My wife is a 39 year old blonde curvy shy wife. She is very pretty and gets lots of attention but has always managed to stay shy and humble. For most of our marriage she has been really shy and not explored her sexual side and always stated that she doesn't think about it much. She stands 5'9 155lbs but with a great bubble ass, nice thighs, and a slim waist. She reminds you of a cute soccer mom with a nice body dropping kids off at school. She also tends to wear panties but nothing too sexy and for most of our marriage would do missionary not much else and wouldn't give blowjobs.
Over the past few years I have expressed to her my usage of porn in which she was very discouraged by. I noticed that the more I watched porn due to her not having a sexual interest, I began to fantasize more about her being bad and enjoying a MFM, DP, Hotwife experience, or being flirted with by other men. She would never go for any of this but I've thought about it for about 5 years.
One day she finally got upset and accused me of not finding her attractive due to me looking at porn. Up until this point, she had never orgasmed during vaginal sex but only through me licking her pussy or rubbing her clit and said she didn't care about having sex with a penis as it was more for the man than the woman. I began to believe her but knew that other women in the past had orgasmed to my penis during sex so was torn on the conflicting statement.
We had this conversation about her thinking she wasn't enough and thought I was watching porn about some blonde bimbo with fake boobs and mentioned that it wasn't reality and not how real women were or behaved.
I thought back to my amateur porn watching which had started involving housewives being fucked and enjoying it from their husband, other men, or sometimes bbcs, or two men at the same time. I also enjoyed milf porn as they seemed more realistic to me and they also seemed more confident and wanted to be pleased by a man.