I started this one thinking I would build on a vignette from "Gunny" with Winona Gustophsen as the main character but the more I wrote into it the more I was reminded of the protagonist, Dave, and the story needed to be his instead of the curious woman named Winona. She still has a story to tell but the unfolding of it will have to be on her timeline rather than Dave's.
None of the people or events is anything other than fictional accounts. I might allow my mind to wander but I assure you my life is rather mundane in accordance with my preferred mild preferences. As usual I will allow anonymous comments but please keep them civil. As for the two or three who are constant thorns, well, you know who you are. Don't waste your time. You will not like the story and I did not write it for your particular enjoyments. There is no scorched bitch or bastard. There is no swinging, well, there is one scene that was border-line but no spouses were involved. I don't have a clue what a RAAC scenario is in a real world sense; there are always costs to any failed or challenged relationship. I know because I have racked up quite a charge to my own account over the years.
I will delete turds. If you are one and your comment is deleted consider yourself outed. Contrary to rumors I actually like constructive criticism and it helps me on the next endeavor. For example a commenter once noted I misused "and I" vs. "and me" often and because of that I try to catch myself on that when I can. If I miss a period, let me know; I get cranky when that happens. If you don't like the story, email me and I'll get you a refund.
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There is always the potential for another chapter in every saga.
Sheets of rain were pouring off the highway when I pulled into the convenience store off Rt. 75 between Sherman and Denison, Texas that afternoon. It was the kind of rain where vision was down to a couple feet and even when sitting still I couldn't make out the store signage between my car in the parking lot and the entrance.
When I landed at Dallas-Ft. Worth there were grey skies but the rental agent told me I'd probably run into heavy storms as I approached Lake Texoma to the north. I was on my way to one of our plants in Durant, Oklahoma to oversee installation of a new extruder on the shop floor and needed to be there at the start of the next morning shift. From where I was I didn't have all that far to go.
It was a last minute trip pushed onto me the previous evening when one of the engineers on site at Durant took sick so I got the task. My wife travels a lot for her job as well and this was one of her weeks; she was in Atlanta for a conference and I'd be finished and done with this one about the same time she returned.
I walked up to the counter with a bag of chips and a soda and a little high school girl rang it up and handed me the receipt.
"Are you heading north, sir?"
I let her know I was.
"Well the State Police just closed northbound Rt. 75 up at the bridge. A couple tanker trucks had a big wreck and shut it down. I think they are routing all traffic across Rt. 82 to Rt. 377 but it's going to be backed up for miles."
I thanked her for the information and headed back to my car to figure out what I was going to do now. The rain was still coming down in torrents. From where I was I could get to Durant in maybe fifteen, twenty minutes on dry pavement when it was cleared out by morning. Given the conditions, that meant a night on the Texas side of the border.
I pulled up my honors club app and reserved a room at the Texoma Garden Inn just less than a mile from where I was off one of the access roads and headed in that direction.
"Mr. David Hoff?" The desk clerk asked when she checked my reservation.
I affirmed that's who I was and she gave me a key card to the room. It was a typical business traveler's hotel; it had the breakfast room and for this rainy mess of a day it had a nice bar and grill to kill some time in if I wanted to stay in for the evening.
With a quick call to the plant I settled into the room. I've got this thing about hotel rooms; I don't like them even though I live out of them so frequently. I couldn't stay settled for more than an hour. I tried calling Tracy, my wife, and I couldn't get ahold of her so I left her a message instead and let her know I'd call later that evening.
"So what are you looking to have for dinner?" The clerk asked when I inquired of a good place to eat and maybe have a good beer. "I think you'd like 'Loose Wheels' over behind the hospital across the highway from here."
I took the advice and later that evening made the short drive. It was a busy crowd so I agreed to take a seat at the bar and have a burger and a beer right there. The band had just begun to play by the time I finished the plate and the next beer arrived.
The next few moments I guess could be described as a pause of what I might otherwise consider reality. 'Loose Wheels' became an extraneous backdrop and if you can imagine what a sense of horizontal vertigo might seem like, that's the best I can describe it. I watched her lift a glass of wine to her lips and wipe a smudge of it onto her napkin. She was smiling, happy, definitely not feeling any pain and she wasn't alone. She was with another couple and a man I had never seen before. I knew the other woman.
The two of them were intimate and it was obvious at least to me that the four of them knew each other well. It was an intimacy that wasn't acquired overnight. The two of them were pretty much as I pictured Tracy and me to be except it wasn't me at the table.
I watched my wife of four years lean over and kiss the man she was with as her lips lingered on his before they both stood and moved out onto the dance floor. From where I was sitting I had a box seat to every furtive exchange between the two of them, to every embrace and each brush of the cheek.
I don't know how long I sat there watching them. Nothing else around me mattered and as if on autopilot I pulled my card out and handed it to the waitress to settle the bill as the two lovers continued to move on the floor. By the time the song ended I had signed the check and watched as the two of them returned to the table.
He held out the chair for her before she sat down and as he seated himself and pulled into the table she looked up and perhaps it was the greatest coincidence of all time; a brilliant lightning strike hit the ground outside and was immediately followed by a tremendous thunderclap, just as Tracy's eyes met mine.
I don't know why I did it but I slipped off the stool and approached the table all the while Tracy's eyes grew large and her face drained of color. By the time I reached it she was shaking and weeping and trying to mouth words I just couldn't hear above the din.
"Hello Tracy. Don't get up on my account. I'm just leaving."
I took off my wedding ring and looked at it in my hand and held it up as if to appraise it.
"Twenty four carat gold; it's probably worth more now than four years ago. Buy yourself something nice with it."
I tossed it onto the table in the middle of the two couples and turned around and walked out. I remember thinking to myself 'what a hell of a coincidence' as I turned the ignition over in the car and headed back to the hotel. She was standing outside the entrance watching me drive away with a hand over her mouth.
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I'll never let you see The way my broken heart is hurting me I've got my pride and I know how to hide All the sorrow and pain I'll do my crying in the rain
Tracy Gallant was a twenty nine year old road warrior for an IT services provider when I first laid eyes on her in a cafe in downtown Charleston, SC. She was dining with a table of people and I met her while waiting to use the restroom; hell of a place to strike up a conversation but we did.
She was the picture of an All American girl next door with her hair cut short in a bob and a dress providing just a glimpse of cleavage yet offering hope for what lay underneath. We've all heard the stories of falling in love on first sight. Well that didn't happen. I fell in love on second sight when she joined me at the bar after her party broke for the evening.
I was working for a plastics manufacturer in North Charleston spending half my life on the road as a troubleshooter and Tracy was doing pretty much the same thing in her professional realm. She grew up in north Texas and after graduating from UT- Austin and working out of Dallas for a few years, went for the complete change of scenery by taking a job as an IT troubleshooter for a company on Daniel Island here in the Charleston area.
I started my career with the plastics extruding company and have stayed with them ever since, rising in the ranks to the point I was their go-to guy for most deadline crunches. Being thirty years old most of the guys considered me an early achiever; I think I'm just consistent and finish what I start to the end.
"So, Dave Hoff, your place or mine?"
I didn't need to be asked twice. She followed me to my condo on the peninsula and I discovered just how damn good my future wife was going to be. Tracy was all in for everything that night and after we had fucked each other into oblivion she made plans for the next time.
"I'm back in town next Friday. Let's do this again, my place this time."