This story is a work of fiction. The characters in this story are fictitious and do not resemble any real life people.
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I was a shoe salesman before I became involved in the movie business. It was only by chance that I became involved in Bollywood. I worked with Neel and one day he introduced me to his nephew, Vinay. He was looking for investors as he wanted to make a film. It was a Z list affair but it gave me my first taste of films. I became a producer on the film and I saw the inner workings of the industry.
We set up our own production company and worked together on many other films. We were never accepted by the Bollywood establishment. I branched out in my own right as a director as I had grander ambitions.
I was hooked on the lifestyle. Young girls, drugs and fast cars. I never settled for marriage as I enjoyed the perks of the life.
I was now Ajay Gupta, famed Bollywood director. But something changed in me since I met my old friend, Ashok.
Everyone has heard of casting couch stories but the truth is many young aspiring actresses are actively looking to seduce and sleep with the director to get a leg up in the industry.
It was never a challenge and I now realised how tedious my life was when I saw Ashok and his new girl. There was a conflict in her but also a sense of loyalty to Ashok. There was something real between them, a something I had never felt in my numerous relationships. I found the relationship fascinating and I wanted a challenge. I was not going to sleep with the next eager girl.
I was working on a new movie. It was going to be my biggest yet. The casting was complete and we were just waiting to sign the contracts with the lead female and male roles. The big established stars never worked on my movies as they never accepted me as one of them.
There was a lot of talk about the movie as I had secured the rights to the biggest songs of the year so I was confident of securing the signatures.
The male lead had signed on but we had not heard back from the female lead. I called up her agent and she told me that she had got another offer and was no longer interested. I knew the establishment was behind this and it made my blood boil.
I re-opened casting and I needed a star to sell the film.
It had been a week since the call to the talent agents had gone out and we had started casting again.
I was sat with 2 other producers as we heard auditions for the role. A name on the list stood out to me, Shalini Roy.
She was the biggest female star in Bollywood 6 years ago before she quit Bollywood to marry some billionaire. She was not just part of the establishment, she was Bollywood royalty. She would not be seen dead in one of my movies.
I called Vinay as he often had his ear to the ground when it came to gossip.
He was surprised I had not heard the news as it was a big scandal but the establishment were trying to sweep it under the carpet. Her new husband was an investment banker and she had persuaded a lot of her friends from the industry to invest their money with him but he had set up a Ponzi scheme and lived a jet set lifestyle while pocketing the money. She was now broke and shunned by the Bollywood elite. She was trying to make an acting comeback.
She performed really well at the audition and I could see the talent immediately but I acted unimpressed. She was the type of actress that would shun my movies but now that she was shunned by the elite, she wanted a role in my movie.
The other producers seemed to be recommending her but it was ultimately my choice and I had other ideas. At the audition we said we would give feedback through the agent and thanked her for her time.
She seemed surprised and probably expected to be snapped up. I was annoyed with these stuck Bollywood divas that felt they were above my productions.
Her agent called me a few days later as they had not heard from us. I was rather dismissive and said she just wasn't impressive enough. The agent was almost pleading, "Sir, she is a great admirer of your work. Please give her another opportunity to prove it to you."
She was a star but she was now in her early 30's and that was too old to be considered a leading actress. But her name would attract a lot of attention. The agent was always good for us and I thought I would do him this favour, "We have finished auditions. But I will make time for her at my studio at home. I will email over the script for the scene. I want you to remember what I have done for you."
The next day she arrived at my large estate. The maid showed her to the studio. I greeted her in just my robe.
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Shalini
I was in one of the darkest moments of my life. I was the biggest star in Bollywood 6 years earlier. My agent was inundated with offers and then I met Akash Dasani. He was introduced to me at a party and all I knew about him was that he was an investment banker. He was really charming and I was immediately smitten. All my contemporaries had found their soul mates, usually billionaire industrialists and I had found mine. An up and coming billionaire.
Looking back I never asked many questions and simply trusted everything he said. We were married within 3 months and I took a break from Bollywood to enjoy married life. It was party after party as I enjoyed riches of being married to a billionaire. I invested my family fortune and convinced my fellow Bollywood friends to invest with Akash.
We lived a lavish life spending time on yachts in Monaco in the summer and being spotted at the hottest international parties. We lived a jet set life. But it all came crashing down 6 months ago.
The billions Akash was spending was the money of his investors. His whole investment scheme was a Ponzi scheme and he simply used the money invested with him to spend on his lavish life.
I discovered he had spent everyone's money including my family fortune and the money he stole from my friends. He is now facing prison in Europe and I had lost my fortune.
The only thing I knew in life was acting and I tried to return to Bollywood. But I soon found that the doors that were always open to me were now closed. My friends blamed me for Akash's swindle but I was his biggest victim as I lost my fortune and my reputation. He had used me for my connections.
I was no longer being offered roles when my agent told me about the new Ajay Gupta production. Ajay was a well-known creep in Bollywood. I had luckily never worked with him but he was known as a sleaze ball that would jump on the young actresses. His movies were usually beneath me as I would often be offered the big blockbuster movies.
I assumed I had been offered the role and I was stung into silence when he said I should audition. I had never needed to audition in the past. He then said, "Just flirt with him a little. It won't hurt."
It just infuriated me the whole idea of having to sell myself in this way for a role. The truth was on screen I was a different person to real life. I never had a serious boyfriend in all my life until Akash. It was probably one of the reasons he saw me as an easy target for his scam. It was never love and I was too foolish to know what he was doing. I just didn't know how to flirt even if I tried. I could flash my eyelashes and smile for the camera but in real life I would be too nervous.