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This is a work of sheer fantasy in all respects, and is intended for the purposes of erotic entertainment only. All characters are over the age of 18. I love to receive positive feedback, and I appreciate constructive suggestions. I hope you enjoy it.
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When Jean, Donna, and I met for lunch that Thursday, it had been a few months since we'd gotten together. We've been friends since middle-school, and remained inseparable into our mid-twenties. These days, though, we're all long-married--juggling jobs and kids--so it's hard to carve out the time.
Still, when we reconnected that day, it was like nothing had changed. Even before the drink orders were taken, we were already sharing intimacies--just like the three amigos we'd always been.
Now strictly between us, Jeannie can be tightly-wound at the best of times--and on that particular Thursday, it looked like she was barely holding it together. By the second glass of wine, it had all started spilling out: she and Steve were going through a serious rough patch.
"You know we'd always agreed we'd have at least two kids, right? Well, I'm not getting any younger, and I really want Theo to have a little brother or sister. But Steve has been putting it off, and putting it off. Finally, I felt like I needed to take a stand. So, we had this long talk and I told him exactly how I felt, no holds barred. And he
agreed
. He said he was OK with trying to get pregnant again--that he knew he'd been a jerk about it, but he was ready now too..."
Donna and I smiled encouragingly, but there was obviously more to the story than that.
"I was so happy, at first," Jean sighed. "I've really been craving another baby. But, you know... ever since then, things have just been, well... off... with Steve. He's distant. He won't tell me what's going on in his head. He says nothing's wrong, but I know something is. It's like there's a wall between us."
We nodded sympathetically. Men!
Being me, however, I couldn't help trolling for the juicier details. "So... is he performing in bed? I mean, are you guys, you know... trying?"
She blushed and grimaced. "God, that's been even worse. To be honest, our love life was pretty crummy before this all happened--and since our little talk it's been
awful
. He hasn't been initiating anything, and the times that I've pushed him into it, it's been really awkward... I thought making a baby would be hot, but now I'm just starting to dread it. It's like we've dug ourselves into a deep hole, and no matter what I do, I can't get us out of it again. I don't know what else to try!"
We made supportive noises; but after that, a tense silence fell. Jean's shoulders were hunched, her jaw set, and I could see tears glinting in her eyes.
It was at this point that I did something really stupid. "Uh, Jeannie," I blurted out. "I'm probably out of line here. If I am, please slap me down. But, if you're looking for a way to shake things loose with Steve, you know, sexually... well Donna and I socialize with this small couples' group. Just people from the area. And we're... um, let's just say things get pretty wild when we're together. Uninhibited. It's done wonders for Ben and me--really spiced things up in the bedroom. And we're meeting at my house this Saturday if, you know, you just wanted to dip your toe in."
To my credit, I grasped immediately that I should have kept my mouth shut. The hot daggers shooting across the table from Donna's eyes only served as confirmation.
If she'd been free to yell at me, I think Donna would have made two points. First off, we'd agreed to keep this from Jean. Of the three of us, she had always been the most shy, the most self-conscious, the most starchy and straightlaced. We'd talked about inviting her several times before, and always concluded that she'd be mortified to even be asked. Not to mention disgusted with us.
Second, and more important, was the fact that Jean's marital problems clearly went way beyond sex. Asking her to one of our parties was tantamount to pouring gasoline on the bonfire of her marriage. In my defense, I'm just an impulsive person by nature; but even so, this was like best-friend-malpractice.
Still, there was no way to take it back now.
Jean glanced up at me, hesitantly. "How wild are we talking about?"
"Well, like last month, Don-..." At this point the toe of Donna's boot made firm contact with my shin, and I started over. "Look, we've never really thought of it as 'swinging,' but I guess you could call it that. Or maybe 'poly' is the new term. But all those labels make it sound weirder than it is. It's only a small group of people, very discreet. And we've simply gotten comfortable with each other, learned how to loosen up, and realized that more variety and less jealousy can make married life a lot of fun."
Jean folded her arms over her chest and looked away. "I'm... sex is so private. I don't think I can loosen up like that." She exhaled through her nose and turned back to me. "You're different, Gwen. You're always laid-back and ready to try new things. You never worry about stuff. But I'm not like that. I'm too uptight." Jeez, I'd expected her to be judgmental of
my
life choices, but instead she was sinking even further into self-criticism. That was the last thing I wanted.
"Jeannie--don't get down on yourself. You're fine! Whatever way you want to be is fine..." I paused, but she seemed to expect me to go on. "Look, if you don't want to come, I
totally
get it. And if you did want to come, it would be 100% casual. No pressure. You could just drop in, see what it's like, and leave whenever you want. Really--it's no big deal either way."