"So do you want me there tonight?" "I mean if anything goes wrong, if anything's not right I'll be there, if you want me to be?
Tamara is silent for a moment, she hadn't thought too much about that side of things, happy as she was.
"Well, yea....if you like?" "An' if you're sure you don't mind?"
"No I won't mind!" "You can never be too careful, and besides." "I kinda wanna watch you get stuffed by two guys!"
Tamara's mouth opens agape and her cheeks flush.
"You, watch it you!" "Or it'll be you gets stuffed mate."
"Ooh I might hold you to that Tamara if you have second thoughts." She says, flashing her a mischievous smile.
"No, 'm not doin' second thoughts Amelia."
"I'll jus' be there watching you Tamara, now come on slutty drawers better get you back to your wedding reception before they all figure out what you're up to."
"Tamara's eyes widen and she gives her an admonishing slap on the arm.
Amelia steps back laughing to herself.
"C'mon, look proper and bridal, virginal!"
"Phwa!" Comes Tamara, haven't been that for a very long time." And she downs the rest of her drink with her chin back, taking a breath inside the icey glass interior. Then they make for the door.
"Right shut up you." She tells Amelia.
"Mum's the word."
The weighty door swings back onto the now empty room before being wrestled into submission by a fire door arm, disappearing voices scuttle of down the corridor but inside the near white interior of the bridal suite a quiet peace descends.
As Tamara walks, she feels despite the vodka, a little self conscious. She can feel the cheap knickers against her fanny. Gone is the comforting luxury of the dutiful brides soft satin panties. Here and now, she thinks, a scarlet woman walks the floors, hiding in plain site. She feels a sense of power and purpose in her stride beneath her nervous energy. She is a real woman after all, beneath the somewhat stultifying facade of matrimonial tradition.
She can't wait to dance with Simon. Should she tell him? There, with all of them people about? He might not have quite the reaction she'd like if she just thrust it on him. Better to wait and see, go with the moment she thinks to herself.
They get into the lift, both silent. As it descends Amelia hits the button.
"I'm just gonna nip to my room alright?"
"Yea fine go on." Says Tamara checking her dress, wanting to give the impression of being cool and in control.
"Oh well I'll see you in a bit." Says Amelia.