My name is Jackie. I am a sports coach at a local school in Tampa, Florida. Being a coach I get lots of exercise and have an athletic body that can still turn heads, even if I am already in my late thirties. I'm tall for a woman, just under 6 feet tall. My golden blond hair is shoulder length, streaked with natural highlights from Florida's sunshine. As a coach I'm outdoors a lot with the result that I have a natural bronze tan year round. I'm a natural athlete with long legs, flat stomach and small buttocks. I won't win beauty competitions, but at my age I know I still attract the occasional look of approval from men.
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But, before I continue let me clear the air first and place these episodes of my life I'm lately recounting here in perspective. These are true episodes in my life, although I have changed the names of my friends to protect their identity and safeguard their privacy. I'm sharing these events in my life as it firstly allows me to analyse my emotions and the situations, and secondly, it helps to put it all in perspective for myself. Thirdly, I realise that as a woman, I do have sexual and sensual emotions, needs, desires and even fantasies and I need to deal with them in my own way. Acknowledging and accepting these sexual emotions, and allowing myself to experience it, does not lower my moral value system, but allows me to be fully woman in a modern society where we do not need to talk in hushed tones about sex anymore. We, as women, are liberated and free to enjoy our sexuality as much as any man, without the stigma of being cheap or a slut. I hope that sharing my encounters I will put the emotions of women, in general, in perspective and hopefully will even encourage other women to tell about their own encounters and experiences.
Neither am I a writer, or aspire to become one. These are stories recounting true moments in my life and it comes with all the grammatical and syntax errors of a normal imperfect life.
Let's get back to my story.
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Although I consider myself adventurous in bed I never had the inclination, or desire, to make love to someone else than my husband. Yes, we have our fantasies and are quite naughty when we are alone, or on holiday without the kids. Last year, while on holiday in Maui, we even took nude photographs of me on a lonely beach. We got turned on so much that we couldn't wait to get back to the hotel and had beautiful and exquisite sex right there on the beach. For weeks afterwards we recounted the episode and each time virtually ripped each other's clothes off. The thought of the daringness thereof, the exhibitionist side of it, the naughtiness of the public sex should someone came along and saw us, really turned us on.
I do not know if the holiday in Maui marked a turning point in my sexual awareness, but since then I have become more liberated, open minded and am enjoying my sexuality at a level I have never experienced before. Perhaps, with age also, comes the confidence to accept oneself, with all one's imperfections. I also think that with modern contraceptives women are less scared of becoming pregnant and are therefore more willing to experience and enjoy sex than ever before.
My perspective on erotica, sexiness and my own sexuality changed remarkably lately. First was the Maui experience with the nude photos and sex on the beach. Months later I realised one afternoon that our handsome neighbour is a peeping tom, and voyeur, and has been watching me for some time, without me knowing. Knowing that I was being watched was quite a turn-on for me and I stood naked in front of the window one afternoon, touching myself, and eventually masturbated in full view of him, knowing that he was watching every move and deed. It was a huge turn-on for me and I couldn't keep my hands off my husband, Trevor, for many weeks. It improved our sex life tremendously.
The exhibitionist experience was a turning point in our sexual endeavours and we, my husband and I, started re-evaluating our attitude and mindset towards sex - and new sexual experiences. We agreed to broaden our experiences as it was clear I liked my exhibitionist side and my husband encouraged me within certain parameters. With each exhibitionist experience we had great sex afterwards and it is a definite turn-on for both of us. My husband likes it when I expose myself to other men, or flash them.
However, I also believe that each person, man or woman, must determine for her/himself what is acceptable, a turn-on and what are dislikes or taboos. We know what food, colours, clothing, etc, we like or dislike, but we are hesitant to talk about the same likes and dislikes regarding our sexuality and sex lives. We are willing to try new food tastes or try new fashion clothing, but we are not willing to be equally adventurous sexually. Why?
Then a third, very unexpected, incident happened. Marc, a nineteen year old friend of my son slept over one weekend. While watching late night TV the boys joined me on the couch and Marc, sitting with my legs on his lap, started caressing my lower legs and worked his way up my legs. It ended with him touching and caressing my pussy, through my pants, until I reached an orgasm. Since then I have been fantasizing about a man actually touching my bare pussy.
Then, during spring, another incident happened that added to my exhibitionist sexual experiences. Let me tell you about it in detail.
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Monique, a good friend of ours, was planning her fortieth birthday and decided to have a proper big party. She planned a party to really remember her birthday by, and wanted to ensure that we would also remember it for many years to come.