"Mmgh... we should fuck..."
"Okay"
They were cuddling on the bed, and this was the third time in a row Ayano had initiated sex with her husband. He had all but stopped after continually messing up sex for them. Jeremy was once again frightful of the prospect of sex with his wife, for the past two months he'd had been unable to get hard enough for penetrative sex.
Jeremy tore away from their spooning position on the bed, and he immediately started kissing her pussy through her panties and sliding his hands up and down her legs. This caught Ayano off-guard with how fast he had transitioned to this, there was no kissing on the mouth or feeling her breasts like she had liked. What Ayano didn't know is that Jeremy was trying to hide his limp dick from her, hoping desperately that foreplay would trigger an erection.
As Jeremy pulled her panties aside and began licking up and down the length of her pussy it became clear to her that she wasn't going to be getting any attention up there, so she started playing with her own breasts and biting her lip. Ayano's moans and body had gotten Jeremy extremely horny, as well as the fact that he hadn't cum in multiple weeks.
Just as he had gotten into flicking his tongue on her clit he had felt his cock twitch. He was finally getting an erection after so long.
"I'm hard!" Jeremy said with a bit too much enthusiasm.
"Really!? Come here".
Ayano pulled Jeremy up to her so their faces met. The foreplay wasn't nearly good or long enough to get her aroused, but she was so desperate to have sex that she didn't care.
"Get the lube".
"Okay!"
Jeremy reached for the lube off the nightstand and went to pour some on his dick.
But that's when he saw it, his penis.
It was thoroughly unimpressive. At the moment it stood and an impressive 3 inches long, it was larger at the base and middle than the head since he wasn't fully hard. But the head looked puny, as did the rest of his thin penis.
Jeremy poured some lube on it and her pussy but the sight of his own dick had killed his mood and his erection. Ayano held him close as he tried to put it in her. He kept trying to push his soft dick in, but it couldn't push its way inside. The fact that with each thrust Ayano was getting more and more turned off made it even more difficult to get inside.
"It's okay babe... maybe next time will be better."
Ayano had a noticeable dejected tone in her voice. Jeremy couldn't get any words past the lump in his throat. Another embarrassment that seemed to be the regular now.
"... can we masturbate instead today?" Ayano sheepishly asked.
"... Yeah, that sounds good." Jeremy quietly responded.
They both pulled out their phones. Jeremy and Ayano both pulled up porn sites on there and quickly pulled up porn that they wanted to watch. They got efficient after the past couple times this happened.
Ayano watching porn was a new development. Normally she would read erotica but ever since they stopped having sex she started watching videos. Ayano had pulled up a certain video on her favorites list. It was a cuckolding video showing a man roughly handling a beautiful woman, pushing her down on the bed, controlling her. He was large, not just in height but muscularity too. His dick was large too. It looked to be 7-8 inches long and thick. Jeremy immediately felt a wave of crushing shame. It was very clear that Ayano was attracted to men who looked nothing like him.
Jeremy looked away, knowing he shouldn't have looked at all, and tried to focus on his porn. It was a compilation of women twerking in various states of undress. Jeremy had always been far more interested in women's asses as opposed to their breasts. The video only contained women, he had vetted the video to make sure of it. Seeing other bigger men caused so much angst in him that he wouldn't be able to masturbate at all with them in the video. He felt his erection coming back and began stroking.
Ayano was nearing orgasm with her vibrator and he looked over again, consumed by curiosity. The video depicted the man standing over the woman with his foot on her head as he fucked her. The woman was face down ass up with a look of pleasure on her face despite the circumstances. Jeremy couldn't look away this time, still stroking his little dick. He for a moment imagined Ayano in that situation on the screen, he knew he wasn't big enough to be in a position like that so he couldn't imagine himself as the man, but the image of Ayano being dominated by another man was burned into his head.
"Nnnngh..." Ayano moaned out loudly.
Her moans turned him on immensely and he finally had an erection. He was 3.65 inches at full length, Ayano had measured it once with him, she claimed it was 3.5 but Jeremy had fought hard for the extra 0.15 inches, as if it mattered.
"Ah..." Ayano moaned even louder with her eyes locked to the screen.
Ayano breathed in sharply.
"Ah... Ahhhhh" Ayano came and let out a series of soft moans. Each moan coming after another wave of pleasure washed over her body.
As Ayano came Jeremy felt his dick well up and extremely quickly he came, Almost before even realizing it. A small amount cum dribbled down his short shaft being totally consumed by the lube on it. Another wave of shame crashed over Jeremy. He just realized he came to the image of his wife being stepped on and fucked by another much stronger, much bigger, man. As if that wasn't embarrassing enough, he was the hardest he had been in months watching that.
Ayano looked over to him with lustful eyes.
"That was nice... wasn't it?"
Jeremy held his breath for a moment.
"Yeah..."
Jeremy had both pain and pleasure on his mind. He both meant that and resented his agreement at the same time. Still, it was the first time he's come in a month. Normally he didn't come at the end of their masturbation sessions. He was hurting but he only could think about how he wanted to jerk off to that image in his head again.
Jeremy awoke to the sound of Ayano getting ready for work. It was summertime which meant Jeremy was out of work as a teacher. He usually picked up various random jobs during this time, but his sexual woes left him unmotivated. However, his wife was an accountant at a decently sized firm. She was definitely the breadwinner in the family though his teaching job made decent money only during the school year. Ayano had always been very ambition in her career and had worked her way up to a respectable position at her company, not at the very top but still quite high up. Jeremy turned over in bed and looked at his wife getting ready in the bathroom.
Ayano was in her sleep outfit, much like her porn habits, the clothes she wore had changed the past couple of weeks. She wore a pair of pink lacey panties with lace flowers embroidered into them, they were see-through aside from her pussy and she had no top on. Ayano was a 5'1" super beauty. Her hair was silky black that went just past the middle of her back. She had beautiful brown eyes that showed a deep pool of details in the sunlight. She had medium sized breasts that were full in appearance, they had just the slightest amount of sag to give them that gorgeous tear drop shape. But Jeremy's favorite part was just below that. She had a very thin waist that looked even thinner next to her large, round butt. Wide hips accentuated her bubble butt giving an imposing size. Though Jeremy was a bit ashamed of it, her butt's the reason he ever worked up the courage to talk to her in the first place.
Ayano had finally finished doing her morning skincare and makeup routine and turned to the bedroom to get dressed. Her work attire was a textured grey pencil skirt that only went down to her mid-thigh with a tiny black thong underneath. Her top was a flowy white blouse that showed a lot of cleavage, it had ruffles at the edges of the blouse and on the cuffs. A matching black push-up bra underneath accentuated her boobs even more. She knew the outfit was pushing what was acceptable work attire, but she had hoped that dressing in sexier clothes would arouse her husband. She had felt for a while now that the reason he had sexual troubles was because she wasn't attractive enough.
This couldn't be further from the truth. Jeremy was extremely aroused by her even in unrevealing outfits. But he couldn't communicate that.
"Have a good day at work" Jeremy said with a quick kiss.
"I'm sure I will" Ayano responded in a half sarcastic tone.
....
It was just another regular day at the office for Ayano. There wasn't a particularly large amount of work to do so she decided to take a coffee break. When she got to the room she was greeted by her boss Derrick. A quick exchange followed, and they both sat next to each other at one of the break-room tables. Aside from them no one else was in there, and it was quiet.
"Has there been much work on your end?" Ayano asked.
"No, there hasn't been much. It's been a pretty slow day."
"It's been the same here..."
Ayano felt a wave of calm wash over her as she spoke to him. She had never really had a problem with her bosses before, when they were old men. But her boss right now was only a year older than her. He was young and Athletic and though Ayano wouldn't have said it out loud, she found him extremely attractive. More so than any guy she had met before. She felt a shameful for finding another man attractive when she had already promised herself to her husband, but that didn't stop her from staring at him every chance she got.
Derrick was a 6'1" man's man. Dark brown hair, brown eyes, and his whole demeanor radiated masculinity. Despite that he was extremely friendly, almost everyone in the office liked him, it was clear how he had been promoted so fast. His suit fit him extremely well, he was large with broad shoulders. But he never gave off the appearance of being fat, when he didn't wear his suit jacket it was obvious how lean he was. He must've made every other man in that office jealous with how good he looked.
Ayano and Derrick continued to chit chat about work.
"So, How has your partner been?" Ayano changed the subject to something a bit more intimate.
"Oh... Well, I'm actually single right now."
"Really?! I find that hard to believe" Ayano quickly retorted.