Sorry I have not written so long. Every time I sit down to write about an adventure, something comes up, and I get distracted. But I want to sincerely thank all the people—men and women—who have written me, sharing their wonderful own and very secret adventures. You have shared with me a bit of yourselves, and I genuinely appreciate that.
These events, by the way—for those just coming in—are about MMF threesomes. They are the "other" taboo.
I have been enjoying threesomes with my husband Rich for about 15 years. I am almost embarrassed to say.....if we did 2 a month....24 a year...15 years. I have enjoyed a lot of men in my life. And a lot of men have enjoyed me.
I am 46, 5'6, 120 pounds, with shoulder length blonde hair, for those who have asked.
The experiences you, my readers, have shared, have been surprisingly similar: The huge number of men out there who shared the secret desire to watch their wives with another man. But more surprisingly—the number of women who have been shared by their husbands, and enjoy it. Most with a "best friend." My husband and I prefer strangers, to avoid all chances of falling in love. Because that is what the innocent male partner tends to do—fall in love. They feel if they fucked you, you love them.
Interestingly, I had several women—several—admit one thing: The thrill of their boyfriends or husbands going down on them after they've been with another man. This has been a powerful theme in my sex life at home. To me (and Rich) there is simply nothing sexier than having him go down on me after. To perhaps hold my hands down while my lover is gently fucking me. And when the deposit(s) is made, to grab Rich by the ears and pull him between my legs to taste what my lover did to me. This is a thrill that just keeps me coming over and over. It is the ultimate in sharing.
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The thrill for the men is to see their wives at their sexual peak. To watch their wives be sexual in a way most men never get to see their wives. To see her become flush and buck her hips and extract the fluids from another.
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I was watching an amateur porn movie where a husband was watching his wife get fucked. When the boyfriend grunted and rolled off of her, I expected the husband to jump in. But he didn't. The wife laid there for about 15 minutes, and then she casually looked at her husband and said, "You may want to go down on me now." The reality! I knew what she meant. You have to wait for it to slide down sometimes.
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For men, the end point of sex is supposed to be "ownership." They plant their seed and own you, at least in a metaphysical way. One man wrote this to me: "Face it: When you swallow our come, we own you. You know it."
Perhaps....But when we make that big hairy protruding penis give it up, and leave your 200 pounds of muscle a quivering bowl of jello.....Is that too not power?
And what probably annoys so many men who aren't into wife sharing is this: The female aggressor. Your goal is to make a deposit to own us....ours is to make you deposit to own you. In its purest form, we don't want to fall in love with you. We want to extract your sperm and share it with our husbands. Our husbands love sloppy seconds, feeling the liquid warmth of your semen in our vagina. It could be someone else's semen; it wouldn't matter. It's semen. So after you make your deposit, it is time to go.
In short, we use you, too.
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I met a 19 year old red head kid on a beach. He was tall and thin with a huge thicket of orange pubic hair. He was a pure red head and his skin looked so white, pure as the driven snow. He was on his back, on a towel, with his eyes closed, displayng a large proud wind-driven erection that caught my eye. His penis and scrotum shared one long thicket of red pubic hair. The end of his penis was a light reddish, and the rest was pure white. His vulnerability made him incredibly sexy.
He was on the beach in Sandy Hook. He was laying on his back, by himself, with an erection blowing in the wind, and a long very thick rope of precum connecting to his belly.