I was worried, my wife Carol had told me after her lesbian encounter with the two bi girls she may never go back to heterosexual lovemaking. But I neednāt have, by the next morning sheād got all her other urges back. She told me she only wanted sex with females occasionally as it gave her more sexual scope.
She said she was still in love with me as much as she was before weād received our disconcerting news. In particular she knew we both wanted children, but she wouldnāt go ahead with her own search for pregnancy unless I could be included.
We went to bed intending to make soft tender love as we did before my accident and our world had turned upside down by the news that we couldnāt have children together.
But though I wanted to so much I was unable to get hard enough to penetrate her. It was as if Iād got brewers droop but I hadnāt been drinking. Worse still my legs were not recovering as I would have liked, I could only just stand and walking was only just possible with the help of two sticks. What had happened was it just a physical relapse or was I becoming mentally incapable.
Why while I was wife watching did I seem to becoming even more potent than when I was fully fit! Had my voyeurism taken over as my main sexual outlet and was I being overpowered by my wifeās urges. Before Iād the masculine strength of being sexually in charge. I the male of the species should be the hunter surly and the woman the homemaker.
Now I wasnāt the one who would make Carols babies, another man would get that honour. When I watched her with other men Iād got hard and wanted them to impregnate her! But in the cold light of day I realized this was madness, the basic concept of a male is to be the one to impregnate his mate and so procreate and spread his own genes.
Yes we were trying to find a lady to let me impregnate her, thatās natural for a man to find as many sexual partners as possible especially if children were born that he didnāt have to support.
I remembered mates who had unprotected one-night stands and gave the girl a false name and address just in case she got pregnant. That was socially unacceptable in todayās society but so natural for basic male urges.
Now my wife had admitted sexual activity before our marriage, with old men at that. Then had told me all her hang-ups even bi sexuality none of these things had entered my mind until her revelations; I was the alpha male after all.
Before when I was ācertainā she wouldnāt stray I felt secure, now although she says she loves me, old men and even other women made me feel threatened. This was madness; my illusion of her non-awakened sexuality was always a myth. But I felt I should have known, should have sensed she wasnāt the innocent girl Iād believed in my testosterone-fuelled arrogance!
Iād no right to complain Iād even used our money problems to blackmail Carol into allowing men to take more and more liberties with her sexually! It was my fault sheād got rid of the inbuilt reluctance to stray from the monogamous norm expected by this society.
She was the now dominant one, Iād now had sex with the bi girls but I hadnāt been in charge in that encounter. Not that I was reluctant so much as they had sex with me rather than me having sex with them!
It hit me that Iād never been in charge of my wifeās sexuality either. If she didnāt want sex she was tired or had a headache and if she did but I was reluctant she only had to make the effort to dress sexily and act the vamp and I was there before she even made any physical contact.
What A fool I was, all that time Iād believed it was my own sexual magnetism that drew her into each sexual encounter, but how wrong I was, it was the opposite! Sheād always been dominant; I prided myself on not being a wimp but was it all a delusion?
There was good that had come out of all this I supposed. Instead of putting each other on pedestals and not taking our sex play beyond how we āthoughtā the other wanted it. Our real but hidden urges had all come out so we could try and arrange to incorporate them when it was feasible.
If we loved each other enough could we live the rest of our lives together or had that gone with the stunning revelations? We talked it over and decided to continue living as man and wife bringing up any children she had as if theyād been between us. After all any children would have some of my shared D.N.A. in anycase.
I phoned Jack and explained our thinking we both wanted children and Iād like to be there when impregnation took place so we could share it. Jack said āYour not asking much guys youāve added this to wanting to include all your fetishes in one go!
Well Iāve got a few ideas and will come back to you if I can arrange something to check you agree.ā
Jack came up with a mind-blowing proposal. He said, āIāve a partner, a multi millionaire whoād not had any children and was desperate for an heir. The point is Mr. Allie wants to make a contract with you as a married couple to bring up his child.
The contract would say if the child was proved by its D.N.A to be his then his not inconsiderable fortune would be split between you pair and his child. Heās come to this decision because heās been diagnosed as having cancer and has at the most only a year to live. He desperately wants to see a child of his own before he loses his fight for life.ā
Carol asked, āWell I want a baby desperately and have this desire to be paid to be impregnated so that sounds ok to me. What do you think Ken?ā I said, āIts what you want as long as the mans got no diseases and will let me be there, remember Iām Voyeur as well as your husband.
Can you tell us more about your partner please Jack?ā Jack replied, āI certainly can he is black and eighty years old but until he became ill was very fit and virile. Iāve shared threesomes with him and I can tell you Carol his cockās enormous.
However at his age it takes a lot to get him hard and able to perform sexually. He is also a lifelong voyeur and needs to watch others sexual performances to get him worked up. Heās requested that he has help prior to and during his impregnation attempt!ā
āHis age size and colour doesnāt put me off, theyāre all my fetishes in anycase,ā Carol said, ābut what will he require as help?ā
āI was coming to that Carol,ā Jack said, āHis bodyguard your brothers father in law would be the fluffer for him. He wants him to fuck you first Cheryl the manās had a vasectomy so canāt knock you up. Heāll keep doing you until his boss is hard enough to take over; I believe you know heās a sixty-year-old Blackman also with a massive penis.
However he wants even more stimulation and has requested a second couple should be trying for impregnation while he watches them and puts his seed in Carol.
Iāve a possible solution to that; you were both at your brothers wedding to his lovely black bride. Well its not surprising that your brotherās proved to have no active sperm. So Iāve suggested you Ken should make your sister in law pregnant at the same time as Carols impregnated.
Theyāve agreed if you do, because the child would have the same genes but little chance of his problem being passed to the child. This would also mean both of your voyeur and Carolās exhibitionist tendencies would be taken care of at the same time and you would be doing it together as you requested. Well what do you two think?ā
āIts up to Ken,ā Carol said, āI wonāt do anything without your agreement husband and I might just be jealous watching you impregnating another woman!ā I replied, āWell I really wanted a child by you Carol, but as thatās not possible this does seem a way out for us.ā
āIn that case I agree Jack,ā Carol said, āthough it all seems a bit clinical talking it through like this. Weād have to find a time when both us females are ovulating at the same time or at least fertile have you thought of that?ā Yes Carol, āJack answered, ā though you cycles arenāt the same your sister in lawās on the pill so if she continues taking them after one set finishes she can regulate her fertile time to synchronize with yours.
Jack said, āWhen youāre feeling horny Carol youād let any man who brings you to orgasm impregnate you. Thatās silly in reality, this way everybody can have full sexual health checks first.ā
I was pleased at the arrangements but worried about my own potency my, legs and penis werenāt fully recovered. Though my voyeurism watching my wife with other men had allowed me to recover considerable stiffness, could I perform when I was being watched by other better-endowed men myself?