Hall Pass (30) - Linda's Chapter
By: Linda
This chapter is going to be a little different. Luke has asked me to relate the feelings, emotions, and experiences that I had leading up to, and during one of our extramarital encounters. He allowed me to choose the episode that I wanted to describe. Luke and I had been swinging for a while before this happened, but the man involved was extra special to me. He became a true friend. The experience allowed me to check a box on my bucket list.
Strong language doesn't fit in my mouth very well, but Luke has said that I should use it when it is necessary to convey certain feelings or to describe intimate situations.
I hope that you enjoy my story.
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I think I must start early enough in the timeline to make you understand how this adventure came to pass. At the same time, if you have read Luke's story up until now, you already know much of what I am about to tell you. Please bear with me.
I met Big Ed almost immediately, the first night that Luke took me to the swinger club in North Dallas. We had arrived at the club about nine in the evening. Luke took me to the bar and purchased a glass of wine for me and his usual Crown Royal double for himself. We took up residence in a small conversation pit that consisted of two love seats with a coffee table between them. It was set a step lower than the main floor. We nursed our drinks and indulged in people watching as the crowd arrived.
After about half an hour, I excused myself to go to the little girl's room. Luke told me that he would acquire another drink for each of us while I was gone. We marked our space by leaving our glasses on the table, and we walked away together. Luke watched me go to the restroom before he went to the bar. I tinkled, washed my hands, checked my look, and started back to the conversation pit.
A most beautiful man approached me. He called me Ma'am and said he wanted to introduce himself. I looked past him and saw Luke standing at the bar talking to a cute brown-haired woman. I looked up into the most beautiful grey eyes. They sparkled and were part of a most disarming smile. I allowed him to take my hand and it seemed the most natural thing to do. I continued to size him up. His size was part of his presence. I guessed six-four and two hundred, fifty pounds. That gave him three inches and about thirty pounds on Luke. In my mind, all men are compared to my Luke.
His shoulders were broad, and he carried very little fat. He was ruggedly handsome, with a ruddy complexion and almost black hair with a small splash of grey at each temple. That small bit of grey gave him an air of maturity and wisdom. I guessed him to be in his late forties. He wore his hair in a short and simple style that would be easy to manage. He was well dressed in freshly pressed slacks and a well-fitting sports jacket. He spoke softly in very low tones and his speech patterns told me that, he was educated. The man was stunning. He was definitely, what I describe as an "Alpha Male."
He introduced himself as James Edward Fuller. He told me that his friends called him, Big Ed and that he was the assistant manager of the club. He went on to tell me that the manager was an older man named Don Worthington. Big Ed said that Don ran the business end of the club and he ran the day-to-day operation. He informed me that he was the go-to man if I had the slightest problem.
He told me that he knew I was a newbie because he would have remembered someone as pretty if I had been there before. He continued to say that he hoped that I would become a regular.
All I could do was smile and nod at him. I was mesmerized.
He took a step closer to me and said, there is one more thing. He told me that there was something he wanted me to know. He said that he was going to allow himself to be a little bold, because this was a swingers club, after all. He waited for a moment, and said, "I am very much attracted to you. I want to eat your pussy. Think about it, and find a way to let it happen."
With that, he kissed my hand and walked away.
He left me standing there in a stupor. Mentally I was a total blank and I could feel my pussy become very wet. I had a mini orgasm when he kissed my hand and I was on the verge of having another, just because I could still see him. His body moved like a jungle animal. I could see his muscles move under his clothing. The aura of strength, confidence, and magnetism that this man radiated, moved my soul. I was disappointed that he hadn't thrown me down and ate my pussy on the floor where we stood. I couldn't have allowed that. I had promised Luke we would only observe on that first visit.
At that time, I had never been with any man except Luke. I knew right then I was going to sleep with, Big Ed. I didn't know when or how I would talk Luke into giving me a hall pass. I knew I would find a way. I wanted him.
As time passed, Luke and I had several adventures together. As fate would have it, we met a couple that same evening. I'm talking about Karl and Connie Ziegler. Maybe you have read about them. We hit it off. They were swingers with some experience. Karl explained that he and Connie had got their feet wet in the lifestyle by having same room sex with another couple. Luke and I agreed to do that the next night with them.
The way this worked was, all of us would stay in one room. Luke set the rules and they were such that the girls could play together. Connie had said she was Bi and Luke knew that I had enjoyed being with one of his girlfriends previously. We had done a threesome with Barbra Porter. I'm sure Luke told you about that.
The boys could pet and play with either Connie or me, but could only have vaginal sex with their own spouse. We didn't adhere to the rules for very long. Our passions rose and Luke allowed Karl to take me all the way. That was the first time that a penis other than Luke's had penetrated me vaginally. We wound up doing a full swap with Karl and his wife, and we spent another weekend with them at another time.
Luke and I love one another very much. Setting me free was a very hard thing for him. I always tried to hide my bad feelings when Luke was with another woman. Sometimes, I get so jealous that I can become ill. I have to suffer through those times. I allow him his liberties, so he will be able to allow me mine. Sometimes when I am alone, I feel that I have turned into a perverted, lowlife slut. I feel so ashamed. I don't understand why Luke continues to love me the way he does. I'm thankful that he does and I will always love him. I have learned that his having sex with other women doesn't make me love him less. I wouldn't have believed that earlier in our relationship.
I had other kinds of sex with my boyfriends while I was in High school. I had one boyfriend who wanted a blowjob every time we were together and another that enjoyed having me anally on occasion. I kept them both happy, but I never allowed either of them to have me vaginally. I saved that for Luke. He was away doing his time as a Marine at the time. After Luke and I were married, neither of us had sex outside our marriage for over twenty years. That was until our threesome, with Barb.
That first night when Luke allowed me to spend the night in Karl's bed, was a mind bender for me. I became so hot for Karl that I was out of control most of the time. He was a beautiful man. Feeling that strange cock moving inside me was so wonderful. It was definitely different from what I was accustomed to feeling. I submitted to him totally and performed every act he asked of me. There was no limit to what perversions I would have sampled with him. While we were together, I didn't even think about Luke. I was completely absorbed in having Karl's hard cock sliding in and out of me. It didn't matter if he was pounding me hard or screwing me gently and slowly. I had strong and powerful orgasms with him, and always more than one.
When the encounter was over, I became frightened. I was afraid, that Luke would stop loving me. I thought he would throw me out of our home, and I felt like I deserved it.
I have a friend who is a retired psychiatrist. She is the mother of one of my closest friends and she dates my favorite uncle, off and on. When I became scared or depressed, I would have a talk with her. She talks with Luke too. She has helped us both. She diagnosed my need for sex partners other than Luke. She said my upcoming fortieth birthday induced it. She said I was suffering from what she called, "Middle Age Crazy." She correctly deduced that I feared old age, the fading of my beauty, and losing the ability to affect men the way I can. She also said that I failed to experiment with other men before I married Luke, and became monogamous with him. Kay said that I feared growing old without having some of the experiences that young women normally have before marriage.
Finally, another piece fell into place. Luke became honest with himself and realized that he too was looking at other women as if they might become sex partners.
I had seen him kiss Barb at one of our parties. It was not a peck on the cheek. It was a soulful and a passionate kiss. I had a reaction to that that I didn't expect. I wasn't angry or jealous. I was disappointed that I didn't get to see him have sex with her. I knew they wanted each other. I had a similar experience once with my son's soccer coach. I knew that a purely lustful sexual attraction was an extremely powerful thing.