This is a depiction loosely based on my marriage. If you found chapters 1,2 and 3 disturbing, please move on.
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My wife crawled back into bed, crying herself to sleep.
What have I done? Did I just rape my wife? Can a husband rape his wife? This much is sure. I give her a bit of sexual slack, much more than most men. I let her flirt with men, socialize with men, and in a couple cases sleep with men. Yes I give her some slack because it causes a perverse stirring sexually within me, but also because I think she really likes it and I like it when she is happy. And I guess the unwritten rule is if I grant her that small bit of freedom, surely she must put out for me.
Truth be told though, is if I had a choice, and maybe I do, I would choose she be exclusive with me.
Yes, she is happy with other men, but not in a cuckold way. She does not go out of her way to meet men. They gravitate to her and that makes her feel special and happy. In almost all cases, when a man checks her out and makes her feel sexy, that is enough to satisfy her hunger for attention. Sex is not needed. When she is happy in the household, life runs smoothly with lots of sex with me thrown in.
So when she did not want to spread her legs for me after her flirting went too far the night before, this was a rule breaker. I took what was mine.
I let her sleep long into the next day and not a word was said after she woke up and into the next day. I guess she had a reason to be mad at me but really the big issue was her bedding another man.
Finally, we began to talk while watching TV in bed two nights later. She said she understood why I did what I did and was sorry for the straying after the fitness competition. Yes, the fitness. Maybe the reason we were are having this discussion. You see my wife is seeing us have a very important talk about out marriage and all I see are white boy shorts. I see a hard tanned stomach, belly ring and white boy shorts. I see perfectly shaped, long legs and white boy shorts. I see a low cut, body hugging tee shirt, perky tits and those shorts. I see exquisite feet with painted toe nails and butt baring, camel toe exposing boy shorts. Yes this was a very important conversion but damn, I just want to fuck her.
Because she is so fit, everyone wants to fuck her. She knows this. She knows they don't want to chat with her, or want her opinions on world politics or are interested in her beliefs. They want to fuck her. Because of this she has control. I have always said that any good looking women with legs and an ass could rule the world. Men are putty when a hot chick with long legs smiles at them. So what is she in control of? I guess she has the ability to have a great home life and stray if she wants. I prefer she not, but I would not dump her. I love her and I can't possibly see myself not banging her. She is by far the hottest women I could ever get.
I asked her what happend the night of the competition and she promised to tell me all of the details. Knowing my wife, this was for full disclosure, it was not meant to titillate. Remember, she is not interested in cuckold in anyway shape or form. Neither is she interested in me being humiliated. Is it possible she is a loving, respectful wife and mother with a sexual appetite that has to be quenched occasionally, sometimes without me?
She admitted that her fellow male competitor was super hot for her for a while. She at first did not want to go there but enjoyed the subtle flirting, flirting that was done in small tight fitness clothing they wore while training. Not exactly a way to dissuade his persistence. She liked the fact that it was her attention he was vying for, not the much younger training partners. Beautiful training partners that sometimes made cracks about her age. After a while it became harder and harder to keep him at bay and she began to think that maybe she would ask me for permission to go outside the marriage. He was a wolf in tight shorts and maybe if she gave him a little ass, he might lay off for awhile. Admittedly, she was attracted to his massive frame and thought if she did bed him, it would make for good conversation for us in bed.
Before permission was asked, though, the deed got done. She says she had no intention to be with him that night but the party was very sexual in nature with only very beautiful, perfectly shaped people there. The conversation was flirty from the get go because of booze and people blowing off steam. The women out numbered the men two to one which caused a bit of catty competition between the women almost as soon as they walked in the door. Almost everyone had boyfriends and girlfriends not at the party but that did not matter because this was a bit of a feeding frenzy between hot people. The younger women wanted my wife's friend bad but he was stuck to her like glue and she very much enjoyed the fact that her beauty won out over the other girls. These were the same girls that I saw all dolled up at the fitness competiton looking stunning in everyway.