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The Painter 4

The Painter 4

by quicmagazine
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Although my preference is to write sequels, it's best not be a one-trick pony. So this, my second LW story, is "original." In quotes because these events really happened, more or less. I moved some things around to make it more fictional. Not much (if any) descriptive sex here. Nevertheless, I hope you enjoy it.

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First, my name is Edward Maxwell. I am a composer, a dammed good one, if I may say so myself. No path to riches there, though I've managed to scratch out a living from it. Still, it galls me how much better those illiterate pop musicians do at the bank than an innovator like me. If you're interested, I'll tell you more about it. But first, let me tell you about my wife.

Joanne was three years younger than me, and the daughter of one of my professors in the postgraduate music program at the university. Professor Berger had taken more interest in me than is usual, and invited me to his home for dinner. That was where and when I met Joanne, who had just graduated from college. I imagine that was my teacher's plan.

Though hardly a beauty, she had something about her that spoke to me. And apparently the feeling was mutual. We began dating, and quickly became exclusive. After all, it wasn't as if either of us were being courted elsewhere.

Neither of us were virgins when we met, but I think it's safe to say that we learned a lot together. We experimented a bit, and found that she preferred giving oral to receiving it. Neither she nor I found ass sex to be of any interest. Leave that to the gays, I guess. She did enjoy riding on top, so that along with missionary became our go-to positions.

What we may have lacked in imagination, we made up for with frequency. And so the inevitable happened, in our second year of dating. Though we were probably going to marry anyway, our daughter's conception moved up the timetable. By then I had completed my postgraduate studies, and looked for paying work.

Although the blockbuster games often feature music by the rich and famous, there are a lot of games that aren't such commercial behemoths. For example, online games that pivot off of a free-use platform. While not a lot of money in those, developers who specialize in them can make a decent and steady living.

And those games need music, too. Which is where I was able to come in. Trained composers often gravitate towards film scoring. There's a lot of gold in those hills, but also a lot of competition. Instead of trying to fight my way through, I found steady work creating music for these free games.

The trick is that casual game players (note that I say "game players," not "gamers") prefer the familiar, and so the path to steady work in my field is the ability to create music that sounds like something people already know, but doesn't step on anyone's copyrights. It takes skill to hint at some famous theme within an original composition.

Being expertly trained in all things music, I was able to consistently deliver the goods. Enough so, in fact, that Joanne didn't have to work, and instead could stay at home with Valerie, along with Val's little brother Alex. It also didn't hurt any that since my income came from writing music, I was able to do my work at home, except for occasional outside business meetings in the city.

So there we were, happily married with young children, in a decent and stable home. Sure, we may have been a bit insular, but that's the way we liked it. Not only were Joanne and I like two peas in a pod, but also the four of us were like a quartet in that pod.

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I was introduced to Jerry Stone at a daytime gathering at my father-in-law's house. Joanne stayed home with the children, who were out of school for Christmas break.

Jerry was a brilliant painter, somewhat of a lost art these days. He and I fell into conversation about how real work had suffered from tech. Ironic, since that's where my bread was buttered. Still, we bonded through our resentments about how computers had made both visual and musical art easy to produce for those without knowledge or talent.

And so we became fast friends. Jerry was an interesting mix of shy and manic, and I found comfort in our mutual reticence, while enjoying the enthusiasm that he was capable of showing for, well, just about anything and everything.

Especially our different fields of creation. I found fascination with what he could do with a blank canvas, much as he admired how what I put onto an empty page could be heard. While he had no ambitions in my area, I found myself attempting a few paintings of my own. Jerry encouraged me, offering tips and corrective comments when appropriate.

It was inevitable that he would be invited to my home, and he brought a lot of light into what was, by our choice, a monochromatic situation. Joanne found him to be amusing, but it was Val and Alex who most delighted in the fun he brought.

Neither Joanne nor I had that easy gift of gab with small children that our painter friend brought to the table. So "Uncle Jerry" became a regular guest, which not only enlivened our lives, but also alleviated his general poverty by providing food and drink he could ill afford on his own.

He expressed his gratitude by, as noted above, entertaining and amusing the children, and by painting portraits of us, including one of me sitting at my desk, one of Joanne sitting in her favorite chair, and several of the four of us in the lakeside park which had become our favored place for family picnics.

Being nearly ten years younger, Jerry didn't have a steady lady, though that was a subject we rarely talked about. Despite his wide-open wild nature in our company, I could sense there was a lonely undercurrent in him that he hid under a bushel. And since he brought so much joy into our family life, I didn't want to bring things down by probing.

As for Joanne and I, our married life continued as it was. Our sex life had settled down considerably now that we had the children, though I believe we were both satisfied with the quality and quantity of our couplings.

Although when he was with us, Jerry became the family joy bringer, especially for Val and Alex, he wasn't a constant presence. Maybe once a week or so, usually on a Saturday or Sunday. The kids always thrilled to his visits, and even Joanne and I were cheered by the cheer he brought into our home, and on small excursions from same.

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One day I had to go into town to meet with the game developer who was my most frequent customer. That meeting resulted in a contract to score their new game.

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When I returned, the house was empty. Most likely, Joanne was at the market. I was about to go into my studio workshop when I saw a note on the kitchen table. "Please pick up the children at school. I am traveling with Jerry."

Her phone lay next to the note. So there was no way to track where she, or they, had gone to. Not to mention there was no way to speak to or otherwise contact her.

Since we were together nearly all the time, I think this must have been spur of the moment. Naturally, I was pissed. The betrayal not only hurt like hell, but also put me in a bind. Instead of getting right to work on the new assignment, I was going to be picking up the kids, and having to do all the household work Joanne had been covering.

With this new reality, it took several days to adjust. My time to work on music was sharply limited, and I knew I also needed to make some moves to protect myself and our children. So one day while they were at school, I went into town to meet with an attorney for ideas about what to do.

The upshot being that since, now by necessity, I had to take over all the bill paying and check writing that my wife had been doing before she left, I closed out all the joint accounts other than one for household expenses, and moved all the funds into a business account.

And that account was now part of a separate company wrapped in my own trust for the children, so that neither my work nor my (formerly our) wealth, such as it was, could be seriously compromised should Joanne file for divorce in favor of marriage to Jerry. Since I had become the sole caregiver to Val & Alex, custody would almost certainly also be mine in such an event.

I considered spiking Jerry's reputation, but decided against that since I thought it best not to spread the word about what they had done. When my father-in-law called to invite us all over for dinner, I declined on the grounds that I was busy and my wife (his daughter) was fighting off the flu. This invitation, though, told me that Joanne hadn't been in contact with anyone, since had she, her parents would have been first on the list. Since apparently no one other than the children and I (and my lawyer) knew, I left it that way.

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Which still left the problem of my work. Before, I could work pretty much all day, and even into the evening if need be. Now, I was restricted to the hours between taking them to, and picking them up from, school.

Wanting to play my cards close to the vest, I didn't make excuses for my slowed progress on scoring the new game. And it wasn't just the time problems. Distracted by Joanne's destruction of our family, marriage and vows, and her having done so in league with someone I had considered a friend, I found it hard to focus.

Realizing I had a problem, one day as I sat at my desk, I started woolgathering, staring out the window, wondering about possible shortcuts I might employ to get more done at a faster clip. And it was then that a breakthrough came crashing through the door of my mind.

A breakthrough, yes. A shortcut, no.

It was a realization, a notion, an idea to integrate the score with the actual game play. In other words, the next musical phrase would depend on what the player's next move was. And so on with the phrase after, and so on and so on.

Genius. Immodest to say, but true.

Often great inventions, great inspirations, they come to one whose back is up against the wall. Somehow all my sorrow, stress, lack of easy and available time, all that, combined to open me up to such a blinding flash of insight.

Of course, to implement this would require even more effort than simply putting notes onto paper. I'd have to integrate with the game's software, and that meant learning more about coding than the little I'd been exposed to back in college.

But as a man on a mission, I forfeited sleep in order to do online research. When I'd learned enough to be dangerous, I scheduled another meeting with the developer. It took some explaining, but once he understood what I wanted to do, he got on board enthusiastically and linked me up with the software people to facilitate this merger of game play and music design.

And it worked. And amazingly enough, I found myself producing at a much faster clip, fired up by the newness of what I was doing. Also, by the promise from my client that if this worked for the new game, they'd give me a royalty over-ride for subsequent games.

Yet another benefit from my revelation was that, happier with my work, I found myself becoming at least marginally a more fun parent to Valerie & Alexander. Yes, there was still a deep hurt in my heart. But I had made the best of it, and was moving on and, outside of love, up.

Even sex wasn't a totally lost cause. I discovered a world of online porn. Although satisfying my needs through that portal was a less engaging process than engaging with my wife had been, at least, like that old song, I could love the one I was with.

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It was several months later. Four or five, if I remember right. I was working at my desk when I heard the front door open and close.

It was Joanne.

And I took her back.

Although those pinched circumstances after she ran away with Jerry Stone had resulted in my new brilliance, I certainly could use her childcare, cleaning and meal preparation services. Accepting her return to the marriage gave me more time to develop my genius. That trade off made sense to me then, and still does.

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It was only a few days after my prodigal wife's return when we got the news that Jerry Stone had committed suicide the day after she left him to return to me.

Joanne was devastated. No doubt saddened at the loss of a man she had loved. No doubt also wracked with guilt that she was the likely cause.

The children, who had adjusted to his absence in our lives, were saddened, and probably shocked, but felt nowhere near the sorrow displayed by their mother.

As for me, it was schadenfreude. In spades. Wisely, though, I kept that to myself. To the children, I explained my lack of apparent grief as my needing to stay strong for them and their mother. My wife, however, knew better.

It pleased me beyond belief to be of no comfort to her. You may think me petty for that. But experience what I had, and then tell me you'd feel differently. Besides, I'm me, and you are not. Though I bet you wish you were.

Life went on. I left the legal and financial changes in place, and now Joanne got an allowance for basic household expenses (e.g., food and supplies), and nothing more. Everything else came out of the business, and was out of her purview. My explanation was that it was for tax reasons, and I gave no further details. She could like it or lump it.

I also stuck with my newfound love, porn. For a couple of months. Then I realized that having an available woman on call, it was stupid not to make use of her. So we resumed relations, doing more or less the same things we always had. But at least on my end, it was just sex. No longer did I feel an emotional connection with her. What she felt is unknown to me. Which probably wouldn't have been the case before her "traveling."

So why did she come back to me? It's not like I could match Jerry in the fun department. Nor was I something new and different. Although after a few months with him, the novelty may have palled. Maybe I looked more the shiny new thing, after all.

But to my cold, cold heart (thanks to what she did), it seems more likely that she wanted back in what was an easier life than Jerry could provide. Might also be that she finally started missing the children.

In any event, although it was a colder home she returned to, it was still a home. And a family. Guess she was better off with me than with Jerry. And I was better off with her than without her.

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It was a little more than a year after her return that the headaches began. At first we thought she had developed migraines. But the treatments didn't help, and as they began to get worse, and more frequent, we consulted specialists.

The diagnosis was bad, and the prognosis grim. It was a brain tumor, and was too far along to be anything but fatal.

Putting aside my former resentments, and setting to another side my increasingly innovative game scoring work, I devoted all my time and energy to caring for Joanne, and doing all that was needed for the children and household. After all, I had loved her before she ran away. She was still the only woman I'd ever loved. So I did all I could to show her that love. It was now my mission to comfort her, and ease her passage, should our prayers for a miracle go unanswered.

God wasn't listening, was busy elsewhere, or simply didn't have the juice to intervene. Joanne passed away within 6 months from when we were told.

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I tried my best to carry on, but the difficulties when she abandoned the family for Jerry were the same once again, now that she had left us bereft. Even worse, because this time there was no way she could return.

Maybe it was shallow of me, but with Joanne gone, I needed (or wanted) to find another woman. It was my developer client, now somewhat of a business partner (due to my ever-increasing profit share of the new games), who introduced me to his cousin.

Rita was a lot younger than I, very sweet, and quite attractive. Why she chose to love me, a man far less attractive, and quite a bit older, than her, is a bit of a mystery. But I'm eternally grateful she did. Of course, this love came with conditions. She wanted children of her own, and I gave her three. But being the lovely person that she is, she treated my two children with Joanne as her own. They didn't lack for love from their step-mother (though I would prefer to think of her as their second mother).

So after all that happened with my first wife, I still landed well. My second marriage has been a happy one, and my work life has gone onward and upward. Although I may not be a rock or pop star, I have a solid reputation as an innovator within my field. And though we may not own houses all over the world or anything like that, we have enough financial security that were I to never compose another note, we would not lack for anything essential.

But I still think of Joanne, and wonder. Was her decision to briefly leave me for Jerry Stone caused by the illness that claimed her a few years later?

Most likely it was just a simple betrayal, later reconsidered. But I wonder.

And sometimes I also wonder about the painter.

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