In the interest of full disclosure, in case you hadn't guessed by the story's description or my name, this story involves a cuckold. Me.
I know that many people find this kind of story disgusting, so if the idea of the subject matter offends you, I completely understand. If there was a cuckold section here at literotica, I would have placed it there, but since there isn't, it has to go here in Loving Wives.
My name is Bryan, and I'm a married man who's approaching the half-century mark. I'm what you would call a very average looking businessman who has been married almost 25 years. Happily married, I might add, although before the events I'm about to describe happened, that wasn't really the case.
I think my wife Lisa felt the same way about our marriage. She's a couple of years younger than me, and she's a cute little blonde with a beautiful smile and a very slim build. I think she's gorgeous but I suppose if I didn't love her and looked at her from an unbiased angle, it would be fair to say that's she's a little plain. She dresses very modestly and wears these glasses that seem to be designed for an old lady, which only adds to her blandness, almost as if she was trying to hide her beauty.
Maybe that's why we hit it off so well at first; two nerdy looking people who had a lot of common interests as well as the insecurities and foibles that most people do.
As the years passed, it was clear that something was missing, and it took a rare display of courage for me to admit what I was hiding, and even more bravery for my wife to admit what she had been feeling all along as well.
This is our story and how everything started about a dozen years ago.
***
There were two people that were very nervous that evening in that motel room that Friday evening in September. I was one of them, and even though the weather was cool and the room wasn't all that warm, I was sweating like a horse as I sat in the faded green plastic scoop chair by the side of the bed.
The other nervous person was my wife Lisa, and although she had a nervous smile on her face I could tell that she was terrified as well, and I could see her fingers shaking as she sat on the edge of the bed with her hands folded like she was praying.
The man who sat on the bed next to Lisa was the only calm person in the room. His name was Tony, and when he responded to the ad I had placed in the local alternative paper he had explained that he would be happy to join us and provide what we were looking for.
"HAPPILY MARRIED COUPLE mid 30's," the ad read. "Wish to fulfill a long time fantasy. She's a cute blonde and petite. We are looking for a man with a large build to have sex with her. Husband will watch but not participate."
Lisa wouldn't put a picture in the ad because of the chance of being identified, so I think that was why we didn't get a large number of responses, but when Tony got in touch with us, he sounded okay so we agreed to meet him at a restaurant near his town, which was about 50 miles away from us.
"I don't do stuff with guys," Tony had warned me when we spoke.
"Me neither," I said.
"Then why don't you fuck your wife yourself?"
"Something she - we wanted to do for a long time," I said, even though it took us years to get to be honest enough with each other for this to happen.
"I'll meet you two somewhere," Tony had offered. "We can get a look at each other and if we all feel comfortable about it, we can go from there."
"As long as I can watch - I mean, I have to be in the same room," I said quickly. "For Lisa's sake. That's okay, isn't it?"
"Oh yeah," Tony added with a laugh. "That's the way I like it. So long as you don't touch me I'm fine with it. Matter of fact, it turns me on to have the husband in the room there watching. Guess I'm a bit of an exhibitionist."
***
"I love you," Lisa had told me, after I finally had gotten her to admit that, while she said she adored me, there was something missing sexually.
She always denied it, but I suspected that her dissatisfaction was because of the size of my penis, which is only about 5" long when fully erect, and the thickness isn't all that much to crow about either. After having a couple of kids, the lack of tightness only got more obvious, all of which led to this.
After dinner with Tony, which was a somewhat tense but fairly pleasant affair with me sitting across from Lisa and our new acquaintance, he whispered something in my wife's ear and excused himself to go to the bathroom.
"What do you think?" I asked Lisa, who looked at me with questioning eyes.
"He seems nice enough," Lisa said in a voice that sounded shaky.
"He looks like Rocky, a little," I suggested, noticing that Tony had a resemblance to the Italian Stallion of the boxing movies. "He seems to have a good body too. Construction, he said?"
"Yes," Lisa said. "I feel like a dwarf next to him."
"What did he say to you before he left?"
"He said that if we were interested we should let him know when he gets back," Lisa said. "He said no hard feelings if we aren't - you know, but he said he - uh - liked me."
"He said he liked you?"
"He said..." Lisa admitted, trying to find a way to delicately relay what she had been told. "Tony said he thinks I'm sexy and if I say the word he plans on fucking me all night long."
"Talking about me?" came the friendly voice of Tony, who reappeared as if on cue and slid into the seat beside my wife.
"Uh - yes," I admitted sheepishly. "As a matter of fact we were."
"And?"
I looked over at Lisa, who looked first back at me, and then at Tony whose eyes had followed mine over to my wife, my indication that it was up to her. Taking a deep breath, Lisa nodded yes, biting her lower lip as she did.
"You look scared," Tony said. "You two really haven't done this before, have you?"
We both shook our heads no, which made Tony smile wider.
"Nothing to be scared about," Tony said, reaching over and patting my wife's hand, his huge hairy paw making Lisa's hand disappear.
"I think it's more a case of your size that's got my wife a bit nervous," I said, and started to explain that I meant the fact that at about 6'2" and 225 pounds or so, he looked twice the size of my petite Lisa, but he misunderstood what I meant.
"That's right," Tony said. "You did say that you were looking for somebody with a large build, didn't you?"
As I sat there just a couple of feet away, Tony took Lisa's hand and after looking around the restaurant, very subtly moved it under the table with his. It was obvious what he was doing and where his hand was heading, and it was just as clear from Lisa's face when her hand got placed on Tony's crotch.
"How's that?" Tony said with a smile as Lisa's eyes grew wide behind her glasses and her throat heaved with what seemed like a difficult swallow. "Satisfied?"
Our eyes met as Lisa's head bobbed up and down quickly. It was happening there right in front of me. Tony had put Lisa's hand on his crotch and she was doing something to him, and not being forced to either because Tony's hand had left hers and came up to the table top.
Startled, Lisa quickly pulled her hand away after it occurred to her that whatever she had been doing she was doing on her own, and that got Tony to chuckle.
"Guess we better get going," I said, calling for the check.
As we walked out to the parking lot, I fell in behind my wife and Tony, who had his arm around Lisa as if she were his. Is that how it goes, I wondered as we went to our separate cars for the short ride to the motel. Did I just give up my wife to this stranger?
"What were you doing under the table?" I asked Lisa as we drove off with Tony right behind us.
"He put my hand on him," Lisa said. "On the inside of his thigh."
"You were stroking his cock through his pants?" I asked and Lisa nodded.
"He's big, isn't he?" I asked, not knowing what answer I wanted to hear. "He's got a big cock, right? A lot bigger than mine?"
"We don't have to do this," Lisa said. "This was really your idea."
"You want to though, don't you?" I asked, and when Lisa didn't answer I put my hand on her thigh and worked it under her skirt.