This is my attempt to finish Kalimaxos "Just Once, if You Don't Mind"
https://www.literotica.com/s/just-once-if-you-dont-mind
This is my interpretation of Rick's response to Marcy's letter.
His failure, to the extent of a spontaneous blowjob, was minor. The fact that he was tortured by it, is not justification for her decision.
My reply to Marcy, via email, with a phone call to Penny, alerting both that it's there. (Its essential that Penny be made aware of her involvement in this missive)
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Marcy,
I love you. More than anyone or anything. However, I can't and won't, live with this level of disrespect.
Deidra wanted me. I had no idea she visited you. She tried everything she could to seduce me. I failed, but only partially. We had oral sex and the guilt was more than I could bear. It was once, and the circumstances contributed.
The guilt I still have over this, is what you saw in my eyes. I refused to be alone with her after that.
I never wanted anything or anyone to jeopardize our marriage.
My objection to all of this, isn't just the sex. It's the lack of respect and the clear disregard of 24 years of marriage.
You clearly would rather talk by letter, or second hand, thru other people, than be honest with me.
Ok, if that's the way you want it, grab your ass. You wanted a hall pass. You didn't ask, you Took it. I didn't give you permission. You stole it.
You are getting revenge for an affair that never took place. Not to the degree that Deidra portrayed it.
You are getting your revenge and totally disrespecting our marriage to do it.
If it's a tradeoff you wanted, you got it. You got to fuck him for over a week, for a single blowjob.
The difference here, is I respect our marriage. It will hurt to lose you, and I have no desire to replace you for even an hour. (let alone six weeks)
What happened with Deidra just happened. It was unplanned and only happened once. Any confession would have just hurt you. It was never an affair, or a fling. It was an accident.