We have been married now for over ten years. We have had our good times and we are now going through the bad. Having had three children and working shifts have taken their toll on our relationship. More to the point our sexual libidos have grown apart. Its true, where she has remained the same since I lost her virginity, I have not. She would be happy to "make love" perhaps twice during the month, lights off, nightie on, foreplay a no go and strictly missionary... Where, I have now been banging my frustrated cock during most nights to images of perversion that would completely destroy our marriage.
You see, for over five years I have been trawling web sites for sluts in nylon stockings, Basques, 6 inch spiked heels with tight skirts, shaved pussy's that have a wanton lust for cock. I fantasies that, for once, just once in my life, my wife would be such a woman. To take me in that way, to slut dress, to seduce, to order, to demand, to vocally orgasm and to fuck my brains out until I can no longer give her the sperm that she screams for.
Yes a nylon slut, huh, in my fucking wildest dreams...
But in the real world, I cannot remember the year when I last had a blow job from her. Or her desire to allow me to lick her clit or even the verbal acknowledgement that she has cum, that's if she ever has. You see the endless apologies of "not tonight dear, I'm too tired" or the sigh of relief when she starts her period. Yeah, if I'm lucky I might experience her blank gaze at the ceiling with the silent look of "get it over and done with..."
Her frigidity is now destroying our once happy union.
I have tried desperately to revive all this. I have showered her with gifts of expensive jewellery, designer French lingerie and perfume even a brand new car, but these materialistic objects have never been the catalyst of any passion. I have given her so much love, wowed her, taken her out for meals, danced in romantic foreign settings, yet all the romance in the world could not change my innocent wife into the slut that I crave for.
So I regretfully allow myself to continue the porn surfing and the fantasizing. How sad, but I know if this alternative is not pursued, I know I would have to look elsewhere. I love her too much to have that affair...
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It's Friday, seven thirty and I am all set for work. "See ya love, I'm off shortly. Oh, do you want me to purchase the crystal today? I'm in town at lunch. I could nip into the store if you'd like?"
"Hang on babes, I'm just getting the kids dressed for school, oh I don't know. I shall have to check the bank account; that crystal might take us overdrawn"
She struggles with her eldest son, "Hold still whilst I button your shirt, Mike". I stand at the bottom of the stairs to hear her tussle with the school uniform, then she peaks around into the stairwell, "I shall call you later this morning to let you know, we might have to wait until I get paid..."
"Ok, hon. I'm off now, catch you later. Oh, are you working tonight?"
"Naw, thank god. Tonight's my night off, I shall see you later..."
"Ok hon, bye for now." I leave with her blowing a kiss at me. I realise that I am still smiling until I think of the day ahead...
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I return from the school run, throw my keys on the kitchen table and make a cup of tea. I stand there thinking of what to do. The ironing? I look at the pile that has gathered, mm naw – maybe later. What else, yeah the crystal, I must check the account.
I switch on the computer, watching it slowly power up; I log on and check my mail, nothing worth mentioning. I move my mouse over to the start button, toward the internet icon but miss it and hit the "my recent documents" icon. There I see files that I have never seen before... missslutty.jpg... wench.jpg... slut_stocking01.jpg.. The list is long. I am confused... "What the..." I slowly murmur under my breath. I look away from the pc. Why are these here? How have they got there? It's got to be him. His late nights at the pc, hour after hour of online gaming are more like hour after hour of porn surfing!
My cheeks flush with anger yet I want to see the evidence, I move the mouse down to an icon "stocking_slave_01.jpg" and hesitatively click on it. A window opens and I gasp...! There I see a woman, in a black corset, seamed stockings and the highest heels that I have ever seen, with no panties may I hasten to add, with her gloved hand grappling a naked mans hair forcing him to lick the seam of her outstretched nylon leg!! The woman's face is forceful, gritted teeth, dominant. I open another, stocking_slave_02.jpg. This time it's a close up of his face to her private parts. Oh my god, she has shaven herself... completely! His tongue has parted her womanhood. He has a leather collar around his neck with a leash that she uses against his will to pull him closer...
I then click on another, Stockslut_01.mpg. Another window opens, and there begins five minutes of an unimaginable scene. A whore or a prostitute of some kind; being taken on a large table by three men. She again has seamed fishnet stockings, a deep suspender belt, satin gloves, large hooped earings and a long diamond necklace. My god, how can she allow this to happen, three men? I watch as she gets onto her knees, her stockings torn, and she is fed a penis into her mouth, whilst she slowly rises and falls onto a straddled man. The other does the imaginable and inserts himself into her anus... my god. The grunting is interrupted by the woman who continues to demand the onslaught, "your cocks must all come at once", "come on you bastards", "fuck me harder", "cum in my swollen pussy and my well used ass", "fuck your slut". She pumps her gloved hand around a huge penis aimed towards her wide open mouth, her tongue ready to catch, looking into his eyes. Then looking around to her other men, she commands them to cum to return to catch her prize in her mouth, she's screaming whilst her men are all groaning. I see cum running over her face, bottom and pussy and I watch as she finally sweeps her satin finger across her anus and feeds herself to the camera. My god... I'm stunned. The clip freezes, and I lay back into the seat. I am shocked and sickened, yet...
I'm wet.
I jump out of the chair and return back to the kitchen. I take a couple of gulps from the cup of tepid tea, flushed with the thought that I had been lured into seeing such depravity. How dare he... How dare he put that on our computer! I try and remove the images from my mind and the throbbing of my vagina...how dare he...
I pull out the ironing board and begin the chore, but looking over to the computer that by now is busy with the screensaver. I iron faster. I cannot get the images out of my mind. Where has he been to get these... why is he doing this? What for? I give him pleasure, maybe not enough, but we still have our moments, we have had our children. Life seemed ok between us. So why?
I cannot take this torment; I have discovered something that I must understand. Why has he put porn on our pc? I rest the iron to one side and return to the pc. I move the mouse and it immediately reverts back to the still movie. I click that away and return back to his betraying folder of "my recent documents". I right click on one and go to its properties... c:\\my documents\pics\misc\others\... I open and explore the pc, investigating... There I find what must be thousands of pictures and movies clips that all have a common theme...
Sluts, I mean dirty whores who know what they want from their gigolos, to seduce their men wearing stockings, sexy undergarments galore, heels, you name it, to fuck their brains out in the most demanding way... always wearing stockings...
I realise and suddenly I feel the blood drain away from my head. A headache suddenly kicks in. A fear comes over me and I begin to shake for my thoughts are racing... For years he has purchased me all these kinds of sexy lingerie. I have countless stockings, which I seldom wear, only for parties and special occasions, Corsets and Basques with thongs, evening ball gown gloves to go with the expensive dresses. Jewellery that is both expensive and sexy...my god...
He wants me to be his SLUT!!
I begin to whimper, my hands shaking, running them through my hair, my breathing fast and relentless, my heart pounding. I am shaking and tears begin to fall to the floor. Yet during all of this, what shocks me most of all is that I remain wet...my vagina - I can feel the folds of my pussy flowering, the blood rushing into its fleshy folds... I blush once again, knowing ashamedly that this is turning me on. My own body betrays the Christian morals that I have stood for all my life. God, what was I to do?
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