Chapter 9 -- Carl
I called Charlotte on Tuesday afternoon.
"Hello, Princess. How are you?" I was determined not to bring the subject up, but make her tell me what she wanted to do. I didn't have to wait too long.
"I am fine I guess, but starting to have second thoughts."
I didn't know at that moment how I felt. Probably more relieved than disappointed. This was getting much too real. "You don't have to do this, honey."
"I know."
"I think it's natural to have doubts. It's a big step and something we are only considering because of our weekly forced separations. Can you tell me your big concerns?"
"I really looked at him today, and he is not at all good looking. That and his age I guess. I have never been with anyone who is ugly and wrinkly. Somewhere, down deep I feel like I deserve only hot guys. After all, my husband is super hot." That was not said as a compliment, but a statement of fact.
"Thanks honey. I understand."
"But I also feel like I deserve this experience, too. Doesn't a woman like me, deserve that, too? Lynn says I deserve it."
Wow. What do I say to that? Best to say nothing, but she forged on.
"There is something else. I spoke again with Lynn. She wanted me to know exactly what I am getting into. She wanted me to know that this won't be making love like you and I do. She said it's all hardcore. If I go through with this, I will get it really hard. She said he likes to dominate women. I am not used to being treated like that. In a fantasy, it's safe. This won't be a fantasy."
"So you are rethinking this? Ok. You don't need to do it, Princess; that's not a problem."
"I know, but I said I would and well... I know about the money. I know you talked about the money. The problem is in my head. What if I like it more than I dislike it. How bad is that? I could really like it! I think I have really built it up in my mind. Lynn said he likes to make girls beg for it. Do you believe that -- me begging for him? I can't see me doing that. Men should beg the woman. I don't beg them."
I could think of nothing to say in response to any of that. All I could ask was what she planned to do.
"I'm still horny, thank you. Why can't you be here? Why do I have to deal with all this sex in my head?"
"That's what a guy's head is like. We think about sex all day, every day."
"Really, how do you stand it? I think it's also what sluts and whores do. I think I am turning into a slut, or maybe a whore."
"Baby, the money doesn't matter. We'll get our house the normal way."
"Our meeting is tonight."
"You mean, your date."
"It's starting to feel like that. He's sending a limo for me."
"Like a rich guy on a date. Are you going?"
"Yes of course. I feel like I he's magnetic. Does that make sense?"
"Let me ask a question. What if I was there right now. Would this still be a thing?"
"Oh, baby. I want to think the answer would be no, but that would be a lie. Since I saw that picture and heard the stories from Lynn, I have filled my head with images of sex. What is wrong with me? I think I really, really want this fantasy fulfilled, and I want it with him. Not with some young handsome guy, but with this old man."
"Why is that, do you think?"
"I don't know. Something different maybe. And it's there. Right there. A big cock in the hand, instead of one in the bush. Sorry, all Mommy 's little sayings keep popping into my head. I know that deep down, I believe that I am a very beautiful woman. Wow, that sounded so conceited."
"But true!"
"Well, that's what everyone says. Anyway, I wonder if I deserve an Earth-shattering sexual experience. Shouldn't girls like me get that, at least once? Maybe that sounds bad, I don't know."
"It has an odd logic, yes. But, I get your point." It hurt that she felt that way about our lovemaking, but I was strangely OK with what she was saying.
"Anyway, you're not here, and I have needs. I deserve this. I need this. And you gave your permission. You want this too. I know you do. You want him to get your wife. It's your fantasy."
"Does he know about your decision?"
"No. I thought it might be sexier for him to think he's seducing me." She had a sheepish smile.
"What about my conditions?"
"I can tell him when the time comes that he needs your permission for more than the one thing."
"We spent enough time talking about if you like it too much, but what if you don't like it at all?"
"I think we both know I will, honey. If he is anything like his reputation, I will want to do this again. I think he'll have no problem with your conditions. We know he gets excited about seducing other men's wives. I have to admit, I find it more than a little hot, too."
"Why is that?"
"We know that he wants to turn this unto something more. He thinks he can take me from you. It's a game."
"What is the plan for tonight?"
"I don't know exactly. It's kinda exciting not knowing."
"So, are you excited?"
"Talking about it has made me excited. This is your chance to stop this. After that, I'll be with him, and it will be too late to stop. What I don't get is why you are allowing this. Another man is going to be with your wife."
"I told you I would let you have this. As you said, you deserve it. Did you warm up with the the big fake one last night?"
"No. I thought I would save all my energy for him."
"Like starving yourself for Thanksgiving."
"Exactly."
Later that night, I got a FaceTime call after I returned to my room. She is in our bedroom in full makeup and with just a pair of tiny red string panties and red high heels. Her little shaved pussy was protected by just a triangle of material and some string. Jesus, she never wore these for me.
"Help me pick out a dress. I want to look good. It's a fancy dinner."
"Princess, any of your dresses will impress anyone. It's you, not the dress."
"Thanks baby! But what I meant to say is that I want that old bastard to drool over me. I want him to pitch a tent right there in the car. I want him to beg me before we finish eating. I want to torture him for the mean things he said to me."
Silence. Then she resumes.
"Listen to me. I am turning into a bitch!"
"Red dress," I said.
"Oh, the shiny one? Deep cleavage, very short. That one?" She flashed an evil smile.
"Jesus, yes. You knew I would say that. It's why you have red shoes and panties on. I think you are trying to tease me."
"I am. And him. I want both of you drooling over me. I'm greedy. I want both my beautiful boy and the big-cocked brut. Will you be touching yourself while you watch me suck the dirty old man?"
"Probably." She started pulling on the dress.
"That is so hot! God I wish I could see that. I just got quite excited when you said that."
"You have to start the camera before you start. I want to hear you give him my conditions. He needs to know the rules. Make sure you don't forget."
"Ok baby. I won't. The next time you see me I will be sucking on his big cock like a dirty whore! Gotta go, my limo is here." And she hurried out the door.