I rubbed my hands across her soft legs. Jessica had laid down on the couch next to me while we watched our usual nightly reality TV shows. Her long tanned legs were draped across my lap. I didn't particularly like these types of shows, but I did enjoy getting to feel her soft skin while I pretended to watch whatever show was on.
If I was lucky, I would work my way up her legs, inching closer and closer to the "prize". I knew I would eventually get my hand slapped away, but sometimes we would end up fooling around in the bedroom later. I'm sure her legs could feel my dick begin to twitch as I got closer and closer. I knew that, one day, I was going to make it all the way!
We had just finished watching Dr. Phil and the topic had been about cheating husbands and how wives could forgive their husbands and build an even stronger relationship. Alexis turned off the television and turned to me.
"Do you think what Dr. Phil said is true?" she asked. "You know...that people could get past infidelity and move forward to have even stronger relationships," she amended.
"I think it is possible and I could see how being completely honest and open was the cornerstone of any relationship and definitely a marriage. How can the relationship expect to grow if there isn't complete honesty?" I replied. She got very quiet for a while and I started to get nervous. Based on what we were talking about and how serious she looked, I wondered if she thought I had not been honest with her about something.
She hung her head and said, "I've got something I've been dealing with for years now. I didn't know if I should tell you or not, but I can't live like this anymore. My guilt is too much and I want our relationship to be completely open and honest... I had sex with someone." I couldn't believe what I was hearing!
"Who was it?" I asked.
"It was before we were married," she replied.
We had dated each other on and off since high school. She was the only girl I'd ever had sex with. She was the only girl that I'd ever had any real sexual contact with, and I thought she was the same way with me.
"Who was it?" I demanded.
"I can't believe I'm telling you this... It was Chris," she said.
Chris was my best friend since high school. We had roomed together in college. We were life long friends! I just just been over at his house the day before watching a football game.
"What?" I yelled.
I had nothing else to say. I was speechless. She started to cry because she knew how bad this hurt my heart. She had just reached into my chest and ripped it out. The betrayal was epic. My best friend had fucked my wife before we were married. I couldn't get my breath. I stood up and started pacing around the room, hands behind my head. The world had just been turned upside down.
"We weren't dating at the time. It just happened," she pleaded.
"When did this happen?" I asked.
"It was when you had graduated from college and I was still hanging out with Chris after you left. Remember how you had cut things off with me when you graduated? I remember it happened when you were on a work trip for your new job. I remember you calling me while you were traveling," she said.
"No! We were back together by the time I took the job! Remember, I was filling out my work benefits forms at your apartment when I started the job because we were back together!" I said.
She sighed and looked away. I knew she had just told me a lie and she knew it.
"How did it happen? I want to know details!" I yelled. She knew that she had to tell everything now that she had started the ball rolling. "Did he initiate it?" I asked.
"No," she said. "I was out with Jenna and we were drinking a lot. Jenna and I were talking about stuff and she mentioned Chris because he had been over at our apartment earlier that day. We started talking about him and she mentioned how she thought he was hot and that there was a sort of unspoken chemistry between us," she said.
"I told her we were just friends and that we just had known each other for a long time. Jenna started talking about guys she had been with and things she had done. All that talk got my mind going in the wrong direction. On the way back to the apartment, I somehow ended up walking over to Chris' apartment. I went in his room and we ended up going too far. I was drunk and I wasn't thinking straight!" she said.
"What happened?" I commanded.
She continued, "I walked into the living room and asked where Chris was. His roommates said he was back in his room asleep. I went to his room and let myself in. He was asleep and the lights were out. He woke up when I walked into the room and he asked me what was going on. I didn't say anything. I just took off my clothes and got into bed next to him under the sheets. He didn't say anything either, and it went on from there.
"I don't want to tell you anymore of this. It happened and I wish it never did! Why do you want to know all of this? It is only going to hurt you," she said.
"What happened when you got in bed with him? I want to know every detail," I said.
She continued, "Like I said, I was drunk so I don't remember every little detail. It was like eight years ago or something... When I got in bed, at first he didn't touch me. He just laid there and I laid next to him. After a few minutes, I felt his hand on my thigh and then he turned to face me. I turned away from him and he put his arm around me and pulled me close so that we were spooning. I really don't want to tell you all of this! It is so horrible to have to tell you this...".
I sat there looking at her and waiting for her to go on; imagining her soft warm body against his and how much Chris must have enjoyed finally putting his hands on her.
"He just rubbed his hands on my hips and ass and squeezed my boobs. That's all he did...at first," she said.
"How did he fuck you?" I yelled. She couldn't look at me anymore and continued talking while looking at her feet.
"He was behind me and he just pulled out his penis and pushed it between my legs. That was it!" she confessed.
"Did he put it inside you or did you put it inside you?" I asked.
"I did," she responded.
"Did he ever touch your pussy with his hands?" I asked.
"Yes. He touched it while we were doing it," she said.
"And where was his other hand while he was touching you down there?" I asked.
"His other hand was mostly touching my boobs," she said.