One year ago today, my life changed in every way. As I sit here alone in the house my wife and I share, I've decided to share with the world the story that has been our lives for the last 365 days. I feel like it is a story that needs to be told, if for no other reason than to prepare you for what will come should this happen to you.
Some of what I write will be memories of things that have happened. Others will be notes and diary entries that I wrote to myself as things were happening. And finally, I'll add some thoughts as to how these things have changed us and what I imagine for the future.
I want to warn readers that many of the events I describe involve descriptions of graphic sexual activities. In short, if there is anything you can imagine that would upset you to read, assume it's in one of these stories and don't read it.
1 Year Ago
It was a Friday night and I was sitting at home alone waiting for my wife to arrive. She had texted me and said she was running late at work and would see me at home. I went ahead and ordered us some dinner and relaxed in front of the TV to wait.
About 9p.m. my wife arrived home. I yelled at her to let her know where I was and I heard her slowly enter the room. The sound of her high heels on the hardwood floor was very distinct. I actually remember at the time thinking, "She must really be trying to get noticed at her new job since she had never worn heels in the past." I sat up and she sat on the chair next to me.
She was wearing a dark red, long sleeve blouse. I couldn't help but notice that her nipples were poking the material making them quite obvious. If I had to guess I'd say she was braless, but I knew that couldn't be the case. I'd never seen my wife leave the house without a bra.
She began,
"Brian, we need to talk. Before you say anything, let me start. First, I want you to know that I love you very much and plan to spend the rest of my life with you. So don't worry about anything crazy like that. But I do have something to tell you that is going to change your life.
You see, about 3 months ago, I began to notice that we weren't having a lot of sex. I mean, our sex life has never been really wild but we didn't go long times without sex. At first I thought it was me so I began giving you hints and even suggesting things to you. But it didn't seem to help much. Then, I ran across your browsing history and a bunch of sex stories you had on the computer. My first thought was, ahh this is why he doesn't want to fuck me. He's been jacking off to porn. I was pissed. But then I began to notice the kind of porn it was. You were looking at stories about cuckold husbands. I'd never heard of this before. As I began to read the stories, I was amazed but also extremely interested. Some of the stories involved the woman being the slave to another man or even both the man and the woman being submissive. I realized that I had never been so turned on in my life. I'd always considered myself submissive in a way, but I would never consider really letting myself do anything like that. As I read those stories of debauchery, infidelity and abuse of women, I felt myself becoming more and more aroused. My panties were getting wet and I eventually put my hand down my shorts.