That's what I heard my wife Kerry say to me one night and that is how it started. My journey into what has become my liberation, oblivion, destruction and re-birth.
Kerry and I had been married about twelve years at that time and "I've been thinking about making love to a woman." this new found desire was news to me. While not being a prude, Kerry had never exhibited a wild streak. I was the only man she had ever made love to. She could be flirty with other men as I could with women, but neither of us had ever strayed.
I said in reply, "Are you sure,"". This came out in a whisper, only after I had gained my calm.
"Well yes, it's been a secret desire of mine for some time now. I've always been curious as to what it would feel like and it's killing me. I want to feel it. What do you think Jack?"
"I think it's a great idea, but what do you propose? Will I be involved? Can I at least watch?"
And with that the floodgates opened and our marriage attained a new level of openness as we shared our fantasies and how to go about making them reality.
This was about twelve years ago and pre-internet so we placed an ad in a local city alternative newspaper. Two weeks later we were sifting through numerous replies. One thing we noticed was that even though we had asked for a single woman, a few single men with obvious comprehension disabilities answered the ad, but we also received many responses from couples. We threw out the single men and none of the single women enticed us, but couples were something we hadn't discussed. The theme of most of the couple's responses was that they had read our ad and were counseling us as to how tough it is to get a female. We picked out two of the couples and decided to contact them.
At the first couple meeting we were nervous and apprehensive. They were friendly and nice but it was obvious from the start the chemistry wasn't there. But it was a training camp of sorts for what we hoped would be the real thing.
The next couple, Fred and Torrie, proved to be that real thing. About the same age as us, they too had placed an ad and ended up meeting with a few couples with the same lack of chemistry as we had with our first. We had agreed to meet at a local bar. They mirrored us physically. Fred and I are both about 6 feet tall, and of average weight. Kerry is a blonde, about 5' 6" and 125lbs with a B cup. Torrie had a tanned complexion and brown hair and was an inch shorter than Kerry, but about the same weight and was perhaps a C cup. They were a very attractive couple. And in fact the four of us looked good together and anyone walking in would have thought, from the level of banter, that we were long standing neighbours.
The conversation flowed and it was decided at the end of the night that we should get together again next weekend at our place and see what happens. They had agreed to our rules that there would be no swapping of partners for intercourse. We guys would get to watch and touch a little but that was all. This was a fantasy both women wanted and we were lucky to be even in the room as spectators.