The End of My Word
By Buster2U
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Skeeter Davis, sings...
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
'Cause you don't love me anymore
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye
Why does my heart go on beating? Hmm, hmm
Why do these eyes of mine cry? Hmm, hmm
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye
"The End of the World" by Skeeter Davis was written by Sylvia Dee & Arthur Kent. One of the most heartbreaking songs ever written and performed.
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The End of My World.
By Buster2U
Warning // Cuck Shit // Warning // Cuck Shit // Warning
This is the heartbreaking story, of myself, Steve Jones, and my beautiful busty wife Cathy Jones, and the awful demise of our wonderful marriage.
We had a pretty normal childhood with the exception that Cathy and I always had each other for comfort during life's tragedies. We were loyal and true blue best friends forever, almost all our lives, growing up together.
We knew, even as children, that someday we would be married. We were in kindergarten, and at recess, when I kissed her for the first time. She was my cute little skinny blonde 'Tom Boy' girlfriend, I was always her loyal and trusty boyfriend, always ready to defend her and come to her rescue.
I think we were almost 7 when I got my first puppy. I took him over to Cathy's house next door to show him off. On the way back home, he ran into the street and got run over, breaking my heart his first day. But my Cathy was there to put her arms around me and hold me tight as I cried so hard over my dead puppy.
We had pretty normal childhoods, except we both lost one of our parents to cancer, when we were both about 9 or 10 years old. That is when we really learned how important we were to each other. Whatever we were doing, wherever we were, we always knew that we had each other. I think our closeness as children helped us to survive our life's tragedies, together.
Fortunately for us, Cathy's Father and my Mother started dating. They eventually got married and we became "stepbrother and step-sister" to each other. That was 'OK' with us, we got to be together all the more.
We knew we loved each other, and still held hands, kissed, and even held each other whenever we were together. Nobody ever explained anything to us about sex, so we were too scared to try anything further. We didn't want to make a baby, so never did anything more than hold hands and kiss until high school.
In High School, 'sex' was always on everybody's mind. That was what all the other kids always wanted to talk about. The topic of all the gossip was always 'who was doing what, with whom'. We both thought that this obsession with sex from other teenagers was pretty crazy, if not just silly.
We always knew that someday we would be married and someday we would be having sex. So then, when we reached High School, we planned for our first time, when we would give each other our virginities. That would be, on the night of the Senior Prom. By then we would both be 18, just before graduation from High School.
Truthfully, that first time after the Prom, we didn't have a clue about what we were doing. We were scared to death but it felt good touching each other, and kissing while naked, This just felt so special. We were both so nervous, but we kept trying to please each other and we both always enjoyed these private times together.
In High School, we pondered what we were going to do after we graduated. We wanted to get married right away, but I didn't want to join the service and be sent overseas forever. I had seen too many of my friend's older brothers go into the service and be gone for so long that every one of them had lost their sweethearts.
Cathy thought that we could both go to City College to learn something. I picked H-Vac to study and Cathy decided to learn some bookkeeping. That worked out perfectly for us. Two years of schooling and we both had good jobs and incomes. So it wasn't long until we were able to move into our apartment and were as happy as could be.
Since we were technically Step Brother and Step Sister, we didn't want to make a big deal about our wedding. We just wanted to get married and be together forever. So we just quietly drove up to Reno one weekend by ourselves and got married by an Elvis impersonator.
We were so happy. We had been together all our lives and always loved and trusted each other completely. We felt so close and that we knew each other so well. The world was perfect for us in every way. We both worked hard during the day, then spent every night together, completely happy and totally secure in our love.
We have never used any birth control, except our first time after the prom, when I used a rubber. Now that we were married, we decided that it didn't matter if we had a baby or not. But, we still tried to avoid having sex during her fertile days. We thought it would probably be best if we waited a few years before starting a family of our own.
We liked that we had only ever been with each other, We only ever kissed each other, touched each other, or even been naked with each other. We have always been completely exclusive to each other. We really liked it this way and we always wanted to please each other the very best that we could.
We both loved that we were always together, everywhere we went. We enjoyed picnics, walks in the park, going to the library, going to the movies, the grocery store, going for drives in the country or anything else as long as we were together. We might even go to a local park and maybe throw a frisbee, we would always be laughing and having a good time together.
After work on Fridays, sometimes our crews would want to get together and stop for a beer. It was always a lot of fun to listen to our #1 crew, Tommy and David, they seemed to have an amazing talent for telling their funny plumber stories and making them hilarious. Sometimes I stopped and shared a brew with the guys, but usually not, I'd rather be home with my Cathy.
About this time, we had been married for about 6 years, when Cathy decided she wanted to start going out for a 'girl's night out' also. I didn't see any problem with that. The first time she was home by 9 pm. When she got home we kissed and held each other watching TV like usual.
We always held each other, it just always felt 'right' to do that. I guess it made us both feel more loved and secure. It is just what we do, always have done, and especially now that we are grown up and married.