me dressing nicely. My date never said a word."
"These younger guys don't have a fucking clue."