This is my attempt to finish Kalimaxos "Just Once, if You Don't Mind"
https://www.literotica.com/s/just-once-if-you-dont-mind
This is my interpretation of Rick's response to Marcy's letter.
His failure, to the extent of a spontaneous blowjob, was minor. The fact that he was tortured by it, is not justification for her decision.
My reply to Marcy, via email, with a phone call to Penny, alerting both that it's there. (Its essential that Penny be made aware of her involvement in this missive)
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Marcy,
I love you. More than anyone or anything. However, I can't and won't, live with this level of disrespect.
Deidra wanted me. I had no idea she visited you. She tried everything she could to seduce me. I failed, but only partially. We had oral sex and the guilt was more than I could bear. It was once, and the circumstances contributed.
The guilt I still have over this, is what you saw in my eyes. I refused to be alone with her after that.
I never wanted anything or anyone to jeopardize our marriage.
My objection to all of this, isn't just the sex. It's the lack of respect and the clear disregard of 24 years of marriage.