They had married at 19 and for them life was just a whirlwind of learning and growing together. Buck was a career U.S. Marine and Sheila his devoted Marine wife. They had so much in common; they loved the same foods, the same books, the same movies and they had a satisfying if somewhat conventional sex life. He at 6'1", 180 lbs and in excellent physical condition, she a petite brunette, 5' and 100 lbs with an amazing figure that she had managed to retain despite giving birth to two children.
Over time, despite their intense love for each other, their sex life became rather routine and he raised the subject with her one evening after the kids were in bed. Her reaction to assume responsibility for the matter was not unexpected and he assured her that he was not being critical of her and that he, at minimum, shared responsibility. Together, as was so typical of them, they set about doing their research, reading books, researching on line and then comparing notes and discussing the issue, he enthusiastically, she, initially, less so.
It seems that one of the obstacles that they faced was her upbringing in a devoutly religious and ultra conservative home with loving parents who, nevertheless, never even talked about sex with each other much less discussed it with their children. Her moral values and outlook were driven by the environment in which she was raised. Despite her intense love for him she was, when they were first married, sexually repressed. Over time she became more open and enthusiastic in bed but rarely achieved orgasm.
He on the other hand was much more open sexually and was eager to explore all manner and means of sexual activities. But whenever he raised the issue, despite her willingness to discuss, he could tell that she was deeply troubled and conflicted.
His research had taken him down many roads and one, in particular, caught his eye as a gateway for her to open and explore her sexuality and one he found to be extremely erotic. And thusly one evening, again after the children were asleep, he asked her if she had ever heard or read about the hotwife lifestyle. She had not and asked him about it. When he told her she reacted with confusion and tears bordering on hysteria. She was nigh onto inconsolable. 'I would never cheat on you, never ever. How could you think such a thing?'
He responded, 'Sheila, my love, it is not cheating, it is sharing and a different way of showing love and trust for each other. It is a way to spice things up for us. If I were to leave an article about it with you would you read it?' His explanation moved her away from the hysteria but she was still upset and not at all willing to discuss it further. She replied that if he wanted her to read it she would but she was not at all enthusiastic. Buck handed her the article and they went on with their daily lives.
A few weeks later when he came home at the end of the day he found that the kids were not home and she was sitting at the kitchen table with the article he had left and articles from other magazines. One of them was titled '5 questions to ask yourself before becoming a hotwife.' Another was titled 'Oral sex and why he enjoys it so much.' And yet another 'Attire for women that turns heads.'
He looked at her and she had tears in her eyes. She looked up to him and said 'I know I've not been as sexual as you or as open as you and I want very badly to please you and be the best wife I can be. And if that means being a hotwife then so be it and I am willing to try.' Buck gently pulled her from the chair and held her and kissed her and told her that all he wanted was for both of them to be happy.
And a week past and then on a Saturday, when he returned from running errands he found her again at the kitchen table with a sketch pad. And across the top of the page she had printed in Gothic style letters the word 'Cock.' And the images of cocks all over the page and some were shooting cum. She looked up at him, stood, took him by the hand, walked him into the bedroom and gave him the first blowjob she had ever given him. She was uncertain and a bit clumsy at first but then it seemed to arouse her and she became more enthusiastic and Buck thought 'My God, she's a natural.' And when he came she gagged at first but then relaxed, looked up to him and swallowed.
And Sheila said 'I actually studied how to do this, Buck. How did I do?' He replied enthusiastically that she was a natural and asked how she felt about it. 'At first I was uncertain and a bit afraid but then I began to like it and it actually aroused me. Can we maybe talk about this hotwife thing? I have questions.' And she blushed crimson.
And they sat and talked for hours about what he expected and what she expected and they asked each other questions and pledged total honesty to each other. And she talked about reading suggestions on what to wear and how to meet people and how it all works. And she asked him if he would please be present if it ever got to the point where she was thinking of having sex with another man. Buck reassured her that he wanted to be there because he wanted her to feel safe. He admitted to her that he would also find it hot but if there ever came a time when she did not want him there they could revisit and discuss it for as long as she wanted. She hugged him.
And they talked about what kind of sex she would have and what she wanted and what reservations each of them had. And he told her that whatever she was comfortable doing he would be fine with. And she read more, joined an online hotwife chatroom and then asked him about how would it feel if (and the 'if' was followed by so many things). And Buck told her that, truly, whatever she was comfortable doing he would support and that included attire, her body, anything. And she read and studied and asked him questions. Buck told Sheila that he was impressed with how conscientious and thorough she had been. Sheila responded that if they were going to do this she wanted to do it properly. And it was still a very emphatic 'if.'