(Don't worry, everyone is eighteen for the serious shit.)
SARA
My married name is Sara Louise Talbot. I was born and raised in the Chicago suburb of Oak Park and have an older sister by the name of Elizabeth (Beth). At 27 when the story starts, I was 5'6" tall with chestnut hair and a slender well conditioned body. In the mirror I saw a pleasantly attractive woman. Physically I suppose my best features were and are my breasts. I am not a DD cow. Rather, my girls are a strong B cup and are nicely proportionate to the rest of my body. My nips are rosy pink and cutely point up and slightly out to the sides when I let them out to breath.
My parents were and still are solidly middle class and rigidly conservative in everything of a social or religious nature. This figures heavily in the first part of my story and adolescence. When I was 14 and my sister was a 17 yr old junior, she was dating a really cute senior by the name of Joe Benson. No one would tell me what was going on but in the late Spring lots of doors got slammed, tears were shed, doctors visited and angry silences were endured. Then one day Mother and Beth departed for parts unknown and Dad sat me down for a talk at the Kitchen table.
It seems that Beth had violated the moral codes of my parents and had let Joe have unprotected sex with her and was now five months pregnant. She was being sent to a wayward girls home where she would have the baby and sign the child away for adoption. With luck she would then return to High School to finish out her senior year. However, if her attitude failed to improve she would not be readmitted into the family. Wow! Like most younger sisters I spent most of my time fighting with my older sibling but deep down I loved her and thought she was really getting shafted. I however kept my mouth shut and vowed to be the "good" daughter and to avoid the moral wrath of my parents. This proved to be easier than I imagined because Beth refused to give up her baby, told my parents to "fuck off" and moved to Wisconsin to live with a distant aunt who took her and her baby in.
I was now the only daughter and was basically kept away from boys till after my 17th birthday and only then under the strictest of supervision. Beth's name was never mentioned by my folks and the only contact I had with her was through occasional clandestine mail channeled via my grandparents. Both my parents relentlessly harped on keeping me pure and innocent unlike my "whore of a sister."
My luck finally started to change the spring of my senior year. Earlier that year we had gotten a new minister in our church and he just happened to have a son who was in my class. His name was Eric Hansen and he was an absolute dreamboat. In public he was a holy scripture dropping respectful parent charmer. In private he was a smoking, drinking, sexual predator. He was absolutely trusted by all the parents and fought over by all the church going school girls. Eric was really really slick. and for some reason he decided to try to date me, the undateable virgin princess. I guess he took me on as a special challenge or maybe to win a bet.
The Sunday after my 18th birthday he called my Father and asked if he could come over to the house to discuss an important matter. Fifteen minutes later he was on the porch ringing the bell with a bouquet of flowers for my Mother, a White Rose for me (get it PURITY) and for Dad he had twenty minutes of enlightened insight into his father's rousing sermon that morning. By the time he was done they were not just eating out of his hand but begging to lick up the crumbs and polish his halo. When he finally got around to the real reason for his visit, asking permission to take me to the Prom, they of course said yes.
Eric was the quintessential double face. To the adult world he as seen as just one step below sainthood. He was famous for answering adult questions by flipping open the dog eared bible he always carried and quoting some obscure psalm. He would then bless the brother or sister and go about his business while leaving them scratching their heads.
To the girls of my high school he was the most wanted bad boy and I had him for my prom date. By happenstance my 18th birthday was the weekend before the May prom and when Eric suggested we get to know each other a little better before the big event, I leapt at the opportunity. I invited Eric to my family birthday party and he was the expected hit by helping my Mom with serving and my Dad with the grill all the while regaling them with humorous gossip from the church. When he asked to take me for a drive as the party was breaking up, Dad almost tucked me into the car.
The "drive" was to the notorious make out lane and on the way we had a remarkably adult conversation. The high point was the following.
"Sara I want you to know that I think you are the prettiest girl in the senior class. It's too bad that your parents wouldn't let you date before this but I'm delighted that I get to be your first."
"I am flattered but I want to be frank with you Eric. I am elated to be going out with you but you have to know a couple of things. It will come as no surprise to you that I'm a virgin so you have to be gentle the first time we have sex. The second is that I have a lot of catching up to do and I'm happy to be doing it with you. The third is that condoms are a must because my sister got pregnant and was disowned. I don't intend that to happen to me."
"Open the glove box beautiful."
I did as he asked and inside were half a dozen three packs of rubbers.
"Think that will be enough?"
I opened my seat belt and slid over next to him. I kissed him on his cheek and said in his ear.
"For tonight yes. For the rest of the summer, probably not. For tonight I just want to ask one thing."
"What's that sweetheart?"
"Can you be really gentle the first time.?"
"Your wish is my command pretty lady."
True to his word Eric did me nice, slow and very gentle. ..He was patient and we slowly stretched things out and the result was by the post prom party we were going at it like seasoned lovers. The Prom and the whole summer before we went off to college were a dream come true. My parents were clueless as to what was going on and I was in love. To be clear, I was in love with sex but Eric, I'm not so sure. If I had taken the time to get to know him I would have realized that he was shallow, untrustworthy, lazy and really not too bright. In short, a real dickhead housed in a handsome shell. But oh that dickhead.
While I was being faithful at U of I, he was fucking his way through the eligible females of the freshman class in Lafayette. He was good at hiding his indiscretions when I came to visit but by Christmas I knew we were done. Surprisingly our breakup was not nasty but it was sad. I missed the sexual attention but most of all little Eric, my pet name for his dick . Long after I stopped even thinking about Eric, I dreamt about his cock. Little Eric became this disembodied sexual image in my dreams for years.
I returned to school in Champaign in January on a mission to accomplish two things. The first was to get serious about my studies and the second was to find a new and perhaps healthier love interest. I accomplished the first objective but failed in the second. Summer between my first and second years at college was boring but I took extra shifts at the municipal pool as a life guard and finished the summer with a terrific tan.