I didn't know whether to put this in loving wives or interracial. I flipped a coin.
My name is Phil Jackson and I'm married to June. I'm 32 years old and June is 30. I stand 6 feet 1 inches tall and weigh around 190 to 200.
June is blonde with blue eyes and stands 5 feet 6 inches tall and weighs around 125. Her 125 pounds are all in the right places. We've been married for 5 years and as of yet have no children.
I work for a major electronics company as a warehouse manager. We're the distribution center for all of central and southern California. It's pretty easy job, thanks to bar codes and computers. Everything is scanned in and out.
I met June 6 years ago at a friends weekend barbecue. We dated and lived together for about a year and finally got married. She works for the LA Superior court system as a court clerk. The friend, Bob Cousy, is my best bud. He's a Celtics fan and I'm a Lakers fan. Of course, we have some heated discussions about who's best. When they play each other, it's pandemonium. June and Missy, Bob's wife, make it a point to be somewhere else during the game. A few times they suggested we have an ambulance standing by.
It's Saturday night and June and I are getting ready to go to Bob's place for drinks and bullshitting. Who knows, maybe even a dance or two. He has a nice patio and it's a warm evening.
"You about ready, Hun?"
"Yeah, as soon as I find my car keys."
"Look in your pants pocket."
"Very funny."
"I mean the ones you wore earlier."
God, I hate when she's right like that. She always gives me one of those smiles
I ring Bob's doorbell and in seconds he opens it.
"Hey, June, Phil. Come on in."
"Hi, Bob. Celtics blow."
"Lakers eat shit. Let me get you two a drink."
June rolls her eyes and we head to the bar. We got our drinks and started mingling. We ended up, out on the patio. I noticed there were a few people I didn't know. Bob, being a good host, came up and started introducing us around. He touched one tall black guy on the shoulder.
"Lamar, I want you to meet Phil and June Jackson. Phil, June. This is Lamar Odom."
His eyes went immediately to June and he flashed a million dollar smile. I was surprised we didn't get radiation burns. He didn't even glance at me. I put my hand out to shake with him.
"Hi, Lamar. Nice to meet you."
He didn't even notice my outstretched hand or acknowledge my presence. I glanced at June and saw she was blushing red and had that 'wow, this guy is hot' smile on her face. I looked down and saw her headlight were on high beam.
He started laying on the charm how glad he was to meet her and how he just loved her dress and her eyes were beautiful.
I stood there for a minute debating whether to throat punch him or knee him in the nuts. Bob had moved away and didn't notice what was going on. I decided not to kill him and walked away. Neither of them noticed. I made my way to the bar and turned to watch my marriage go down the toilet.
I stood there, watching for about fifteen minutes. They danced to two slow songs. Her left hand was up around the back of his neck and his hand was all but holding her ass cheek. She was definitely plastered against him. I was having a serious problem holding a lid on my anger.
Bob walked up and looked at me. He immediately knew something was wrong. He glanced out and saw June and Lamar.
"Oh fuck."
"Yeah, oh fuck is right. I'm gonna go now, Bob. Don't say anything to her. I want to find out how long it takes her to notice I'm gone."
"I'm sorry, Phil."
"Later, bud."
I drove home with white knuckles on the steering wheel. All kinds of crazy thoughts were running through my brain. I had a picture of them sneaking off and fucking in Bob's spare bedroom. I wondered how it would be, living single again. Where would I live. How much would the courts fuck me in the divorce. Would I ever be able to trust another woman. Would I end up a bitter, lonely old man feeding pigeons in the park.
I got home and changed into sweat pants and a t shirt. I checked my watch to mark the time. I parked in my recliner and turned on the TV. I just sat there waiting for my phone to ring.
The longer I sat there the wilder my imagination got. After an hour, I got up and started pacing, watching my phone. After an hour and a half I figured she wasn't even coming home. I fell into my recliner, exhausted. At almost exactly two hours my phone buzzed. I jerked alert, knowing it was her. I took two deep breaths and tapped accept call.
"Honey, where are you? I looked all over and you were gone."
"I'm home watching TV."
"What's wrong? Why did you leave?"
"I aah wasn't having a good time so I left."
"Will you come and get me. I'm ready to come home."
"I'm really into this movie. Why don't you have Lamar give you a ride."
I heard a gasp and an "Oh god."
I tapped end call.
Twenty minutes later she walked in the door. She almost ran over to me.
"Honey, nothing happened. We just talked and danced a couple of times. Please. I didn't do anything for you to worry about. I love you. It's you and me forever."
"Two hours, June. Two fucking hours before you noticed I was gone."
"I just got caught up in our conversation. We went to the same college and there were some people that we both knew. I'm sorry if it seemed like I was ignoring you. Please don't think that."
"You scared the shit out of me, June. You have no idea what was going through my mind. Two fucking hours I sat here torturing myself."
"Oh my god, honey. I'm so sorry. I just lost track of the time."
She put her arms around me and kissed me on the cheek. I just sat there, trying to lower my blood pressure. I was mad and hurt.
I hoped I had nipped this in the bud. I didn't mention the reactions I saw when she first saw him. My trust in her had taken a serious hit tonight. If we were going to make it, it would have to be rebuilt. The next month or so would tell the tale. The last thing I wanted was to be married and constantly worrying what she was doing when we were apart.
Things were pretty chilly for the next week. It was the middle of the second week before I calmed down enough for sex. We were walking on thin ice, hoping it wouldn't give way.
She was staying real close to home. She would go grocery shopping and come back in an hour loaded down, leaving no question where she had been. I could tell she knew she had fucked up and she was trying to make things right. After a month I had pretty much settled down. Our sex life got back to where is was before and I did get a lot of nice dinners. It looked like we would make it.
June
I had come as close to losing my Phil as was possible without it actually happening. I was terrified with the thought of losing him.
The incident with Lamar was something that had never happened to me in my entire life. When he turned and flashed that smile my panties melted. I blushed and my nipples came to attention. I felt little jolts from them go straight to my pussy. I was in lust. I never did try to figure how it happened. I suspected it was some subconscious thing. The fact that he was black must have had something to do with it.
All through the evening I hung on every word out of his mouth. When we danced I pushed myself against him, wanting him to feel my hard nipples. His big half hard cock against my stomach was feeding my lust for him. I couldn't tear myself away from him, in fact I didn't want to. He was pouring the milk of seduction in my saucer and I was lapping it up. When he asked for my number, I didn't hesitate for a second to give it to him.
I don't remember how long we talked, but he finally looked at his watch and told me he had to go and that he would call me. I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and watched him walk away.
When he got near the door, Bob got in front of him. Bob had a hard look on his face and was poking his chest as he talked to him. I was too far away to hear what Bob was saying. His eyes went to me a couple of times while he was talking. I didn't put two and two together till later.
After Lamar left I looked around for Phil. I asked Missy is she had seen him. She didn't know where he was, so I called him. He was at home, watching TV. I asked him to come and get me and he struck terror in my heart. I knew I had screwed up big time without even knowing it. I was in a panic to get home. I had to fix this quickly or I was dead.
Bob walked up.
"Come on, June. I'll take you home."
His look told me he knew what had happened. The ride to my house was quiet. Neither one of us said a word. The air was so thick you could cut it with a knife. When we got to my house, I started to get out. Bob reached over and touched my arm.
"June. Fix this. Do what ever you have to do, but fix it."
I ran into the house knowing that for the first time in our marriage I would have to lie to my husband. I would never admit that I had lusted after another man. I would do anything to fix the mess I had made.
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It's been six weeks since the "Lamar incident" and things are good with Phil and I.
I kissed Phil and headed for the supermarket. I was about halfway done when I turned around the end cap. There stood Lamar. He looked up at me and flashed that smile. It all came rushing back.
"June. Hi. It's been a while."
"Hi, Lamar. How are you."
"I'm good. It's really nice to see you."
As much as I tried to control it, I failed. My nipples got hard and I felt the blood rush up my neck and spread over my face. I saw his eyes go to the front of my blouse. He knew. He walked up to me, leaned over and kissed me on the cheek.
"You're looking as beautiful as ever. I love what you've done with your hair."