After the birthday encounter with Josh our sex life has new vigor. We do not talk of that evening in detail but the memory of it and especially its effect on Mary's perception of herself sexually has made her more passionate.
On more than one occasion after she has satisfied herself on Petey, she turns her gorgeous ass to me and invites me into her tight little rectum for an orgasm I can only describe as heavenly.
After we had finished our lovemaking and were cuddling about a week ago I, asked her what she wanted for our anniversary hoping she might take the bait. Did she ever - hook line and sinker!
She grinned sheepishly and said, "Josh."
We had three weeks to make the arrangements so things went smoothly. Having used the service before we were treated as 'regulars'. I called Josh and he eagerly agreed and also accepted my invitation to have dinner with Mary and me.
I made dinner reservations and the arrangements at the motel so we were set. We meet Josh at the restaurant and sat down to dinner in a quiet booth in the back corner. Mary sat across from me next to Josh as though he were one of our young relatives. The waitress inquired if he was our son.
Mary responded, "he is our nephew from upstate."
I watched as the two of them acted like teenagers playing bump and tickle. Occasionally one of them would flinch as they grabbed each other in an inappropriate spot. I just looked at them the way I had looked at my daughters when they acted up. Kids?
It was nice to see her 'let her hair down' and feel truly free to enjoy herself. I had a hard on just thinking about what they were doing. After we finished coffee I paid the bill and we headed for the motel. I had checked in earlier so we went straight to the room.
In the elevator they behaved themselves as Mary held onto my arm and hugged me as we stepped off on our floor. After I opened the door and let Mary and Josh enter.
I was stunned as she stopped and let Josh pass but put her hand on my chest to stop me and said, "can you please leave Josh and I alone for an hour or so."
It felt as though she had kicked me in the balls. 'Why?' I stammered.
All she said was, "Because I am asking you to."
I protested and asked what they had planned that I had not already witnessed. I was crushed, what were they going to do? All kinds of crazy thoughts raced through my head. S&M, water sports, a threesome or a gangbang without me? Was Josh in on this?
She said, "go downstairs and call here in an hour and I let you know if your allowed to come back up."
"But why?" I protested.
"If you truly love me and trust me you'll do as I ask", was all she said reaching out and snatching the key card from my hand.
She opened the door and pushed me out as I looked for some sign in her eyes. She avoided my attempt at a kiss, pecked me on the cheek and shut the door.
As the door closed I broke down and started to ball like a baby. My tears clouded my eyes as I headed for the service stairs. I did not want to get in the elevator like this and I didn't want to be seen in the lobby either. I walked out of the exit at the bottom of the stairs knowing there was no way back but through the lobby. What was I going to do?
Had I opened the 'Cuckold' can of worms? Was I going to be subservient to her 'lovers'? Was she already fucking others behind my back? Most importantly was she still in love with me? Did she still even want me to touch her? I opened the door to the car and flopped in and broke down again.
I must have cried for a whole hour because I looked at the clock and it was quarter past 9:00 and she had thrown me out at about 8:00. My head was about to explode. I was literally sick to my stomach and opened the car door and puked. What should I do? I felt like starting the car and driving home and leaving the two, or three? Or more? of them to fuck their brains out.
When I got home what would I do? Should I call them and tell them to go fuck themselves and then blow my brains all over the wall while they listened? What had I done to deserve this? Could I recover from the loss? Was it worth living without her love?
Being the chicken shit that I can be at times I got out of the car and got a paper towel out of the trunk and blew my nose and wiped my eyes as best I could. I went into the lobby and found the courtesy phone and called the room.
Mary answered and said, "why didn't you call it's been almost 2 hours?"
All I could think to say was, "I got the impression that I wouldn't be needed till morning." "I guess that you want me to go home and pick you up tomorrow?" "I love you so much I'll do anything you want me to just don't shut me out!" I started to cry again.
There was silence on the other end of the line then she said, "Oh my god what have I done?" She started to sob.
I heard Josh say in the background, "what's the mater -- is he ok?"
She said to him, "please go down and bring him up here."
She got back on the line and said, "I'm so sorry -- I love you so much --please forgive me for being so stupid." "Josh is coming down." She hung up the phone.
Josh stepped off the elevator and came toward me with his hand out and took my arm and led me back to the elevator. We stopped at the door to the room and he said, "It's not anything that you might have imagined." "Mary dearly loves you -- you'll see give her a chance." He knocked on the door and after a brief delay it opened.
