Opening note: This is a "soft" story narrating the buildup of a fantasy of my fiancé. It has little intercourse but lots of setup.
I could feel my heart racing quietly inside my rib cage. I bite down on my teeth to prevent my body from shaking. Nerves. From my position in the middle of the crowded dance floor, I could just make out the silhouette of my fiancé swaying her hips to the sound of the beat. I could tell where she was easily just by the way she moved - subtle and understated, yet so sexy. Between the cracks of light that penetrated the dense air of smoke, I see another head pressed closely against hers, a pair of hands on her hips. Even above the noise of the club, I could hear him whispering into her ears.
Looking down at my ghostly white hands, I recall the last time they had color – more than 3 hours ago at my house. I can't believe is actually happening. I remember kissing Allison and wishing her a good time with Ashley as she left for the waiting taxi.
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Allison was my college sweetheart. We met 6 years ago in first year chemistry and have been together ever since. She was not the type of girl I thought I would be involved with for such a long time. Heck, I never thought I could be committed to one girl for more than a year. But Allison was intriguing in a way that held my interest.
Petite and slender with cat like features, she caught me by surprise. She had big beautiful brown eyes and equally long eyelashes to frame her soft shaped face. At 5'4, she was small but her proportions were that of a model. She had a small but perky chest, delicate hips and very long silky legs. God I loved sneaking a look at her legs when they weren't wrapped up in jeans. I loved watching her hips carry the weight of those model legs and I prayed to see her in heels more often.
But looks are just part of the equation. Allison is also very intelligent, scoring top grades year after year. However, her smarts came with traditional conservative values. She was very close with her family and that apparently translated into firm and if you ask me, very naive ideals. For one, she was paranoid about socializing with guys without having a girlfriend or me by her side. She was also skeptical about the effectiveness of the pill so condoms were a must, every time. Something about a 1/100 chance of failure.
Thankfully, the many years we spent together created a strong sense of trust. We talked daily, even when apart to keep up with our lives. Our trust also enabled us to talk openly about our sexual preferences. Despite her traditional values, she was surprisingly open in bed. I knew exactly what she liked, from being touched, caressed, licked, rubbed, fingered and fucked. We constantly searched for different positions and she was always wanted to please. She was a sexual creature, but she did not entertain ideas of more, taboo fantasies.
Perhaps out of subconscious frustration of how perfect she was, I started fantasizing about exploring her 'other' side. I wanted her perfect record, her perfect image to break way to deeper, darker desires. Desires that when I asked her subtly, returned replies of "I only want you" or "I hate when guys approach me". She was, according to her consistent answers, a monogamist by genetics and found it disguising to even think about flirting with other men.
As time passed, I fully realized my secret fantasies. I realized that despite my love for her and my strong values against cheating, I for some reason was aroused by the idea of being put in situations where other men could marvel at her beauty. Now there is a subtle distinction between my fantasies and those that I read about. I never found myself particularly aroused by the idea of her having physical relations with a stranger and I certainly never thought about any forced scenarios. No she was mine and I only wanted to see her happy.
What I really got excited by was the idea of watching her interact with men who found her attractive. Being that perfect girl, I knew she would never outright commit any sins. I knew she would probably get herself out of any situation like that and come running to me, where I would pretend to be upset and console her. The vision of my strong willed, faithful fiancé being preyed upon by skilled, seductive men was taboo and thrilling.
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Another interesting note is that Allison doesn't drink. Well, she didn't for a long time. It took years to convince her to try a shot, and it worked only because her entire group of her friends signed a petition on her 21st birthday. Since then, she has fortunately relaxed her attitude against alcohol but is still a very light drinker. Her slender body takes very little alcohol to react. When she does down a beer or two, she's a happy drunk. I love watching her reservations warm because she becomes much more willing to socialize with other people. Seeing her with alcohol always makes me excited.
There was one time where she got 'smashed' with some classmates. By that, I found out later that she had 2 shots of tequila. It was 2 AM and I was waiting up for Allison. Opening the door, Allison fell into my arms. I was pretty surprised to see her previously perfectly combed hair frayed and sticking to parts of her face.
"Whoa there, what happened to you?" I ask.
"Nothing, it's fine... just help me get upstairs." Alcohol was not a regular scent on her.
I had never seen my fiancé drunk before and the situation excited me. Helping her up the stairs, I couldn't help feel slightly turned on by the image of her letting down her hair a bit. I wondered what happened to get her so wasted. She normally didn't drink and in those rare occasions, drank very responsibly. I also noticed just how amazing her ass looked wrapped around that medium length black dress. I had the overwhelming urge to grab her and fuck her right on the stairs with her clothes on.
But I resisted.
I expected her to head towards the washroom and perform her usual 10 minute routine. Instead, she kicked off her heels and flopped onto the mattress, still with her dress on. Joining her silently, I knelt over her lips, smelling the alcohol and kissed her gently. Feeling no resistance, I started caressing her legs, tracing the curve of her hips down to her thighs. Surprisingly, she was responsive to my touch. I had heard that alcohol was a depressant but seeing her open her legs so quickly me changed my mind.
As I continued to kiss her lips, sliding my tongue inside her mouth, I got on top of her and positioned my crotch against hers. She clearly liked it and responded by wrapping those silky legs around me. I love that.
"Oh baby"... she murmured eyes half closed. I continued to tease her, rocking my hips against her slowly and nuzzling her long neck.
"...Tell me something sexy," she breathed faster. Heart racing, not believing my luck at the moment, I chuckled.
"Oh my fantasies are much too naughty for you to handle. Tell me yours instead. Or, tell me what happened tonight," I whisper back as sexy as possible.
"No, tell me..." she moaned as she felt my groin grind against her dress. I didn't want to reveal my little fantasy just yet.
I continued to squeeze her breasts, gently squeezing her hard nipples through the fabric of her dress. I pressed myself harder against her so she could feel my cock rub against her growing moistness. I could tell that this was a different night. She clearly had too much to drink and I smelled the opportunity to probe Allison on some of my fantasies. She wouldn't remember any of this in the morning anyways.
"Oh, baby...tell me..." she continued, now grinding her hips with me.
"I liked your dress tonight. I liked your make up and your hair. You looked really sexy when you left the house", I confessed.
"Mmm, thank you," she replied, her eyes closed.
"If I had come with you, I would not be able to stop looking at your sexy legs all night, especially when you dance with Ashley. I always loved watching you move your body," I gushed truthfully.
"I do like to dance, I love the music," she breathed heavily. I pressed my ears against her breast, hearing the thump of her heartbeat. I wondered if this was turning her on.
"Well, I want see you dancing more. I want to see you dancing sexy on the dance floor, moving your arms in the air and swaying your little hips. I want to see you having so much fun in there with the crowd, all those people dancing around you. Imagine shaking your body around all those dancers, feeling their body brush against your dress..." I stopped. I knew I was hitting sensitive territory and I didn't want to sink the ship. On the other hand, I was becoming extremely turned on from the conversation, having never pushed the topic before.
To my dismay, she said nothing in response but also didn't stop grinding me.
Shit, how long has it been since she had a drink?
I listened again against her chest. It was beating very quickly. What was she thinking? Was she mad?
"I'll come down to the dance floor and dance with you then, seeing you all hot and sweaty," I cut the silence. Was she hearing all this? Thankfully, I could tell she was close and I decided to go at it hard to distract her mind.
"Oh gosh, oh gosh, oh fuck," she moaned, her eyes closed tightly, her hands wrapped around my neck, feeling her legs clamp down even hard against my waist. She never said fuck.
"Keep fucking Allison, don't stop honey," I groaned, deliberately leaving "who" out of the sentence.
"Oh I'm close," she moaned, buckling wildly against me for 10 seconds, escalating in frequency before finally collapsing in a huge orgasm.
The sight of her slightly intoxicated, spread out on my bed still in her dress, her legs spread wide and limp was too much. I came immediately, involuntarily. My hips buckled wildly inside my pants, driven by thoughts of the naughtiness that just transpired.
I wondered what my precious Allison was thinking as I grinded her wetness to an orgasm. Did she like my fantasy of dancing with other guys? Was she thinking about someone else she met tonight? There was no way she would want to talk about it and she wouldn't remember anything by morning. Aroused, frustrated and now obsessed by these thoughts, I spent the night in bed concocting a plan that would fulfill my fantasy.
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