I watched my best friend,Matt, eye my wife's tits each time he thought I wasn't looking at him. It had turned into a game of sorts over breakfast. Each time I turned my head away, his eyes went to her big knockers. Obviously, he didn't realize that I could see his reflection in a nearby window. My wife, Janice, was either unaware or pretending not to notice the looks. I wasn't certain which it was. Her big, 38DD breasts always drew stares from men. Early in our marriage, she had once admitted that she knew men looked at her large breasts and probably wanted to fuck her badly. She claimed that she wasn't comfortable with the attention and never acknowledged it. It was difficult to get her to discuss anything having to do with her body or sex. She always acted angry if I pushed too much for her to talk about sexual matters.
After five years of marriage, I thought she secretly enjoy the attention. Despite her pronouncement that she was uncomfortable with being eyed up, she seemed to do things to encourage it. Like this morning. My friend from the ship had spent the night, sleeping on the couch in the living room. When she came down from upstairs, she was wearing a red robe that permitted a fine view of her deep cleavage. As she made coffee and prepared breakfast, she had seemed unconcerned with the front of her robe and how much bare breast she was exposing. Matt had watched her closely from our vantage point at the kitchen table and I knew that he was wondering if she was completely naked beneath the garment.
I was somewhat curious myself. Janice always slept naked and my guess was that she hadn't bothered putting on panties. I could ask her Matt left, but I knew that she would take it as criticism and give me the chilly treatment for hours afterwards. We played the same game when she wore her skimpy bikini to the pool in our apartment complex or went out on the patio wearing her
cheeky peeky
shorts. It seemed that she enjoyed men checking her out, but I was expected to pretend not to notice or talk about it. I didn't quite know what any of it meant, but I was learning to keep my mouth shut.
I turned from the window and Matt's eyes dropped to his coffee cup once more. My wife was wearing her innocent look as if nothing was going on. Only the very corners of her mouth, curled into a
Mona Lisa
smile, seemed to indicate some purposeful involvement in the game. Maybe her behavior was unconscious and she really wasn't aware that she was sending signals that confused men. Hell, I was confused about my own feelings. I actually enjoyed watching other men look at my wife, knowing that they wanted to fondle her titties or slip a hard cock into her pussy. I had never admitted my unusual feelings to her because I knew that she would just get angry.
Janice remained in the robe as she cleaned up after breakfast. Matt and I drank coffee, smoked, and chatted about the ship. His eyes were never off Janice unless I was looking at him and when she bent to pour him more coffee, he forgot to check where I was looking before his eyes burrowed down the front of her robe. Her innocent expression never wavered, but I saw a sparkle in her eyes and noted that she didn't hurry the process. From my vantage across the table, the creamy skin of half of one breast was exposed. I wondered if Matt was being treated to a look at a hard nipple.
Janice changed into her skimpy shorts and a halter-top when Matt was ready to leave, having decided to go along for the ride when I drove my friend back to the ship. It was the weekend and Matt didn't have to be on the ship, but he had an afternoon date with a new girlfriend and had to get ready. He sought Janice's womanly advice about
love
on the ride back to the navy base. He seemed to be asking in a round-about way how long he should wait before he tried to have sex with the woman. I fought down a laugh when Janice explained that every woman was different and that he should be patient until the woman sent a clear
signal
that she was interested in moving the relationship forward.
I considered the fact that my wife was constantly sending
fuck me
signals and wondered if she was seeing someone when my ship was out at sea. Whether she was or wasn't, I knew that it wasn't a question that I could ask without receiving the cold silent treatment. Janice was quiet on the ride home, looking out the passenger window most of the way. I wondered what she was thinking. Whatever it was, I would likely never hear about it. I was tempted to blurt out that we should talk, but I knew I would get the
I don't know what you are talking about
response.
Back at home, Janice settled into a chair in the living room with a romance novel and I poured a cup of coffee and drifted out to the patio to smoke. I tried to decide why my marriage seemed so perfect on the surface, but that the currents down below swirled in a confused and unpredictable fashion. Where was this unacknowledged riptide taking us? I drifted into a daydream where Matt fucked my wife while I watched. I wondered if Jenny wanted to fuck other men and just didn't know how to tell me. The fantasy gave me a throbbing hard on as it always did.
I slipped into the bed in the darkness and felt Janice's soft warm titties press into my back as she rolled against me. It was Saturday night and she expected me to want to have sex with her. It was our ritual. We had sex once a week on Saturday night unless the ship was out at sea in which case we had sex the night the ship returned. It was a stupid way to live, but if I tried to fuck her on any other night, an argument followed by a month of coldness would be my reward. Even the once a week sex wasn't really satisfying since Janice didn't seem to enjoy it and made me feel as if she was merely doing me a favor.
Janice put her hand on my leg close to my dick but made no effort to touch it. She never did. I had to move her hand to my dick and then her fondling was half-hearted. As soon as I managed a hard on she would want me to get on top and fuck her as if she was anxious to have it behind her. She would make cooing noises as if she was feeling pleasure while I fucked her, but I didn't believe that she enjoyed it at all since she never had an orgasm. She was just doing her
wifely
duty, something to get over with for another week.
To get excited about having sex under the circumstances, I had first resorted to imagining that I was a stranger, meeting her at a cheap motel for illicit sex or one of my friends from the ship fucking her behind my back. That had worked for a couple of years, but lately I had to imagine that I was watching someone fuck her in order to get aroused. It was a strange feeling to play the duel roll of fantasy lover and voyeur husband, but the game was wildly exciting to me. Janice had noticed the change and had mentioned a couple of months previously that I seemed to be getting wilder in bed. I sensed a veiled accusation in her tone and thought she might think I was having an affair. I couldn't tell her that the renewed excitement came from imagining that I was watching her sucking and fucking other men.
I positioned myself between her spread legs and guided my hard cock into her pussy. I pumped slowly, remembering the way Matt had looked down her robe at breakfast. I imagined him suddenly slipping his hand inside Janice's robe and squeezing her tittie. She moaned and pulled the robe open so I could see the man's hands on her naked breast. He leaned forward and sucked a hard nipple into his mouth. "I thought Matt was going to grab your tittie this morning at breakfast."
"You don't think he would really do something like that—do you?"
"I don't know if he would, but I think he wanted to," I replied. "I can't blame him since you were giving him a good look at them." As soon as I said it, I knew that it was a mistake. "But I don't see anything wrong with that," I hurriedly added.
"You don't?" she asked in a tone that sounded a little surprised.
I felt a surge of excitement and tried to control the urge to slam into her harder. "Maybe I am weird, but I don't see—a problem with—if you let another man played with your titties. They are very nice, you know."
"Are you serious," she asked, disbelief obvious in her voice.
" I—I mean if you didn't mind, I don't see a problem with it. I'm not saying that I think it's okay for a man to touch you if you objected."
Janice was silent for several seconds. "Wouldn't you be jealous if knew that I was letting another man play with my tits?"
I decided to take a chance and tell the truth. "I think it would be interesting—exciting to watch."
" To watch," Janice repeated. "Are you saying that you would enjoy
watching
someone put their hands on me?"
I saw no reason to hold back. "I think it would be very exciting." I wondered if the idea excited her. I noticed that she was beginning to squirm beneath me as I fucked her. "I would actually like to watch someone fuck you," I added to see how she reacted.
She gasped softly in the darkness. "That—that is wild. I had heard that there were men who enjoyed watching their wives fucking other men, but I had no idea you felt that way. Why didn't you tell me before?"
"I only realized in the past couple of months that I would really enjoy it. I assumed that you would object to the idea."
" Enjoy it," she repeated as if trying to gasp the notion. "What if you are wrong? What if someone started fucking me while you watched and you suddenly changed your mind? How can you be sure that you wouldn't be jealous and angry—if I did that?"
I fucked her faster. "Because every time I imagine it, I get a throbbing hard on. It is my favorite sexual fantasy." I felt her hips raise to meant my thrusts. "I promise you that I would not change my mind. It is the most exciting thing I can imagine."
Janice opened her legs wider. " So how do we find someone willing to fuck me while you watch?"
It was a good question and one for which I didn't have an answer. "I don't know, but like you said before, there are other men who enjoy watching their wives having sex so there must be men who like screwing married women with the husband in the room. I suppose I could ask Matt if he wants to fuck you."
Janice moaned loudly. "I would probably be too inhibited to do anything with someone we know. I think you should just bring strangers home to fuck me."
I felt an intense wave of excitement at the realization that my wife had just agreed to fuck someone while I watched and she seemed to suggest that she would do it it more than once by saying
strangers