---Part Nine - Just us Guys ---
I walked into my office and checked e-mail and phone messages, then looked at my calendar. Aside from one message, a co-worker calling me to say she had to take her kid to a dental appointment in the morning and wouldn't be in until noon, there was nothing pressing. I made a few calls, sent a few e-mails, talked to a few people then went upstairs and talked to my co-worker to tell him I was playing hooky for a few hours. If anything important came up, he should call me on my cell phone.
I rarely take time off, never call in sick, and stay at work long after most of my co-workers leave for the day. Even on the mornings that I would visit Veronica, I was still in the office before most of the others. In short, skipping out for a few hours was nothing for me to feel guilty about.
When I got back to the apartment compound, I found Mrs. Kravitz at her post, looking at me, looking at her. I smiled with no response from her. Jonah walked out the front door to come to the truck and Veronica, holding Emma waved good bye.
Jonah was wearing jeans with well worn boots and a Texas A&M t-shirt. He smelled freshly showered and I recognized the Axe body wash my son uses. He seemed enthusiastic about our little adventure and asked where we were off to. I drove out of the compound up to Military then headed west toward Highway 90. I told him I wanted to go someplace we could talk and get to know each other a little better. We stopped in at a Barbecue place and got some ice teas for our trip. We had a little chit chat and small talk as I drove.
I had the idea of going to an old fishing hole I took my kids when they were younger, and before long, we were on Highway 90 headed west toward the town of Castroville. I had the radio playing fairly low so we could talk but I asked Jonah what stations he listened to. What really surprised me about both Veronica and Jonah was the fact that they seemed so mature. Granted, at 25, I felt mature too, but in retrospect, I was just a little kid. Jonah shared a wide interest in musical tastes like me, saying, "Anything but hip hop."
He started punching the pre-sets to get an idea about the stations I listen to and with each new station, he would say, "That's cool" or "I can get into that."
He hit the last button, a station called Tejano 107.5, and Jimmy Gonzales and Grupo Mazz were belting out one of their hits.
Pero tengo que aceptar
Nada gano con llorar
Como pudo esto pasar
Me pregunto
Que manera de perder
Mas y mas; me acuerdo mas
Pero nada se compara amor
Como te quiero
Once you get beyond Loop 1604 anywhere south of Highway 90 in San Antonio, you suddenly find yourself in the middle of farms and ranch land. Texas is huge, and you can find yourself feeling the freedom of space just 15 or 20 minutes from the metropolis. We listened to the music with very little discussion and then I turned south onto Melcher Lane, directly between two cornfields. At the end of the road we turned east onto Gross Lane and I pulled the truck off the road into a clearing at a bridge where the Medina River crosses, maybe 40 to 50 feet at the most. The water is low enough that you could easily walk across most the way, and maybe get wet up to your waist at the deepest. Of course, wearing slacks and a shirt with tie, I had no intention of swimming.
I had not been to this place in years. I had these memories of taking my kids with small fishing poles and letting them fish, with absolutely no expectation of catching anything. We could spend an hour or two with maybe one other car passing by the whole time. If nothing had changed, I expected Jonah and I could kick back, drink tea and get to know one another with little interruption. And that's what we did.
I had the windows on the truck rolled down and I pulled the keys out of the ignition so I could open the door without the irritating bing bing bing. I began to loosen my tie and Jonah looked over at me, a bit alarmed and said, "Hey, I'm totally cool with you and your whole Bi thing, but I need you to know that I'm not that way."
I laughed out loud, "Relax. I'm not here to convert you."
There is an assumption that the men into "this thing" have latent homosexual feelings and they utilize their wives as a way of secretly fulfilling the need for contact with other men. While in a way, I can see how that might be true in some men, I have known too many guys that simply had no interest whatsoever in any form of male to male contact, yet, were extremely flexible if the activity involved the wife. I know that Veronica would have told me if Jonah was bi, or if she even suspected that he had hidden feelings about it. The idea that he could get off on the panties with my load so elegantly painted on them, did not surprise me in the least, given what I have learned over the years.
I took my tie off and placed it on the dash then rolled up my sleeves and made myself a little more comfortable. We were parked beneath a very large oak that provided a huge canopy of shade, but without much of a breeze, it wouldn't be long before the temperature would rise and things would be uncomfortable without the benefit of air conditioning. I repeated myself, "I'm not here to convert you, but if you feel the urge to show me your dick, I won't complain."
We both laughed and Jonah responded, "I think I'm good."
With that little ice breaker, our conversation flowed for more than an hour. Jonah told me about his time in the military, his tour in the war zone, and probably a little more detail than he should have shared. He told me about his family, growing up and in particular, the story about losing his virginity while visiting his uncle in Cotulla. There was definitely more to the story than Veronica had told me.
It turned out that his uncle Steven was actually not much older than him. Jonah's dad was the oldest of the family and Steven was the youngest, just about six or seven years older than Jonah. That year, the uncle had been seeing this younger gal. I hesitate to use the words Statutory Rape, but given the fact that the uncle was over twenty-one and the young lady was sixteen or so (I'm not sure of the exact details here) I think it would be safe to assume. Right or wrong, I get the feeling this type of relationship probably happens in many smaller towns in Texas, and elsewhere. Plus, defending his uncle, Jonah said, "Look how old you are compared to Veronica."
I quickly responded, "We're not here to talk about Veronica. Tell me about your first time!"
Turns out Jonah got quite the education. Steven had been with the teenage town pump on numerous occasions, as had apparently many of the boys and young men in Cotulla. With the promise of enough Jack Daniels for everyone, the girl, Tabitha, agreed to a threesome. The three had an ice chest of Mexican Cokes, a fifth of Jack and plastic cups with them when they headed onto the family hunting lease. There was fairly rustic travel trailer used as a hunting camp, and the boys knew it was not being used that weekend.
When they arrived, Jonah cranked on the air conditioner, they turned on some music and the party commenced. For Jonah, his role was mostly as observer. He sipped his drink and watched voyeuristically as his uncle engaged the teen. She was easily the more experienced which Jonah told me he found both exciting, but sad. "How could this girl who was the same age as me know so much?"
When Uncle Steven finished his turn, he pulled up his pants and walked to the kitchen part of the trailer to refill his cup. Jonah sat frozen, realizing that he was now required to take action. He had no idea that when Tabitha suggested he go down on her, that he was being made the butt of a joke. Jonah thought nothing of the used condition of his first sexual partner and did as instructed. Several years before he was even aware of the term, Jonah experienced his first cream pie.
Steven came back and busted out laughing at the sight of Jonah with his face buried in used pussy. Instead of being embarrassed, Jonah happily continued, then promptly stood up, dropped his pants and proceeded to do what came natural, "for a full forty-five seconds."
He said that he and the uncle took turns twice, before they both passed out drunk. He has no idea whatever became of Tabitha but he hoped the best for her.
Jonah described how he came to meet Veronica at the lounge and how it took him a while to convince her, not only to go out with him (that was an expensive endeavor) but how he was actually cool with the fact that she danced for other men. This is where I felt like we were getting to the point in the conversation where I wanted to be. I really wanted to understand this mindset that obviously, was somewhat similar to my own.
Jonah's first encounter with a woman was certainly unconventional and it would turn out, when he was in the military he had met a guy, Tom, who was a few years older, married and apparently, a swinger. The stories Tom would tell Jonah in private were certainly titillating. Tom and his wife would attend swing parties, and they had even gone on a trip to Jamaica where Tom and his adventurous wife spent four days and three nights of non-stop sex with others. The trip culminated with his wife picking up a local who spent the evening in their villa ravaging her while her husband watched and furiously masturbated. When he described for Jonah the ensuing cream pie and his consumption thereof, Jonah casually told him that he too had experienced that, though not with a well endowed Jamaican man, but rather his uncle and a sixteen year old girl.
I was seeing that with just these limited experiences; Jonah had a completely different point of view. I had always been guarded with the idea, the fantasy of it. On the other hand, for Jonah, this was simply another item on the menu of sexual encounters. Though he had no interest in sucking a dick, the idea of eating his own or someone else's cum from a vagina was neither gay, nor gross. "Name a woman who hasn't sucked a dick after it has been inside her own pussy. Why is it any different?" he asked.
Jonah asked me how it started for me and my wife. When did I realize that I had this turn-on, and how did I get her to join in the fun.
"A Polaroid camera." I said. "That was the real start for us."
"I'm not sure I understand." Jonah replied, opening the truck door on his side to get out. "Hang on a second, I gotta pee."
Jonah walked to the large oak near the truck and stood there without an attempt to block himself from the view of the street, though facing away from me for privacy. I turned away from where he was peeing on the tree and focused my eyes in the rear view mirror looking back at the road.