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The Desperate Struggle To Reconcile

The Desperate Struggle To Reconcile

by thor2530
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Discovery, Chapter 1

I am a successful trial lawyer. Before me, my father was a successful trial lawyer and my practice was built on top of his. I have five associates working for me, as well as a staff of paralegals and secretaries. I have a primary Private Investigator whose business comes mostly from me. I've had a number of big cases over the years. While my practice is located in a small town, it is the largest town in the area, so we draw from several surrounding counties.

I am nearly 55, medium height. Not slim, maybe a few pounds more than I need, but not overweight. My guess is that I am okay looking, but nowhere near as good looking as my wife, Linda. My pecker is of average length. I'd like to think I am a good lover, or at least an attentive and generous lover who focuses my attention on my partner.

My wife, Linda, is 50. She is very good looking, but not a supermodel. Her look is more like that of the best-looking women at a neighborhood party, but not the Hollywood version of a leading lady. She has shoulder length black hair. She has very nice breasts, wonderfully ample in size and natural. There is a bit of sag, maybe a little less than you'd expect after two kids and the effect of five decades of gravity, but I always viewed the slight sag as evidence that they are fully natural with no artificial additives. Her tits were a big attraction during any fuck, and the jiggle factor for them was very dear to me.

We had met in college and were deeply in love very soon after. We married while I was in law school. Prior to marriage, Dad sat us down and offered us a $50,000 cash gift on the condition that we sign a prenup. The prenup provided that in exchange for the $50,000, that the wife would waive any claim to the value of my interest in the value of the law practice. There was also a small provision that if either party had committed adultery, that party would forfeit their share of any marital assets in excess of $10,000. At the time we barely paid attention to that provision, because adultery was inconceivable because we were so much in love.

I understood where dad was coming from. He didn't mistrust Linda. On the contrary, both he and Mom loved her very much. But Dad had a first marriage. He never talked about it. I heard about it only in whispers from other family members. It had lasted only three years and ended with his wife running off with a close friend of his. The prenup represented the pain that had caused him years before. Linda and I argued we had no need for this agreement. Dad was quick to agree. But he also said that marriage was rollercoaster ride, with wonderful ups and difficult downs, but that we could make it to the end, it would give us great memories. The prenup is just encouragement to stay on, even when the temptation of an easy ride might appear from time to time. The house and the money was too sweet to turn down. We agreed. Later Dad took me aside and told me that this like all contracts was rescindable. He asked that I not rescind, that I just put it aside and forget about it. If I wanted to rescind it, I could, he just said don't do it until the issue raised itself.

After marrying, we had a very nice life. Part of it was because of the wonderful gift from my family. But most of it was because of the love we had for each other. In 30 years of marriage, we had raised a family of two children, one was married, with kids and the other had a serious boyfriend. Both had moved out of state with nice jobs. I was proud to say we were a loving family.

And my sex life was very satisfying, if maybe a bit vanilla. But no complaints were ever made.

Then came those two cases that completely consumed me. Naturally, with the hours I put in, our love life took a nosedive. But last year was a far more successful year than we had ever enjoyed before. My client was an accountant working for a defense company that had a plant outside of our town. In fact, it was our town's largest employer. Anyway, he was charged with embezzling nearly a million dollars. But he had been a set up.

He had discovered some questionable expenditures and brought it to the attention of the boss, and the next thing he knew the FBI showed up and arrested him. But he was no dummy, he had copies of the books saved on thumb drives. As soon as we saw what he had, we started working non-stop, and after a interviewing a dozens of employees we put together a case and filed suit under a Qui Tam writ, a little known way that you can be a private prosecutor if you rat out a company cheating the federal government. Soon the FBI was working with us instead of against us, and in the course of a year, four executives in the company were arrested for fraud, and the feds recovered $5 million dollars that the company had paid out in bribes to at least two Air Force Colonels and five government employees who help them rig the biding process, and some $85 million in overcharges on their projects. Thus, the total recovery was $90 million and under Qui Tam, my client recovered 15% of the amount recovered, or $13.5 million dollars. And the government paid our attorney's fees for assisting our client, totaling some $4 million. Then we sued the company for malicious prosecution, which they settled for another $10 million from which my firm collected another $2.5 million. It made for a good year. The total for our firm $16 million dollars, or a net to me of some $8 million Of course taxes put a bit of a hole in that.

But for all that, we burned an enormous amount of midnight oil on the case. I alone worked, 16 hour days, seven days a week for over a year. But it was not only hard work that went into this case. My marriage was destroyed by this case. This story is about the wife I abandoned to pursue this case.

I didn't notice my problem until the cases were over. I was exhausted and needed a rest, so I looked at some Caribbean Resorts, printed off some marketing for them, brought them home, and showed them to Linda. She wasn't interested. I asked about a trip to Europe. She said she had no interest in traveling. I told her I needed a break to recharge. She encouraged me to go alone. In fact, the more she talked about me going alone, the more excited she was about it. That was a flat no for me, I had no interest in a vacation without her and I told her so. I suggested that maybe we both needed a break to recharge. Still not interested was her response. How about we go visit the kids for a week. She exclaimed she does not want to travel, and she was getting very angry at my persistence.

I had noticed that for some time her housework had slacked off. Now that I was home more it was more obvious. When we first got married, she worked full-time. But once the kids came, she stayed at home and focused on them and housework. She was very good with both. The kids turned out great and the house was always immaculate. After the kids left, she took on a part time job, working weekends at a woman's clothing store, mostly just to get out of the house. But now she was ignoring most of the household needs.

Now that I was home more I tried to help her out with those needs, she responded by doing even less housework. When I tried to discuss this she would get angry and start a fight. I suggested she go to a doctor. She got angry and started to argue. Indeed, everything I said or did seem to make her angry.

Despite my more normal hours at work, and my increased presence at home, our sex life had not recovered. On the rare occasions she would agree to sex, it was less than vanilla, her response was mechanical and without passion. I suggested counseling. She got angry and started to argue.

In the beginning I would argue back, but in time as it became painfully obvious that the arguments were silly, I quit engaging. "Yes, dear" or "okay, dear" was thrown back to just get back to some level of peace. Not peace, really, just the absence of yelling.

Even the kids were reporting that she wasn't even returning their calls.

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I continued to believe that her behavior was a depression triggered by my very long hours working my cases and perhaps even menopause. She was home alone for months, she'd go to bed before I got home on most nights, and when she woke up again, I was gone. Obviously, that could trigger resentment, depression, and anger. And I couldn't blame her. I finally entertained the possibility that she might have a lover. But I rejected that, I was sure it was depression. So, I came up with a game plan.

I contacted my PI, Dereck. Derek had worked in a large city police department in cybercrimes. When he left the police department, he did some IT work and security work. When I first met him, he was just setting up as a private investigator. We hit it off, so naturally, I started to refer business to him. He proved to be quite good, and soon became our go to guy. The past year, the two of us worked very hard to find the evidence we needed to make our cases. When the money finally came in, I made sure that he received a bonus above what our contract required. Dereck was more than a business associate; he was a key to my success, and I made sure I was the key to his.

I told him what I thought. Dereck was the guy I trusted the most. He told me he thought a security system in my house might give me some insight into what was happening. He told me that while depression is a good call, his suspicion was more sinister; cheating was a definite possibility. Either way we would get to the bottom of it quick enough.

I still clung to my original conclusion. Linda and I were soul mates. This was fixable.

He installed the security system on Saturday what Linda was at her part time job. He installed cameras and sensitive microphones, then linked it all through an app to my laptop and my desktop at the office. The cameras were very cleverly hidden. He also installed a tracking device on her car. We then travelled to my office where he finished installing the links to the security system on my desktop. He then installed software into a digital photograph of my daughter and her fiancΓ© and told me that if I can get Linda to open this photo on her computer, I would be able to track the sites she was on and I would be able to see exactly what she saw on her computer.

The next Monday, I stayed home with Linda. When I told her I was staying home when she finally got up, she sounded really annoyed and asked me why I wasn't going to work. "We need to talk." I asked her if she was alright.

Her response was a dismissive, "Yeah, sure, but make it quick, I have things to do." I then told her we seemed to be on the wrong path, we needed to find a way to get past this. She told me she didn't know what I was talking about.

Rather than explain, I just said flatly, "sweetie, do you still love me?" I was trying to steer the conversation to a deeper, more serious level.

Her response was cold. "Well, that's a stupid question." With that she walked out of the room, signaling an end to the conversation. I was more convinced than ever that she was dealing with depression.

I spent the rest of the day cleaning the house, messing around with my computer, and doing some reading. It felt nice to take a day off, even if my wife stayed in our room all day. She came out for lunch, but said nothing, ignored me, made a sandwich and left with it to eat it upstairs. I prepared a meal for supper and tried to engage with her when she came down. I told her I had talked to the kids, and they told me what they were up to. She pretended to listen for a couple of minutes, but once her eyes started to glaze over, I quieted down. She then got up, her meal half eaten, said she was going to watch TV upstairs, I quickly said great, I'll join you, but after I cleaned off the table and went upstairs, I found our bedroom door locked. My first reaction was to kick the door in. But I didn't. She's just ill, I said to myself. I went downstairs, called Derek, told him what happened and asked that he make time for a visit at his office tomorrow morning. That night I slept in the guest bedroom.

Tuesday, the next morning, I got up at the usual time, well before my Linda. I skipped breakfast and left a note on the breakfast table that read,

"Sweetie, your locking the bedroom door last night was a gut punch. I need to hear you tell me you love me before the end of this week. I am willing to wait for whatever is going on in your head to resolve itself, but if I don't get some assurance that we still have a marriage, I am going to ask you to tell me how we are going to go forward. I won't bring this up again until Friday and I will sleep in the guest bedroom until I am invited back to our bedroom. I love you."

With that I left for work.

I got to the office at my usual hour, 8:00 am. By 9:30 I had been briefed by my associates about what they had done in my absence and what they were up to that day and answered a couple of phone calls from a few clients and delegated all the other calls to my associates. I was well into my plan of managing the office and disengaging from the heavy lifting. I then left the office and drove to Derek's, went with him into his office, closed the door, turned on my laptop and viewed the security cameras in my home with my friend. His laptop was similarly set up, and he turned his on too, and opened the app. My wife was still in bed, but clearly stirring.

Derek and I then discussed what had happened the day before. He told me that he knew I must have been in great pain, and that he didn't know what he would have done in that same situation. Then he suggested that we not watch any of this at all, and that he let him review what had been recorded later in the day.

I told him, I needed to see it now, and I needed a friend with me in case this got too distressing.

"Well, I'm with you, friend, all day if it takes."

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"I know that, and you need to know I am grateful."

A half an hour later, I saw my wife in the den on our computer, she was wearing a very sexy negligee, baby doll style, completely see through. She had changed out of the frumpy night gown that she usually wore to bed with me and changed into this sexy bit of nothing that I had never seen before or even knew she owned. She was on the Internet, so I sent the email out with the app embedded in the picture of our daughter and her fiancΓ©. I headed it "new picture of our girl with her hot boyfriend." She pened her email, and pulled it up. The app started running almost immediately.

Derek then took over, connecting my computer to hers and in effect a few minutes everything was set.. t I could now monitor both her on the security cam and her computer.

Within a few minutes, I was shocked. She was on a site called "Online Affairs" and scrolling through online profile pics of mostly guys, many nude. Every few seconds a live picture would pop up on her screen, and she would either click "accept" or "no thanks." After just a few seconds she had accepted some three pictures and then went to a split screen, with the three guys in their own quarter of the screen and her own video feed in the fourth. She then addressed her audience, "well, hello lovers, what are we all up to this morning?" Her voice was cheerful and sexy, a tone I had rarely heard in over a year.

The response from her "lovers" was entirely sexual, coupled with some suggestions of sexual performances they wanted to see, including some that were physically impossible. Linda had a giant smile on her face, then told these men that she wanted something in return and demanded that they all start wanking for her. One already was, and the other two immediately started. She then stood up and slipped off the nightie, stood in front of the camera completely naked for a long moment, touching her very nice breasts, teasing her nipples so that they were even more erect and touching her pussy. Then sat down, reclined in her chair she was sitting in and started slowly rubbing herself. The guys all had the hard cocks in their hands and were stroking themselves.

She then reached over to a bag she had to the side and pulled out a large dildo. She seemed to have no trouble inserting the thing into her already wet pussy and was immediately pumping it in and out. On each outward stroke you could see the dildo glisten with her excitement. The action quickly grew in intensity, and Linda spoke out, "Oh, fuck this is good." And "Damn, I need big cocks." Then directly into the camera, "Come on boys, show me how much you love watching me."

The guys were already wanking themselves furiously. Then the first one came, yelling, "Oh, fuck, I am about to cum, I am going to filling up that cunt."

Linda then came, with more intensity than I can remember in a long time, yelling, "oh, shit, that's it boys, come all over me."

Another started to cum, saying he was cumming all over her beautiful tits. The third guy was not far behind, grunting his response as he splattered all over himself.

There was a moment of pause while all four of them bathed in their afterglow. Then one by one the three guys clicked off the video, and the screen was filled with just Linda, naked, spent, with her pussy glistening from her juices. Just then a message popped up on the screen. It read simply: "Another great show, 'Hot MILF.'" The messenger addressed Linda by her username and was himself identified by his as 'Hammer.'

Linda clicked on the message and a familiar face appeared, and Linda asked, "you're coming over, Kyle, right?"

"Oh yeah, now that you are primed for me, and ready to go." With that, Kyle, aka Hammer, clicked off his video.

The screen returned to the live image of Linda, still naked, who addressed some 40 or so other viewers who had watched Linda's show. She told them, "Ok, lovers, that's it for this morning. Might be back for a quicky this afternoon, so keep an eye out." With that she walked out of the Den, still naked, with the nightie in her hand. She walked up to our bedroom, folded the nightie gently and put it under a bottom drawer of her dresser, under some other things, closed the drawer, then grabbed a couple of towels from out ensuite bathroom, and headed downstairs, still naked. She laid the towels on our overstuffed couch in the living room and sat down, her eyes glued to the window.

The picture of Hammer appeared to be a fellow from the softball team I was on a couple of summers ago, before the cases cancelled my entire life beyond work. Linda had gone to some of those games. Kyle's wife had come and sat at a few of the games with the other guy's wives.

Both Kyle and his wife were much younger than we were. I'd say in their 30s or so. Both were fit and good looking.

I now noticed that I was breathing harder. There in the pit in my stomach was a void, and it was growing. I felt nauseous. I was tempted to turn my laptop off, as if that would make all that I had seen go away. But I had to watch. Was Kyle headed over? Was it more than Internet sex? Well clearly there will be no work today. I muted my laptop, called the office and told my paralegal to hold my calls or route them to an associate. She asked what was up, and I told her I wasn't feeling well, which was the truth.

Then Kyle arrived. Linda saw him drive up and immediately walked to the door. She opened the door and brazenly stood in the doorway awaiting his approach. The neighborhood could be her audience. She kissed Kyle passionately as he met up with her, still in view of neighbors. I worried everyone was witnessing my humiliation. Linda then led Kyle into the living room, to the couch and standing at the couch and next to our plate glass window, she let Kyle cup her breasts, lean over and kiss them and suck on them. Then he pushed her onto the couch, pulled her ass toward him and buried his face into her pussy. Linda jumped as his tongue entered her, but within seconds I could make out gentle moans of pleasure. Kyle kept it up for a good ten minutes as the gentle moans grew louder. Finally, Linda erupted with "Oh, yes, yes, Oh, fuck yes!" with an intense, full-blown orgasm.

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