Just finished another night shift at the hospital and let me tell you, I am beat. Working nights always makes me feel a little loopy, like I'm living in an alternate reality. But tonight, something else was on my mind...
Okay, so there's this white pharmacist, Jason, who caught my eye. He's cute and charming, and he always knows how to make me laugh. I know I'm married and this is totally unprofessional, but there's just something about him.
Maybe it's just the lack of sleep talking, but I feel this connection with him. I know I shouldn't be talking about this stuff, but I can't help gossiping with the other nurses. They seem to think it's all in good fun, but I'm not so sure.
I love Joe, I really do. But lately things have been feeling a little stale between us. And then there's Jason, who just seems so exciting and new. I don't know what to do. Maybe it's just the stress of the job getting to me. Or maybe it's something more.
I don't want to hurt anyone, but I also don't want to miss out on something that could be amazing. Ugh, why is life so complicated? I need to get some sleep and clear my head then things will feel different.
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This night shift was killer, but something actually exciting happened today. I was in the cafeteria, and of course I was being clumsy and dropped a stack of napkins all over the floor. Then, Jason, the handsome white pharmacist who I've been crushing on, comes out of nowhere to help me pick them up.
We started talking and the conversation flowed like nothing else. I know it's so unprofessional, and I'm still married and all, but there's something about him that I can't resist. We were laughing and flirting, and I just felt this connection that I haven't felt in a long time.
It was just the most amazing night, my heart racing as we started talking, and the chemistry between us was undeniable.
Jason was everything that I had imagined him to be, and more. He was making me laugh and we actually had a lot in common, but I can't stop thinking of his body. He is tall, with broad shoulders and a chiseled chest that I could barely keep my hands off of. I had never been with a white man before, but Jason's body was a work of art that I couldn't resist.
As we talked, Jason leaned in close to me, and I could feel his breath on my skin. He was funny and charming, and I felt myself getting lost in his blue eyes.
Before I knew it, we ended up in his office, and things quickly escalated. We were kissing passionately, our bodies pressed tightly against each other. I could feel his hardness against me, and I couldn't wait to see what he had in store for me.
I was breathless as Jason undressed me, revealing my naked body to him. And then I saw him for the first time, his naked body, so much bigger than any other I had seen before.
Jason has a big ass dick, and I couldn't help but marvel at his size and hardness. It was such a contrast to the flaccid, mostly average penises I see every day at work.
But it wasn't just his body that impressed me. Jason was attentive and skilled, and he knew just how to touch me and make me feel amazing. I had never experienced anything like it before, and I knew that I wanted more of him.
Afterwards, we lay there together, catching our breath. I felt so alive, so happy, and so content in that moment.
