WHAT THE DOG DIDN'T HEAR
Perhaps some secrets are better left unspoken.
This story picks up immediately from
What the Dog Heard
,
so you may want to read that first. Does this ending part have the burning that some readers of
WtDH
asked for? Not really. Some 'fear of God' and slight singeing, perhaps, but sometimes a person's guilt can do all the burning required.
What the Dog Didn't Hear
Late Saturday morning, my wife Reggie and I showered together after our long, vigorous bout of re-introductory sex. I took my time lathering up every glorious inch of her soft skin, and even tried for a diddle orgasm, but Reggie's clit was too sensitive from all our action, so I let it be. Although we both did take soapy fingers in our anal canals. It could be that she accidently put a wild hair up my ass when she thought she was cleaning me out, because after drying off, I wouldn't allow her to dress.
"I am so far behind in Wifey time, that I want us to stay naked the whole rest of the weekend. Maybe longer."
Reggie rolled her eyes, but after hanging up her bath towel, she didn't try to put on any clothes. Most people probably would have thought we looked pretty damned silly doing our usual Saturday cleaning with our love handles and junk just hanging out, but watching my wife's ass and tits jiggling as she pushed the vacuum cleaner back and forth gave me a chubby.
She said we needed some things from the market and insisted we get dressed for that. When I said I wished it was National Nude Day so we could go out naked, she accused me of reading too many
Literotica
stories and that I'd better get any crazy ideas out of my head right now. Yes, she was happy our sex life had been revived, but it wasn't coming back to life as Frankenstein's sex monster.
When we got back from the store, I immediately stripped again, clearly meaning for her to follow my lead. She balked, saying I needed to give her a chance to adjust. I replied that I needed her naked right away because I had to fuck her again. From the touching and teasing we'd done while we were out, she was actually up for that idea too - at least in principle. Unfortunately, her pussy was sore from being so out of practice.
I still made her get naked. Then I eased up behind her and began massaging her shoulders. As soon as she started getting into it and her body relaxed, I bent her over the back of the sofa, knelt down, and stuck my tongue up her ass. I then used the bottle of Astro Glide we'd picked up at the store to follow up my tongue with my cock, something we hadn't done for years. There was a good layer of sarcasm when she thanked me for being so considerate as to give her poor pussy a break. But when she followed that up by also thanking me for reminding her how good my dick felt in her rectum, there was a lot more lust than joking in her voice.
While my willy was also feeling the strain of suddenly trying to perform like I was 20 again, rather than 44, it was my tongue that was most sore. Not from too much pussy licking, but from too much biting. I wanted to talk about what we were doing, to normalize it and get Reggie to open up about her body insecurities to help her permanently adjust her perspective. Fortunately, I had enough sense to keep most of that psychological drivel to myself and just let our actions keep the ball rolling.
Biting my tongue about the real elephant in the room was much harder, although I knew it was even more critical. I really wanted to talk about what had happened between Reggie and her seducer that morning at the pool. It was really fucking with me. Sometimes I'd almost forget it had happened or truly feel like it just didn't matter. Then I'd feel a rush of anger that made me want to hit her with it like a blunt object.
But, once, while sitting on the pot, one of the few times we weren't in each other's immediate company, I had an epiphany of sorts. The surfeit of contact, both physical and emotional, had exposed the sadness of our past couple of years in stark, ugly contrast. I'd never considered divorce before, but I suddenly felt sure that if we had kept on the way we were, Reggie and I wouldn't have been able to stay together.
These things were going to have to be spoken about at some point, but for now our marriage train was apparently back on the tracks and heading the right direction. I sure wasn't going to derail it before it had even made it out of the station.
One thing that helped me keep my own counsel was that Reggie kept giving off hints that she was struggling to keep the secret in herself. I was sore tempted to push her at those moments but that's when I bit my tongue the hardest. If we had any chance of getting through all this, it would be much better if she confessed without being accused. I'd waited years for her to open herself up to me as much as she had today. I could certainly wait a little longer for her to finish revealing the whole truth.
Saturday night we went out for dinner at a Greek restaurant we'd seen near our complex but hadn't visited in the two years we'd lived there. It was just the kind of Mom & Pop place that we used to love going to when we were dating and even later, with our boys. Simple, but with authentic and delicious food.
Looking over the menu, we talked about how diet needed to be part of our new fitness plan.
"I feel like such a daytime talk show clichΓ©," she said. "I knew I was in a downward spiral as clearly as if Dr. Phil had told me himself. I felt bad about getting fat, so of course, I ate more." She shook her head in self-disgust.
"Hey," I said, taking her hand in mine. "If you come over to the office with me Monday morning, guess how many candy bars you'll find in my desk drawer?"
She gave me a small smile. "I don't mind a little potbelly on a big, strong man."
"Well, I do. So, what are we going to do about it?" I looked at the menu. "Do we only order salads from now on?"
In the end we agreed that too much self-denial would backfire; instead, we'd begin by not super-sizing, by sharing one dessert, if any, and by constantly supporting each other. We started by ordering two appetizers, but only one main dish to share.
Between the cleaning, shopping, and sex, we hadn't really done much about lunch, so we'd gone to dinner early. The place was mostly empty, and for some reason, being on neutral ground, and clothed, seemed to be making it easier for Reggie to speak freely.
First about weight and diet and then about 'it'. I thought she was going to confess her indiscretion with Aquaboy right there when she apologized for not believing me when I said I still desired her.
"I heard you, but I guess I wasn't really listening," she said.
I couldn't stop myself this time. "So, what made you listen today? You seemed pretty heated up when I came back from walking Trixie."
Her face flushed and her eyes dropped to the table. They stayed downcast as she took a sip of wine.
"I'm not sure," she mumbled. She opened her mouth as if to say something else, the big something, but instead took another sip of wine.
When she did begin speaking again, it sounded like the truth, but since it jumped right over the scene at the pool, some would call it a lie of omission. But it wasn't a direct lie, so I held my tongue, determined again to give her the chance and time to confess on her own.
"I was in the bathroom, peeling my suit off to take a shower, when I caught sight of myself in the mirror just as my...my tit popped out."
I had to lean forward to catch the next words.
"And I looked hot." She grabbed her wine glass and took another gulp of courage, while I tried to remember if she'd exposed her tits to Speedo boy.
She finally raised her eyes to mine as she continued. "I had this flashback of that time when we were first dating, and we went with a bunch of friends up to the lake. We were just a little ways away from the group for a moment and you asked me to pull down my top and flash you. Do you remember?"
"You were wearing that cobalt-blue one-piece," I replied, easily recalling a memory that would stay with me to my dying day. "You'd let me touch your breasts by then, but it had always been at night in my car or wherever we ended up making out. I really wanted to see them in the daylight because I knew they would be absolutely beautiful. And they were. And still are."
Reggie's cheeks flushed with embarrassment. And excitement, I hoped. After another sip, she said, "I remember the look on your face when I actually did it, when I pulled the top of my suit down right there. And when I saw my boob in the mirror like that it made me want to see that look on your face again.
"Then, while I showered, I kept thinking about that and how you had stroked my breasts the night before. Before I stopped you, even though it felt good," she added sadly. "But I concentrated on that good feeling and on that old look on your face and the next thing I knew I was using the shower massage on my--" Reggie paused and looked around the restaurant. There were still two empty tables between us and the nearest other diners.