I don't feel I cuckold my hubby. I was firm with him sometimes when he started a wife sharing episode and then wanted to end things after he had his fun but I hadn't had mine yet. I do love John and I know it's not his fault his cock is super small. I don't withhold sex from him. I give him a very good blowjob any time he wants. I ask him if he wants one every night when we go to bed. Other men are just sex for me. John is my true love.
I also never go behind his back and fuck other men. In fact, it has always been his idea to swing. My hope was that in watching other men pleasure me, he will learn how to do so himself. It feels good when he licks my pussy but in these early years of our marriage he was never able to give me an orgasm. I just ended up VERY frustrated.
We had several threesomes with Ted after that night with Five in a King-Sized bed. Ted was a good lover with a big cock and with good oral skills too. He always made me cum and was able to get hard repeatedly and cum several times in a night himself. Sometimes he would let John watch us fuck but other times he wanted to be alone with me. This didn't bother John too much because he could only ever cum once and then he was done for the night. I've since learned this is fairly common among men.
Well, Ted found himself a girlfriend and fell in love with her, so I didn't get to fuck him anymore after that. She wasn't a swinger. About the same time we met another couple, Keith and Jan Ellen, and became close friends with them. Keith was a run-around husband. He cheated on Jan Ellen a lot. After the third time she caught him with another woman, she divorced him.
We remained friends with Keith. John liked him a lot. They would talk for hours and loved to play chess. Keith ran a motorcycle shop and John bought a motorcycle from him so we started going out for rides with him in the hill country around Austin, Texas. Sometimes I would ride on the back of Keith's bike because it was bigger.
Kit was a hard drinker and loved to smoke pot. He was always rolling joints to smoke and get high with us. When we got high he would always start flirting with me and tell me how sexy I was. Many times he would be too stoned and drunk to drive home so he would sleep overnight in our guest bedroom.
One night while John and I were in bed John said, "I like Keith a lot, he's a good friend. I feel sorry for him, not getting any sex since Jan Ellen left him. He used to get a lot with other women but it seems to have hit him hard losing her. I know he really loved her. Do you think you could help him out?"
"What, you mean sleep with him?"
"Well, no, I mean sleep with us both, a threesome."
"Oh John, no. You know how that will go. You won't be able to make me cum and if he does and can get it up again, I will want him to fuck me all night long."
"Yes, I know, and I'm okay with that. I love you Signe, and I love Keith like a brother. I want you both to be happy and I trust that you won't fall in love with him and leave me. It's just sex. You can give me one of your spectacular blowjobs before you start up with Keith and then I'll be happy to watch him fuck you."
I was grinning so hard I thought my face might crack. "Really? Great! I love you too and I do like Keith. It makes me wet when he flirts with me. He's tall, cute and a lot of fun. When do you want to do this?"
"Tonight. Right now. He's in the guest bedroom and I don't think he's asleep yet. If you're up for this, I'll go ask him if he wants to join us and share you."