Hello again, everyone,
Luke has asked me if I wanted to write another chapter and I told him I would enjoy doing it. I had fun playing with the first one.
I had mostly good feedback. Thank you. The most common complaint was my being too long-winded. I am a girl, and we talk a lot. When Luke edited this story, it too was far too long. We could not agree on what should be edited away, so we decided to submit it for publication as two chapters.
For those of you who labeled me a slut and a harlot. "Judge not, that ye be not judged," (Mathew 7:1) I have thought worse of myself in the past, but I have also long since been forgiven and I have forgiven myself.
Luke says that I have always honored my covenant with him. I think I have, at least in my deeds, but maybe not always in my thoughts. We did live under a different moral code than most of you, for a time.
Please forgive my use of strong language. It has become easier for me to use than it has been in the past. I will try not to go overboard with it.
Linda
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Hall Pass Ch. 50 - What Happens in Atlantic City
By: Linda
It was the Sunday after our February club date. It had been a wild weekend even for us. I had spent the weekend with Ed Fuller and Luke had taken Caroline Bixby to his hunting cabin for a couple of days. I was glad to be home with Luke. I was curled up close to him in his recliner. He was holding me and sipping from a cold bottle of beer while I drank a glass of wine. It makes me feel warm in the middle to be with him after we have been separated.
I knew that this was going to turn into a truth time, and I had something I wanted to tell him. I said, "I danced with Larry."
The Larry I was talking about was Larry Bixby, Caroline's husband. He had impressed me as being a wall-eyed jerk of the first magnitude the first time I met him. I had sworn to never speak to him again.
Luke replied, "Oh yeah. Tell me how that came about."
I said, "Ed had to work for a little while Friday night. He talked me into putting a dress on and going out into the club with him. I think he wanted to show me off. He is a little boy inside. He is very proud of nailing the Ice Queen. He wants other people to know. I was silly to think I could keep our relationship a secret around the club.
We danced together and drew quite a bit of attention. Everyone knew that we were spending time together. I was enjoying myself." I took a breath and continued, "Anyway, after our second dance, Ed had to leave me for a few minutes to take care of some problem or another. He acquired a glass of wine for me and sat me at the bar. Tommy was bartending and Ed told him to watch over me until he returned."
I continued, "A minute later, Larry was standing there. He captured my hand in his and spoke to me in a voice so soft that no one else could hear. He said, "Linda, I know you think of me as the biggest asshole in Texas. I deserve nothing less for the way I treated you the night we met." He paused and looked at me through eyes that would have made an ice burg melt. He said, "Please dance with me once. I can't stand the thought of you thinking of me that way. I am so sorry for the way I acted. I need enough time to beg you to forgive me."
Luke was quiet so I went on, "Caroline had explained to me about Larry's state of mind the night we met. She had told him that she was going to sleep with you. She was punishing him for cheating on her." I said, "Caroline had asked me to give him a second chance. She explained that he was a much better man than I believed him to be. Her best argument was that she had married him. I didn't think that she would be attracted to an absolute dip-shit." After another pause, I said, "You practically told me to give him another shot at being friends with me. I think you are beginning to like him."
Luke kissed my cheek and said, "So, you danced with him and he asked you to forgive him. Was he successful in his quest?"
I giggled and said, "Well, I will dance with him again if he asks. He did impress me in several ways just like you said he would."
Luke said, "For selfish reasons, I hope that you and he at least learn to tolerate each other. That would be better for Caroline and me. She is special, Linda. I want to have a long term relationship with her if I can."
I felt a small explosion of jealousy inside me. I couldn't help it. I could sense that Caroline and Luke were having too much fun together. The only long-term fuck-buddy that Luke ever had was Michelin Wilkinson. She lives six thousand miles away. Caroline is right down the road. Then I thought of Barbra Porter, but then she is not the same thing. Luke and I are both comfortable with her. I have never considered her to be a threat.
Luke said, "Caroline could be my friend like Ed is yours. I want her to be your friend too, like Ed is mine."
For some reason that made me feel better. I already thought of Caroline as my friend. I had for a long time. I spent a minute thinking about Larry. He had made me feel good in his arms. He had acted like an alpha. I wondered if my first impression of him was unfair. I should have felt some empathy for him. I remembered how hurt Luke was when I told him I wanted to sleep with someone else. I wondered if Larry and I could be close.
I said, "I'm hungry. What would you like for supper?"
We had sandwiches at the kitchen island. Luke and I agreed that we were glad that February was over. We had been far too active, but the perfect storm was over. We promised not to get into that kind of situation again. We planned to take March off except for our regular club date and we planned for that to be private. We would dance and visit with friends but we promised each other that we would sleep together that night.
Luke walked me through our shower and then took me to bed. I slept in his arms like a baby.
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Luke walked in from work on the next Thursday evening and I was waiting for him with a drink. I was feeling naughty inside and I was hoping that if I was subtle and properly risquΓ© in my approach, I might entice him into a little hanky-panky before dinner. I was wet and tingly. I always like to try to make him think that this kind of thing is his idea.
The truth is I was horny. I was at the grocery store earlier and the cutest young man had blatantly flirted with me while we were in line to check out. Of course, I smiled, looked at the floor and blushed for him. I can blush at will. I was just having fun. Sometimes I find myself being a bit of a tease.
As I was leaving the store, he approached me in the parking lot. I had two large bags that I was trying to manage and he offered to carry them to my car for me. Of course, I let him. I wanted to have a more close-up and personal interaction with him while no one was near us. His smile and his twinkling grey eyes got to me. He had to be ten years younger than me. That alone will turn a girl's head. He might have been putting off some powerful pheromones too. He smelled fresh and clean but my first whiff of him set off a reaction in me.
Butterflies fluttered in my stomach and I felt new moisture forming inside me. My pussy tingled. I tried to hide my reaction but I knew he could see the effect he was having on me.
He was what I call a young Alpha. I'm sure that he had this effect on many women. He had to know of his power. He was utilizing it so well.
He skillfully propositioned me without being the least bit crude. He made me feel flattered when he whispered to me about what he wanted to share with me. I got dizzy. Under the right circumstances, I would have fucked him right there in the parking lot, but I did manage to maintain control. I successfully fended him off, but barely.
I thought about fucking Luke. Actually, I thought about Luke fucking me. I told the young man that I was married. He backed down right away, but only a notch or two. He hadn't completely given up. I gave him my prettiest smile. I also told him that his was the best offer that I had received all day, and I was flattered that he took an interest in me. I took his forearm in my hand, and I held it while I stood on my tiptoes and kissed his cheek.