That one pillow talk and "hypothetical" conversation with her husband had not prepared Jill for the reality of her first seduction. As she watched her boss' dark hands slide the keycard into the lock on their hotel suite, she was tempted to flee.
Jill had been dismayed when her boss informed her that he had changed their reservation from adjoining rooms to a suite. Her husband had not been as displeased as she had expected when she told him about the change in their accommodations. He had assured her that her boss' explanation was reasonable and persuasive.
More importantly, sharing a suite with separate bedrooms would not provoke a scandal, and if "things" were going to happen, "things" could happen just as easily if they were in adjoining rooms with a connecting door or even on separate floors. For the first night of the seminar, their relationship had remained professionally platonic. However; their dinner together this evening followed by dancing in the hotel lounge had transformed their situation.
The sensation of cool air on the upper curves of her breasts and her sex reminded Jill that her boss had taken the liberty of unzipping her dress while they were slow dancing together. Her failure to object had encouraged the hands that had been caressing her butt during the last few songs to drift inevitably upwards to fondle her big breasts. Jill had protested when she felt him lifting her big breasts from the lacy cups of her black bustier, but he had silenced her with a kiss. She had rationalized her acquiescence with the thought that she frequently allowed potential paramours to take similar liberties with her when she went clubbing with the other women at the office during their weekly "Wives' Thursday Night Out."
Jill had recalled her husband's failure to object to his own bosses taking such liberties with her at a recent banquet for his company. His reaction that evening had validated her rationalization that a bit of flirting, petting and even kissing was just innocent fun as long as it didn't go to far. That evening had allowed her to rationalize that allowing the men she met during "Wives Night Out" to take similar liberties with her was just innocent fun as long as it didn't go to far.
The sensation of an extremely prominent bulge rubbing against Jill's belly and pubic mound had encouraged her to part her lips. She had allowed her boss' tongue to probe her mouth while his hands fondled her tits. As his tongue invaded her mouth, she had found herself fantasizing about his big, black penis invading her married vagina.
When the kiss had finally ended, Jill had pleaded with her boss to zip her dress up. He had claimed that the zipper was jammed. The allegedly jammed zipper had provided him with a pretext to suggest that they return to their suite. She had demurely tucked her breasts back into the lacy cups of her bustier then held the bodice of her dress against her breasts as he escorted her to the elevator.
The privacy of the elevator had enabled a second kiss. The embrace had allowed him the opportunity to lower her zipper even further. When their embrace ended, her strapless dress had slipped down over her wide hips to settle on the floor. Her boss had effortlessly picked Jill up and set her to the side so he could pick up her dress for her, thus denying her the opportunity to regain her modesty.
The late hour had allowed Jill to rationalize meekly allowing her boss to lead her down the hall to their suite while she was wearing only her lacy, black bustier and stockings. She had decided to be a bit daring as she so often did lately by going commando. The elderly couple who passed them in the hallway had not been as disapproving as she might have expected when they saw her naked sex and breasts that were barely concealed by black lace. The wrinkled, gray haired lady's knowing smile suggested that she was unwilling to cast the first stone because she too was not without sin. Had she succumbed to similar temptation in years past? Did her husband know?
As Jill allowed her boss to usher her into their suite, she briefly contemplated fleeing from temptation. Unfortunately; her boss held her dress. If she fled now, she would have to flee through the hotel nearly naked. The spectacle would provoke a scandal. Jill's choice was to either sacrifice her reputation or sacrifice her virtue. Her own lust encouraged her to rationalize sacrificing her virtue to preserve her precious reputation.
During the few years since she had resumed her career after devoting a dozen years to being stay-at-home mom, Jill had found herself appraising her boss and speculating about him. The fact that he was almost a decade younger than she was and seemed to have a harem had allowed her to rationalize that the occasional innuendos and playful flirtations were merely innocent fun. Such a stud could not be truly interested in a forty-two year old mother of four whose belly was no longer flat or firm. While her big breasts inevitably provoked male attention, nursing her babies had caused them to become flabby and saggy whenever she was not pregnant or nursing.
Jill's confidence that nothing would ever happen between them had given her license to appraise the often prominent bulge in his trousers and contemplate the reality that he measured up to the reputation that black men have for being extraordinarily well endowed. She was shamed by her eagerness to be seduced.
The obvious lust in her boss' eyes eased Jill's anxieties. Her black bustier and dark stockings flaunted her womanly charms while obscuring her flaws. She hadn't had an opportunity to use her breast pump that evening, so her breasts were becoming engorged. As her boss opened the door to their suit, she folded the lacy fabric of the bustier cups down to flaunt her naked nipples and large, dark aureolas while retaining some support.
The door to their suite was still closing as Jill knelt before her boss to unbuckle his belt and unzip his trousers, she comforted herself with the memory of Jack's final words when he dropped her off at the airport. "If 'things' happened, there would be no recriminations as long as she was discrete but not deliberate or deceitful." While Jack had not really given her his blessing to have an affair, his final words assured her that her infidelity would not be the end of the world or the end of their marriage.