Years of Cucold Fantasy

This is a story about me and my wife Patty. Some background information - We have been married for almost 30 years and didn't start dating until our late 20s when worked for the same employer. Back then she was a gym rat with a toned body, shoulder length light brown hair and sexy blue eyes, confident in her body and not shy at all - she had no hesitation to be naked and didn't care who saw her. I was tall and thin with dark hair and really shy, preferring to have the lights out when I got naked. She had lots of boyfriends and fuckbuddies over the years while I had very little experience with women, only having had a few girlfriends.

It was only our second or third date and we were sitting there talking and she started talking about sex. I was surprised at how openly she talked about it. She mentioned a few guys I knew from work and casually said how she fucked them, which I found really hot. She asked me if I knew the one guy Mark, then said "yeah I fucked him" - I thought he was hot and wanted to see what he looked like naked so I found out. I just fucked him a while, he wasn't a boyfriend or anything. Her honesty about sex was so different from most women I knew who all seemed to try to act innocent.

Later on she talked about another boyfriend, Larry, who she said was great in bed. I didn't know him well but had heard through the grapevine that he had a big cock, and she alluded to that. There were some others she talked about but did not mention names. One of the hotter stories she told me was about someone she had over for dinner, and the sexual tension was so high they didn't make it to the bedroom they fucked right on the table, while that was hot the best part was when she said she wouldn't tell who that was because I saw him all the time and she didn't want me getting aroused thinking about it. I guess she must have known that I wasn't the jealous type and that candid talk about sex turned me on. This led to an increasing desire to see her fuck someone. She was not only not shy about sex, she was proud of her conquests. She very calmly talked about a one night stand she had where she went to a resort with her friends and picked up a guy the first night and fucked him then never seeing him again.

Time progressed and we are in bed one afternoon after having sex and were lying there just talking and she reached over and grabbed my dick and asked if I was ready to go again,and it had only been about 10 minutes. I was spent, and right then realized I wanted to share her with other men since her sex drive was so high and I couldn't keep up with her. I suggested we find another guy to join us to finish her off since I didn't last long enough to. This led to years and years of fantasizing about her with other men, and those two guys have been at the forefront. I have tried to get her to reconnect with them but she has said she didn't want to, and I really think it is because she knows she would have wanted to fuck them again. Even though I wanted her to, she was not comfortable doing it while married. A side note here, I am only 4 1/2 inches hard and I am pretty sure she was used to much larger men. One day she got a tape measure out to measure me and lied telling me I was almost 6 inches (I had never been measured before), it was years later I measured myself and found I am only 4 1/2 inches, but am almost 6 inches in girth.

Something else about her, that I only found out way later into our marriage, is that she used to suck a lot of cock and loved to swallow. She told some friends how she sucked a lot of cocks when she was younger. What makes this even hotter is that she never did that with me, so I have the added eroticism of knowing those guys and many others got to enjoy her oral skills that she refused to give me. Something else she has done is tell some friends how small I am. Now most men would be pissed about that but I find it erotic. All this has led me to have a stronger and stronger desire to be a cuckold which I think has been fueled by her denying me. Instead of being angry that she gave lots of guys what she won't give me I am aroused by that.

This is actually all true, the names may have been changed but maybe not. If anyone finds this interesting I will continue.