Two weeks before our wedding, Mandy became distant and anxious, and stopped having sex with me. During the night, she'd wake up and pace around the house, and sometimes talk on the phone in Chinese, which I assumed was her parents in Hong Kong. I figured it was the typical pre-wedding agonies – money, family, wedding details. Then, eight days before the wedding, I came home and she was seated at the dining table. She had a hard look in her eyes.
"I have to tell you something," she announced. For a second, I was afraid she was calling the wedding off. All I could think was that I'd never find a woman like her.
"Sit down," she asked. Then, "I don't know how to tell you this but just to blurt it out. So I'll just say it. To pay my way through graduate school, I used to work in a massage parlor."
I was speechless.
"I understand if you'll want to call the wedding off," she offered.
The next hour was one of the strangest of my life. Here was my delicate 85 pound princess, from a good family, a biology researcher at the local University hospital, a woman who'd always said she'd only had two boyfriends before me – and it turned out she'd sucked and stroked hundreds or thousands of cocks. Cocks of every size and type and color. I felt betrayed. I felt waves of intense anger at her exploitation. But the whole time, I had an unstoppable hard-on under the table.
It turned out one of the new professors at the hospital recognized her, two weeks before. A former customer, he had threatened to reveal her – threatened to send me and her father an email with the truth – unless she serviced him again.
"So, did you?" I asked.
"No, no – I'm telling you the truth now," Mandy insisted.
"I don't think you are."
"Okay, okay – I gave him a few blowjobs in his office last week. I thought it would stop. Then this week, there was more." He was insisting Mandy meet him at a hotel two nights before our wedding, or her truth would come out.
"What was 'more'? What did he have you do this week?"
"He is a bad nasty man."
Now my mind was racing. I was picturing things.
Mandy saw the look in my eyes. "Okay, okay," she said. "He likes me to wear old underwear with strong pussy smell. He likes to lick me while putting fingers in my ass."
That word, fingers – the plural of it. I'd only ever put one finger in her bung, never dared two, let alone my cock, which I always assumed was way too big to fit. But I desperately wanted to know how many fingers had been in Mandy's ass, but I didn't have the courage to ask. So instead, feigning anger, I asked him if she came when he licked her.
"Of course," she said. "He won't finish til he sees me come."
Now I somehow was angry. "You didn't think of faking it?"
"Even if it's wrong it feels good. You know how easy I come."