Author's Note:
An antihero is not a villain, but rather a main character who does NOT have the selfless qualities of a traditional hero. The antihero focuses on themselves first, often with little regard for others. And it's the selfish actions of the antihero which might benefit others.
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Prologue
The song is sung in a male voice, as a warning to other men:
"She'll only come out at night,
The lean and hungry type.
...
She's deadly, man,
And she could really rip your world apart.
Mind over matter,
Oh, the beauty is there,
But a beast is in the heart.
O-ooh, here she comes,
Watch out, boy, she'll chew you up.
O-ooh, here she comes,
She's a man-eater!"
...
Lyrics from the song
"Maneater"
by Darryl Hall and John Oates, 1982.
Intro
The reflection in the building's mirrored foyer walls of the lithe figure confidently striding toward the doors reaffirmed my choice of dress. The tight leather black mini dress might have been a little out of place in the afternoon. But it served its purpose in the counselor's office.
Exiting the building, as I walked across the parking lot, I saw two early twenty-something-year-old guys, with one leaning his butt against the driver door of my car as they casually talked.
I can read people, judging their posture, the way they dress, their hair, and how they take care of themselves. These two SCREAMED "bark with no bite," lanky, cocky types who posture in front of each other. They were probably here waiting for some group counseling. Maybe drug-abuse rehab, or some petty criminal, court ordered "try to fix this useless kid" the misguided people think will help 'save' him.
They turned to look at me, and the one leaning against my car glanced down at the hood of the car realizing it was mine, but not moving. If he had seen a man like my husband come out and walk this way, his type would quickly scurry away, like the rodents they are. But he probably thinks he's going to have some fun against a woman.
Stopping about four feet away from them at the front of my car, I gave him a cold stare and commanded "Get off my car!"
He smirked and chuckled before saying "Huh ... maybe for a blowjob," as if he could intimidate me. He expected to make a woman crawl and ASK him to
'PLEASE would you let me get into my car,'
or make some impotent threat. That's what he was really looking for; a reaction, showing he was in control.
Shifting my left foot out firmly into my dominatrix pose, I harshly replied "Well, whip it out and let's see it. I'll suck your cock, ... or bite it off!" I opened my lips to show him as I snapped my front teeth together. "Do you feel LUCKY?" Then I angrily added "... Well, DO you!?" demanding an answer. There was no fear in my voice, only a determined assurance we could do it, but it would be MY choice.
The surprise and brief flash of fear on his face was priceless, as if he should check his groin to make sure it was still there. But he tried to recover some dignity in front of his friend. Stepping away from my car, he walked in the opposite direction to put more distance between us, muttering "Let's go and leave this crazy 'Catwoman' to play with her own pussy."
A Few Weeks Earlier
Fidgeting in this comfortable chair in front of his desk, I smooth my skirt over my knees as we sit in this small office. I tried to listen as my boss was droning on. But I've heard this before from his predecessors over the years. First comes the praise of my work, then ... and my patience this time was wearing thin.
"And her knowledge of financial regulations and our company's controls is perfect, always providing us with guidance to avoid controls violations,"
Glenn read from the sheet before glancing up at me. "Jan, everyone I've polled has only good things to say about your knowledge and technical performance in your job."
"They should," I confidently replied, giving him a stern look. I pushed my black-rim, thick glasses up higher on the bridge of my nose, a nerdy look I retained from my high school days long ago, which comes in handy at work. There was almost no sexy to the way I dress in the office. I'm certainly not going to send the wrong signals to my boss or co-workers that I might have earned a pay raise by other means. I deserve a pay raise for the quality of my work, and they know it!
Reminding him of my accomplishments, I added with a slight hint of anger, "The clients assigned to me never have any significant findings or fail an audit! I've kept them all out of trouble for years."
"BUT ...," Glenn went on with emphasis, and I knew what was next. He looked down to continue reading
'She should work on her people skills.
' Here's another good one,
'Her sarcasm knows no bounds.'
And another says,
'She can be abrasive and insulting.'
" He looked up and added, "They all say things like that as your only negative."
"I could play at being nice to be popular," I pointed out sarcastically, "... and be dumb as shit, like Michael!"
"Michael isn't bad," Glenn said defensively. "He gets along well with the customers, just like Barbara."
"Oh, come on!" I insisted. "Why are you making excuses for him? He almost lost that one account. Barbara and I spent two days straightening out the mess he made with the 'advice' he gave the customer. He's useless, with zero knowledge of accounting!"
"But he's friendly," Glenn said again.
"Just being nice doesn't get the job done," I insisted. "Sometimes stupid people need to be told they're stupid, or they'll never learn."
Glenn looked down shaking his head before looking up again, saying, "You can't go around insulting people. You even do it to senior managers," he insisted. "And some of those comments came from our customers!"
"In my performance review," I noted smugly "you need to point out at least one area for me to improve. So, you should write down;
'I'll work on that.'
"
Glenn chuckled again as he wrote a note. Then he looked up seriously saying "Jan, if you were anyone else, I'd have fired them months ago. But you get the job done. And even the customers who complain about your attitude still want you overseeing their accounts."
"You said pay raises this year might be between three to six percent. So, do I make the threshold in my review for a six percent pay raise?" I asked with a coy smile.
Glenn rolled his eyes in frustration. "I'll make a deal with you; I'll recommend you for the pay raise, ... IF you agree to go to counseling for your abrasive attitude."
"This is who I am," I said harshly. "If you want the job done right, it's the price you pay. So, I'm not paying a counselor to tell me what I already know."
"If I write it as my recommendation in your performance review, the company will pay for those sessions," he said in a frustrated tone. "And I'll allow you to log the travel during the day and the time in the session as overhead hours, since this is performance improvement." Then he softened, adding "Jan, ... work with me here. I need to do something for MY performance showing I'm taking action to fix issues and complaints. So, go to counseling, and I'll try to get your pay raise approved."
The Business Club
After changing clothes in the lady's room, I left the office to meet my husband for drinks after work. The knee-length skirt, conservative blouse, and low-heel comfortable shoes I wore earlier were replaced by this asymmetrical neckline, pretty little black club dress, a right-side, one-shoulder style with a cutout exposing my cleavage and a slit exposing my right hip almost to where my panties would be, if I wore them.
I decided to go 'commando' this evening to tease my husband. I find it intriguing that men can get excited just knowing the woman they're talking to is naked under the dress. So, I try to play with men's imagination.
I'm trying out new knee-high, brushed black suede, four-inch heel boots with the dress this time. The gap between the boots and a skirt highlights the legs. So, I think these taller knee-high boots will narrow the gap to emphasize my toned thighs. And I wouldn't choose shiny suede or vinyl because it would distract from the skin of my legs.