I'm sitting on a bed in my hotel room staring at the room phone. Psyching myself up. I look at the phone, then study my alligator 4-inch heels, then stare at the phone.
Have you ever been so turned on that your whole body shakes? That's how turned on I am right now. My thighs are clenching, squeezing. I notice that my breathing is labored and heavy. It's now or never...
1 month ago
My name is Heather. I'm 29 years old and married to the love of my life. A brilliant, wonderful man who understands me much better than I understand myself. We don't have children - yet. Work has been too busy for both of us. But recently we've started to plan for them. I'm planning on quitting my job next month so I can be a stay at home mom. While I've really enjoyed my fast-paced life as a corporate lawyer, I've come to the realization that what I really want out of life is to make a home and a family.
That's probably where this all started. My husband - Rob - and I have been really connecting as we've been making all the preparations for me to get pregnant and be a stay at home mom. And we've been having a lot - A LOT - of sex. Great sex. Mind blowing sex. I think both of us realized that now was the time in our lives to really enjoy our physical relationship before life gets too busy.
Rob and I married young when we were still in college. We both ran track competitively for our school so were constantly seeing each other at the same parties - hanging out with the same people. We were both insanely attracted to each other too. I was in the best shape of my life when I was running in school. I've always been tall and athletic but Rob says I have all the right curves in all the right places. I've kept up the running since school. Not to brag, but I still turn heads. I have chin-length blonde hair, big blue eyes, runner's legs, a toned stomach, and an ample chest that I still blame for me not taking Nationals in college. All of which now comes in very handy in my career. I work with powerful men and while I've never tried to get my way through sex, I have noticed that sometimes these men are much more willing to listen to me than some of my male associates.
Rob was my first. I had boyfriends in high school, but had never had sex until Rob. We loved each other so much that we decided to get married our junior year in college. It's a decision I've never
regretted,
but sometimes I have let myself daydream about what could have been. I've wondered whether sex would be a different experience with someone else, but I've never felt an active impulse to fool around. I love Rob too much for that.
Anyway...as I said, we've been having a lot of sex lately. Lots of great sex, with dirty talking and sharing of our fantasies. Most of these fantasies were pretty vanilla - having sex outside, having sex somewhere we could get caught, that sort of thing. However, a few weeks ago he hit on something deeper. I remember exactly where we were when we first discovered (for both of us) one of my hidden turn ons. I was laying underneath Rob, completely naked, and he was slowly rubbing himself up and over my clit, teasing me. He had this sexy grin I could barely make out in our dark bedroom when he whispered in my ear, "Heather, have you ever wished you could experience another man's cock sliding into you? Ever wished you could experience it all over again for the first time with someone new?" He paused, and then whispered, "Has my sexy wife ever wished she could please another man, just for the experience of it?"
My body betrayed me. I was wet before he started talking to me, but I
gushed
and he could feel it coating him as he continued to tease me with his cock. My nipples tightened up and my back arched as I tried to maneuver my hips so I could take him into me. He sunk all the way into me and I moaned, coming immediately, and he held me as I shuddered underneath him. I don't usually come that quickly so Rob knew that he had hit on something with his words.
As my first orgasm subsided, he kept asking me questions and kept thrusting slowly in and out of me. I was so turned on I couldn't properly respond. My only verbal response to most every whispered question was an unintelligible, but urgent moan.
"Do you want someone new to rub his hands all over your body?"
"Do you want to stroke his cock and tease it?"
"Do you want to seduce him or do you want to be taken advantage of?"
"How do you think his cock would feel in your hands?"
"I wonder if other men would taste different than me?
"I bet you'd like to fuck a married man, wouldn't you?"
"Mmmmm, you really do want to fuck around, don't you?"
"Well...guess what...you have permission...if you want it..."
That last one sent me over the edge again and I whimpered "Yes, oh yes, please, please, please, please" as we came together. Rob collapsed on top of me and we laid there, breathing hard, not saying anything. We both knew that we had crossed some line, but didn't know how to go about bringing it up. I've never come twice in one session that fast and I was a little worried about Rob's reaction.
Then we looked at each other and simultaneously burst out laughing. It was nervous energy, I suppose, but it helped relax the mood. Rob rolled over and we giggled for a few minutes as his hand stroked my stomach up and down.