To me the ultimate turn-on for years was to see my sweet little wife placed into a powerless position while men used her for their pleasure just like in the stories I read. For some time it seemed the only way I could get off was placing her in the stories. Then one day I was on my laptop surfing illustrated wife watching stories when I got an emergency work call. I had set the laptop down and forgot to close the lid. A half hour later I returned to find my wife in tears staring at the screen in her grip.
And now I was busted. There wasn't any way out of this. I knew I had to face the music. I crossed the room coming up behind her and gently placed my hand on her quaking shoulder. Dawn didn't look up. All she did was to continue her sobbing.
"I'm sorry, Hon." Is all I could say. Dawn continued crying for what seemed hours. I just stood by. Finally my wife turned to face me. With tears streaking her lovely face she began to question my love for her. Was she not enough? Was I unhappy with her? Was she losing me? Question after question was asked. Each time I stumbled out lame answers of how I loved no one but her...that she was all I needed...that the stories and pics were just for fantasy. Finally she got up and headed to the bedroom. The slamming door told me the conversation was over for now.
The next few days were living hell for me. I walked around my wife as if I were on egg shells. Four long days passed before Dawn said she was ready to talk about it. We sat at the dining room table as she began. Dawn again asked me why I wanted to view and read porn. I told her it was as a fantasy to stimulate myself for when we would make love. Dawn sat there awhile considering what I had said.
She continued by asking why I wanted to visualize her taken orally and anally by men, to have sex with strangers. Again, I said it was only a fantasy that never would I want that to happen in real life. Then Dawn floored me by saying the past few days had opened her eyes about how she was not meeting my needs. How could she help? She made it clear there was no way she would ever do what happened to the women in the stories, but was there some way she could make herself more exciting for me?
I thought long about that before answering. Several things came to mind. Yes, I really would like to see her go down on a guy. Hell, I'd like her to go down on me! Yes, I wanted to see her go wild and take on strangers and be fucked in the ass. But I knew if I said anything like that I would be headed for divorce court. Instead I thought I might take a safer route.
Though Dawn has a lovely body and a cute girl next door face she rarely fixed herself up. I'm proud of her and always wanted men to be envious of what I owned. No one really knew just what delights my wife was hiding.
When in public she always covered herself from neck to knee. On rare occasions when she wore a top or dress with a low neckline I looked for circumstances where some lucky guy might see her bra covered tits. However, I knew it was wishful thinking. A bigger turn-on was the thought of her going braless in public. Of course, this also would never happen. But the thought of her small, firm tits on display, her always hard small nips poking a thin top for other guys to see excited me to no end.
So, with some reservation I mentioned that she was so sexy and that it would be a real turn on for me to take her in public dressed sexily, to show her off and let others see how lucky I am to have her for my wife. Dawn brushed it off by saying she was too old and no one else would find her attractive. I know she has always had a poor self image and so I kept stroking her ego. I told her she had the same body she did when we first married. Dawn knew this to be true for even after having our son 20 years ago she had worked hard to keep her tight body.
After a bit Dawn hesitantly asked just how sexy I would want her to be. I knew better than to tell her "dressed like a slut." Instead I gently rubbed her shoulders as I said, "You have beautiful legs, just like a dancer. I would want to show them off. Perhaps a miniskirt or mini dress would be perfect."
"For you, I could do that." Dawn hesitantly replied. I leaned over her while continuing to rub her shoulders. Dawn leaned back enjoying my fingers kneading her tense muscles. "What else?" she asked.
Already my little wife had agreed to more than I ever thought she would. My mind was in overdrive and my cock was getting hard thinking of the possibilities. Should I suggest going braless? Would my shy conservative wife ever agree to that request? I decided to go for broke.
"A real turn on for me would be for you to go braless." I replied. Her back tensed, several long seconds passed before my wife, in a small voice, said, "Is that really true? You want to take me out in public that way? I would feel so exposed. Why?"
"My Dear," I replied, "You have a lovely body. I'm proud to be married to you. I want other men to see my lovely wife, to be teased by the fact here is a beautiful woman and they can't go home with her. It's a turn on knowing you are with me and they are just wishfully thinking of you."
In shock Dawn asked, "You want other men to lust for me? You want to tease them?"
"Again, I'm proud of you as my wife. Yes, I want men to see what I have and to wish they were me. Call it an envy thing or an ego booster. I don't know. But, I do know it would be a thrill."
Dawn bit her lower lip as she thought through what she had heard. As if I weren't there she began murmuring to herself. "Couldn't do it around here...what to wear...maybe...no...not that...perhaps...yes." After a bit she looked up and asked me to sit down. I slid into the seat next to her and she reached out to hold my hands.
"Dave," she began." I never thought I would say something like this but I love you too much not to. I can't do some of those filthy things in those stories and those pictures are disgusting. But, I can dress up for you. I...I guess I can even go out without a bra on. But I have a major concern."